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Ow. As i think of something to write, i have a sprained ankle, a sprained knee, my eyes burn, i smacked my elbow, im so sore (all over), suffering from allergies, and im completely out of it. Hmm. That pretty much sums up all of my physical pain...

Lets not go towards emotional pain. For once, i barely have any, but i still have some. Not really anything significant, just... lets not go there...

Oh wait. I dislocated my ankle a second ago... then popped it back it... now THAT hurt. I guess its because it was sprained o.o;;;

Ohmigushers. I miss ***** a lot . Who cares if i only saw him this morning, or if i only talked to him about an hour ago on the phone? I'm supposed to see him soon... well... come to think of it... right about now...

So... two new words. Omigushers, and spifferific. Heh...

TTYL - I love you

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Something was up tonight... but i dont know what. It seemed to happen when i left for my karen's car. Anyways, it was mainly about this guy i like... a lot... a lot a lot ... but i dont know. He'll be all "Nothing is wrong", but it really feels like something is. Sometimes he tells me later that something is wrong... but so far... i'm left alone, as usual.

I dont know what to do... I dont think there is much i can do. ***** is having a lot of issues, and i want to help him because he is always helping me. Whenever i talk to him, i always feel so much better. I suppose i SHOULD write him a note... if i can find some paper o.o

OOH OOOH OOOOH! Awesome... thing... whatever you call it :)













Ahh... feel the love...

Anyways. I dont know what to think, do, or anything anymore. I just need someone to talk to right now... but everyone left me... so sad.

OOH! I could do this for hours... and kevin can only do it for... uh... sometime... lol... i dunno. I dont know how long lora or karen can do it o.o

Anyways... im in an okay mood for the moment.... pretty... blleeehhhhhh though...

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OOOOH! SMILEYS!

Is it possible to feel all of those at once? Actually.. i forgot what they are... so i guess so o.o

More to come later.... i think i was supposed to be back in class 15 minutes ago o.o

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Well. I dont really know what to say. I cant check my page, and i cant read what i've previousely written... GRR ARG!

Omg. I saw this commercial earlier, and it was all "Is your child depressed?". It had like 12 symptoms or whatever... and only 3 didnt apply to me... o.o

Anyways! So stressed right now...

Dont really know what to say...

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There is NO way i can stay here, and stay sane. I absolutely HATE it here. And the only thing that keeps me sane... isnt there. Well. It IS there, but i just dont feel it. Okay, so i do to some extent, but i wish i was with them more than i am with my mother. My friends. They are what brought me back to god. They are what keep me sane. They are what keep me happy.

I miss them so much right now. Sad thing is, i only saw them an hour or so ago. I miss my Lora. My bubbly Lora. I miss my Karen. My nitelite in the darkness. I miss my Kevin. My teddybear who is always there for me.

Im talking to Karen, and i was talking to Lora. I really, REALLY miss Kevin though. I dont know if that would make any sense... but i really do. I hope i talk to him again soon. I dont know whats happening tomorrow... but i hope i see everyone i can.

Well... the chicken bake is done... so perhaps i'll just retire to the homework *twitches*

I love you more than anything. You know who you are.

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