I hate when you're really looking forward to something for days and days and are super excited about it and then find out that the thing you were really looking forward to isn't going to happen for another week (if at all) and now nothing else sounds as fun so you don't even want to do anything.


We were suppose to go to this comedy club in or near Baltimore or something and we were going to take a cab and get really drunk and listen to hilarious jokes and then ride a cab back to our friends house and crash at their place. I was REALLY looking forward to it. I almost never go out! Which is fine, I don't want to go out every weekend but every once in a while would be nice. and it would be nice if on those occasions, I didn't have to be DD. And now, long story short, that's not happening anymore but we MIGHT do it next week.

......hmmf.


I just really want to go out and see my best friend and go dancing with HER like the good ol' days. Today is her birthday! I sent her flowers. =) (this is the friend that moved to the other side of the country) I really miss her. ='( I don't even NEED to drink when I go out with her. I can really be myself and let loose and feel comfortable enough to do it soberly.

I guess my missing her is really starting to bum me out the most out of all of this. =(

.....Oh well. =/

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So on this 10 day diet we are on Day 9 and I lost 6-1/2 pounds and Scott lost 8 pounds! Go us!!!! We are on the right track! huzzaaahhhh!!!!!

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I don't feel like working right nowwww. Yesterday was so busy and crazy that i'm kind of lacking any motivation to get stuff done today. I used it all up yesterday. But I gotsta!!!

So, what's new with me?


I'm doing this super strict 10 day diet thingy called the Turbo Slim! its actually pretty awesome! I feel a lot better about my physical well being and I'm only halfway through the diet! Its five small meals a day and 30 minutes of exercise (or more) each night. high in protein, low in carbs. I weighed myself on Monday and put it on the chalkboard I have hanging up in the living room for all to see. I figure, if I don't like people seeing how high that number is, then I better eat right and exercise enough to make the number lower. And next to it I'll put the number of pounds lost each week to prove to myself that its working. My goal is to lose 30. =) I know its not going to happen over night. But I think by the summer I'll be more than halfway. =) I'll keep you guys posted.


Also, I cut all my hair off and I hate it. =( I did this back in November but I can't wait for it to grow back out again. It kind of had to be done because it was so dry and damaged. I needed a start fresh and now most of it is my natural color. =) Only about 2inches of my hair still has dye in it. Its already grown back a decent amount since it was cut. maybe an inch? My hair grows fairly fast.

Scott has off on Monday and I'm super duper jealous!!!! He better make himself productive! haha.



Well.....I guess I can't prolong this any longer....back to getting work done, I go!

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Hello!!!!! It has been a while since I've posted last! So, I'll give you some updates!

My nephew, Jackson, turned 1 at the end of November. =) He's walking almost as good as his older cousin, now!
And Mason likes Scott more than me.....it only hurts my feelings a little, though! haha. Both of them are such brats! (and I mean that in the most endearing way possible!) They are going to get into so much trouble together over the years!!
They are already pretty destructive!!

and Christmas was GREAT! Scott got me a bunch of awesome presents! One of which is a silver ring! its just a band with <3 engraved on the front. I love it!!!! and he got me a locket with pictures of Gus and Doc inside! ^_^ and a pair of earrings that are Owls and their eyes are sapphires which is my birthstone!

And he loved everything that I got him!!! ^_^ (or so he says. lol)

Also, I got a job offer elsewhere and almost escaped the world of plastics!!! But, I turned the job offer down because I was offered more to stay!


and what am I doing with the extra money I'm putting in the bank???

Scott and I are trying to save up to go to Thailand with his family! Woohoo!!!!!

I can't think of any other news worth mentioning. Just little things here and there.


Everyone have a safe and happy New years!

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Work is so slow today. I have nothing left to do on my desk. Its the cleanest I've ever seen it!

Meanwhile, I'm stressing about Thanksgiving a tad bit because I'm suppose to contribute and I'm a terrible cook. I'm going to TRY to make Sweet Potato Pie this weekend to test it out so hopefully its really tasty and I can TRY to impress Scott's dad but like...they're all so much more skilled in the kitchen and his dad's girlfriend cooks for a living and is amazing so I probably wont impress them at all. haha.
oh well.

I'm also stressed about money but what else is new?

Anywho, It has been a full month of no fast food! Yipee!! It wasn't as tough as I thought it was going to be. There have been a few temptations but I manage to fight the cravings of burgers and tacos by making them at home.

Starting in December, Scott and I are giving up meat until Christmas! It should be interesting! ha.

Alright....I'm going to go pretend to be busy.

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So I have gone three full weeks without any fast food and I am gaining weight.
I simply don't understand why my body hates me. I've given up all that fatty greasy deliciously convenient goodness and my body punishes me by getting fatter.

But I'm still proud of myself for maintaining self control and determination. No fast food for the rest of the year!

In other news, I bought a drum set for TheThaitanic as an early Christmas gift and he loves it. The brat found out that I was getting it and wouldn't shut up about it so he got it this past Sunday. I think he likes it. And that makes me extremely happy!

Also I went for a new job interview and I didn't get the job. =( I'm pretty bummed out about it. Work has been so dead at this place that I'm afraid that if they continue to slow down like they are, I wont have ANY job by Christmas. They'll probably do more layoffs and I'd be one of the first to go. So there's that sitting in the back of my mind.

Its actually REALLY stressing me out.

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