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mood: happy....really....
listening to: Maria Mena

am i a bad person like my mom says? i mean today she told me that i was a spoiled selfish brat and that i'm never happy unless i have something to entertain me...made me feel reeeal good. . why does my mom hate me so much...i mean it's like ever since David left....everything i do doesn't matter and i can never get her to be proud of me...just for once i want my mom to say "i love you"....she hasn't said it in a while...-tear-....

i love my daddy. he's always telling me how proud he is of me. and how much he looooves and misses me and how he wishes i'd call more often. he's such a wonderful father. even though i don't get to see him as much as i would like...he's taking me shopping sometime soon .i heard him talking to mom on the phone and he said "i'm gunna get lisa a whole bunch of stuff for her birthday." and "i'm gunna make it up to her....she diserves it" i love my daddy...

my birthday party is next weekend....-sigh-...i dunno what to do though...i think i'm just gunna have a party at my house...

10 days until lisa's birthday!!!! .

nyeh...today...was very...borring...lol. -sigh-....anyway....must go.....

hah they said it was a 100% chance of rain and it isn't even cloudy....gay weather men..they need help....

-Lisha

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mood: happy/hyper
listening to: JoJo

ello!!!!!

good day today. hmm...what happend today worth discussing...-thinks-...

1st period-...nothing...except made a few inside jokes ("you indented my indent!"-Nyla)
2nd period-....nothing really happend there either...well. no...i made i new friend...Austin...he's very strange but he's hilarious.
3rd & 4th-we made drawings of things that represent us. i drew a basket ball,a harry potter book,a computer,the acting masks,an anime face,and i gotta finish this later,storm...

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-sigh-....Robert....didn't get to talk to him like i wanted to tonight. he had asked if he could call this weekend and then i was a smart ass and before i could say i was just kidding i got kicked off and then he had signed off by the time i got back on...-sigh-...i really do want him to call me...but i don't want to annoy him...nyeh! now when i talk to him i'm gunna be too scared that i'm annoying him so i won't talk and UGH! i hate this! nyeh!!!! i just wish that we could talk like we used to...and not get on eachothers nerves....-tear-....nyeh....


Robert,bestest friend in the whole world,call me gosh darn it! n_n

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mood: sad/mad/hurt
listening to: Linkin park

UGH!

had to wake up early again today. i got all my work finished in Mr. McCarthy's so for once i'm doing well there. i got a 59 on a homework assignment in Math -_-. in 3rd and 4th we took the "Holes" test. it was really easy...hope i passed. and then in 6th all we did was get into our groups for our softball unit...ugh...i hate softball.
then in 7th all we did was take notes...gosh Jennifer was getting on my nerves! and so was Taylor Y. they wouldn't stop asking me what was wrong. gosh i hate it when people do that. they look at me and are all like "OMG lisa,whats wrong!?" and it's so annoying because it's like i'm supposed to be smiling....all the time. and usually when i am and i tell people why they usually get mad at me for being annoying.....-tear-.....gosh. i'm not happy with myself....people are always telling me how cute i am and how i should like myself and not always be so negative but...i dunno....jessica always calls me stupid....robert i can tell thinks that i'm the most annoying person ever....Taylor Y...well....he's getting on my nerves....Taylor L i never talks to me anymore....gosh...i just wanna be liked by someone....i want someone to call me their best friend for once...i mean i always tell jessica and robert that they're my best friends...but i don't think that i'm their's....-tear-.....i have a feeling that Robert doesn't even wanna talk to me anymore....-tear-....the only one i have is acacia....i just feel like crying....a lot....so thats what i'm gunna do....

write more about today when i feel like talking...but right now....

-whatever...

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