I have recently been informed that I need to get rid of stress. I guess I can take things on because I am a bit of a push over, but I only do what I think I can handle.

I have shingles, which in short, is chicken pox the second time around which is apparently brought on my stress. My problem is, I don't see why I'm the one with shingles when half of my friends are stressed out more than I am. I guess I have a weak ass immune system, but all in all, I guess i'm learning my lesson.

I shouldn't put more on my plate than I can handle...or chew heh

What happened to being 7 and playing outside in the carefree world? *Sighhhh*

Well it'll all be better soon :)

On a better note, our boys basketball team placed second at state!! Our asses were kicked at the state game, buuut who's complaining, we got second!

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I finally finished applying to my schools....now the hard part. Wait to see if I've been accepted or not. Oh the agony.

See, but there is some good news. My FAFSA information was sent back to me, and they said I qualified for a grant. So it told me to research the grant and i did. Well what do you know? I have every requirement for the grant! It's for students that are looking to be a math teacher or special ed teacher. I have to teach in a low income district...whicht he district i want to teach in ...iss :) and I also have to teach for four year after I finish college or they revoke my grant. I know i'll be a teacher, and even if i end up hating (doubt i will), I can stick it out four years. The grant is $4,000 a year, which bascially covers one full year of tuition..and i have like three other shcholarships. Can you say I own at this game!?! I'm jsut really excited right now. OH AND the school I'm applying to, really needs math teachers. HOLLA BACK!

I won't get my hopes up too high because I could just be fooling myself, but seriously how amazing would that be? Pretty damn amazing. I hope everyone is having a good day too :)

Going to a movie now with my family and Brian!

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College Gymnastics has inspired me to be a good gymnast.

I went to the SPU (Seattle Pacific University) meet today and it was amazing. Although, this one girl completely over shot the vault and fell on her neck...it's always scary to see things like that happen, but when it's about 20 feet in front of you,well, I cringed...alot.

I also drove around Seattle for a good two hours because it's nearly impossible to find any parking in that town, but thats ok make you explore new places which is always fun :) Tiana and I had plenty o fun :) The SPU meet also inspired me to become a better gymnast...or a gymnast in general. AKA every Saturday i'm going to train so I can possibly compete!

The whole staff from my gym was at the meet because they had a meet there earlier today, and I got to know them on a more personal level. I actually like people better outside the work scene, they tend to loosen up a little bit which = fun! Tiana and I managed to get one of our co-workers in a bit o trouble, which she needed to be because it's unfair for her to not work...ever...and the rest of us cover her shifts because she wants to do who knows what with her damn boyfriend. Bleh...it's ok more hours for me :)

Life was good today, it was pretty crappy last week, but i'm gonna stay positive and have a good week...I need/want one. Just stay positive, otherwise it'll be difficult to have a good day.

Boyfriend comes back tomorrow :)

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I just realized... I only have...4 months ish left until I get to go experience life on my own. Aka..college!!! I haven't really thought about it much considering that everything else like work, my current classes, trying to get into college, and family have consumed every minute of my time.

I am so excited! I always wondered when i was little what it would be like to finally graduate. Indeed i'll be upset when its time to say bye to all of my friends and teachers and all that, but seriously...I am so looking forward to living how I want to live. No more cleaning up after everyone in my house. No more listening to the annoying ppl boss me around at the gym. No more having to deal with little siblings demanding my constant attention. Don't get me wrong, I love my current life, and everyone in it, buuut its time for me to live my life for me :) I also realized that I am much more capable than I give myself credit for. I need to stop doubting myself, if something doesn't happen, there's a reason for it. Usually meaning i need to step it up.

Ah well i just needed to get that out because this is all happening so fast. If it seemed at all that im unhappy in life now, im not at all. Sure there's a few setbacks here and there, but all in all, those setbacks dont even matter.

PS Hi brian!!! It's almost valentine's day, and i just want you to know, that it's impossible to think of what the hell to do/get you. Even with all the damn ideas i have, you're impossible to please haha.

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