Sunday. 8.19.12 11:53 am
Health is very important. I didn't realise it so much until now. Been coughing so badly these 3 week until I drag myself to see the doctor.
Felt so scare when Doc call me to go for an X ray. Waited 1 hour for result. This waiting is like Hell. Luckily nth goes wrong.
Now my cough is better. However, I still have to let my throat rest. I can hardly speak, let alone singing.
I hope I can recover real fast...
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Friday. 7.27.12 9:19 pm
Been sick since Sunday. Having common visus of flu, cough, fever. Still having reservice next week. Wondering how am I going to survive thru it.
Had been a very low morale state. Emo shd be the correct word. When one go thru hard times, they tend to look backward of time. It is what happening to me now...
I found that I'm had not been a very honest man. As in what I said does not matched what I feel. My brain control my word while my heart felt otherwise.
Be it my family, friend and Love
For family, after what my sister and mum did to me. Althou I still love them, I can't bring myself to put in action to express my love.
For friends. They went to bangkok. Althou I said don't mind, I'm dying to go with them. I just used words to make everyone in a comfortable zone.
For Love. I told myself that I should gave up on her. I told my friend that I'm not waiting for her.
I told my friends that now I do not have any specific type of girl. As long as a girl approached me, present-looking. I got a little feeling, She will be my type of girl.
But inside me. I know the feeling when I talk to her, when I get close to her. This special feeling is never the same with other girls. But what can I do besides giving up, for someone who don't love me. I don't think I can forget her but I need more time to get use to seeing her as a friend and not someone I love.
Everyday I keep myself busy. Laughing with friends, eat, spend and doing shopping as when I liked. Yet I'm not reallly happy. I think I'm tired. I think I need to be more relaxed. I think I need more rest.
Enough of nagging. Life still goes on...
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Wednesday. 7.25.12 2:46 pm
Been reading thru my past entry. Start to feel emo... Think shall update my blog with full coverage tomorrow...
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Sunday. 5.27.12 11:51 am
Suddenly have a bad headache...
Suddenly think about my life...
Suddenly think of my dad.....
Suddenly feel that blogging.......
Gosh...I am so much determined by feeling. Perhaps that's me....
Finally finished my four day of leave. Starting work tml....
These four day I had tried to be happy, doing the correct things...well, all the things I did is correct
- I prepared songs for Sam's party
- I watched happy and funny shows and anime which make me laugh
- I tweet, I facebook, Mass watsapp, etc
- I have normal 3 meals, enough sleep and games
- I did spring cleaning to my bedroom
- I watch movie with Mum which I failed to do for years
I wasn't really happy...and I donno why...
I think about Human and life. I look at my surrounding and I'm glad I'm still alive. I discovered Life is indeed very cruel. If one died, nth will change much....only the living can make changes and make the impossible possible.
The token is in your hand and you decide what to do with it....
Life is so ironic. I knew this but I donno wat to do with my token...
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Tuesday. 5.1.12 6:37 am
Whenever matters come to her. Will tend to side her. Guess as a friend, I still want to protect her
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Tuesday. 5.1.12 1:39 am
This morning woke up and saw Sam's message. Well...She might be going too. Again, I can't help to think about her again. Human are so strange. ������֪������Ҫ����ȴ�Ų��£���Ϊ�㻹���ڵȴ������ܵķ���. I had already let go but why did I think of her again. This type of feeling I really could not control no matter how hard I tried.
Sometimes I really love to watch drama or movie because it seems so real. Drama always said that when two were to be seperated, whenever u went pass the place with memories, the memories just strike back. Not only memories but also feelings. It's so truth, whether I walk pass swatch shop, will always remind me of the time I choose a watch for her @ taiwan.
Foolish me, Emo again. For someone who don't love me.
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