i don't know about what everyone else is thinking, but i think everything that happens in life is a win-win situation. i don't really believe in "meant to be" rather in "things just happen to be that way". why is it that in the past, failures and rejections have brought me down? so what if i fail and get rejected? it is a disappointment, but i should let those things be a reminder that maybe i should go another way about things instead of dwelling and moping around over it. what's the sense in getting mad or emo over something that's already been done? if i can't change something why bother even dwelling in it? it's pointless to let someone or something determine whether i'm gonna be happy or not. if the situation ends up in A or B--either way i gotta find a way to be happy. there's a million things i can do in life not just the one set ideal. life is good either way it happens.

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starting anew means humbling yourself before you move on or can make a positive stride toward 'better'.

i am in the process of humbling myself.

i always thought that i could get through life just going through college, grad school, and getting a $60k job right off the bat without experience.
but that's unrealistic. i can't keep trying to get those higher up jobs when i have no work experience whatsoever.

i need to humble myself now and start from the bottom and work (for myself) to get to the top in the real world. i know it's gonna be a struggle. i know that there might be people (from school and internship. maybe even my own family members) that will ridicule me for the fact that i'm so high up in my education level, but opted to take a job at a restaurant, selling cosmetics, or being a brand ambassador.

i need to let go of that pride and forget what i think i deserve and start doing things for me so that i can be a better individual. i need to stop relying on others and the "eventual" and find my own way to make it happen for myself. i can't keep wishing for something that i can easily attain with the skills i already have. that's for the weak of heart.

i need to stop lying to myself and remember that honesty and sincerity goes a long way with other people. when it comes down to it, i'd rather miss out, lose, or be rejected because i was being honest and sincere- not because i was trying to impress someone or being something i'm not.

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