I haven't been on here in a few days, but I really had nothing to write about. I'm not sure exactly what's going on between me and David, but I know that its not very good. I was hoping that we had worked things out, but I guess I was wrong. Chris is no longer mad at me which I am greatful for. And Dave is still just there. I don't know when I'll be able to try and fix things between me and Dave. I want to fix things between me and David, but I have a feeling that the only way to 'fix' it is to just leave him alone for a while. I don't want to, but it looks like that's my only choice. I just hope things work out for the best and that they work out soon. I'm going to take some advice that I was given. I'm going to focus on my job and supporting myself rather than on guys. After I get my life in order and srtaightened out then maybe I'll start looking for a boyfriend. For now though I'm going to stay single. I'm glad that David told me that he wanted to stay single, but I'm not happy about the way things are between us right now. Its partly my fault, but I'm not taking the full blame for all this between us. Anyway I have the rest of the next part of my story to type up so I'm gonna go do that. I wonder if David has read any of the story yet and if he has does he like it. I dunno how I'm going to find out though if I'm not talking to him. Oh well I'll try and find out one way or another. I just hope I didn't push him too far away or push him to the point where he doesn't like me anymore; not even as a friend. All I can do is prepare for the worst and hope for the best. Alright I'm done for tonight. I'll write again when I get the chance.

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Today is Friday again and I really don't want to work. Yesterday was my last day of training which means that I am pretty much on my own today. I still have no voice. I had something of a voice yesterday, but because I did I abused it and now its gone again. I need to just completely stop talking. Alright I pretty much only like 1 guy now and he knows who he is. Grr you know what I don't care anymore. I'm gonna use names because it'll be less confusing for me and besides who's gonna know who I'm talking about right? David is the guy I like. Jeff is his friend who told me about him. I liked Jeff at first and I still do cuz he's just that damn cool (and cute.) Anywho me and my friend Lizzie went up to my work last night so that I could ask Jeff for a ride over to David's house cuz I couldn't remember what street he lived on. I know that its right down the road, I just didn't know exactly where. Jeff was out on a delivery so we ordered a slice and shared it between us (yes that's how big the slices are) while we were waiting. We finished just as he got back and he had no problem giving us a ride. We drove past his house and he wasn't home. I had forgotten that he said he had class last night. I was hoping to see him. The reason I went last night was cuz 1) he wasn't answering the phone and 2) because Lizzie wants to meet the guy whose house I stayed overnight at. I wanted to stay overnight again last night, but obviously it didn't happen. Oh well it'll happen again soon enough ... I hope. Alright I'm gonna go type up what I can of the next part of my story before I have to go to work.

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This won't be very long because I'm tired and I need to get at least a little better for work tomorrow. I can't talk . I lost my voice almost completely, and I can't stop talking. People will come up to me and talk to me and I have people calling me so I talk to them too. Its funny because like a year ago this same thing happened to me. My voice was like gone. And its getting close to being gone now. Alright I'll write more tomorrow. I'm tired and I'm gonna go to bed. Latas!!

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listening to: GreenDay ~ Extraordinary Girl
mood: very happy
Okay I am in a really good mood right now. I have another guy to add to the list of guys that I like. He also works with me and he's older and ... he's single. I don't know if he likes me or not, but if all he wants to be is friends then okay. If he asks me out though, I'ma say yes in a heartbeat. He's really cute; he's quiet and laid back, and he's funny. He makes me smile. I'm a little afraid though that me and him might get into some kind of trouble because tonight he took me home and when we got here, we talked for a short while and he was still on the clock. I asked if he wanted me to stop talking so that he could get back up to work, but he said no that we could talk for another couple minutes and put his truck in park. I like his truck too, its nice. I don't know when I'm going to see him again because tonight was my last night working double shifts for this week. And because he's in school he can only work at night. I hope its soon though. I need to call my friend and see what she's doing on Saturday because me and the girl I'm stayin with want to go up to the mall and she's the one with the car. I'll call her like maybe tomorrow or Wednesday and see what she's doing. Okay I'm out of things to say. All I know is that I want to get to know this 'new' guy or new crush (or however you want to put it) better. I really hope I'm not too young for him. Its not uncommon for older guys to date younger girls, but there's an 8 year difference between us. I don't mind at all, but its entirely up to him. Alright I'm done. Latas!!

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Well I found out that the two guys I work with both have girlfirends , but I was half expecting it. I'm a little upset by it, but its all good. I like being single (for now LoL); it gives me free reign to flirt with any guy I want to. Anywho I have to be at work in like an hour and a half and I really don't want to. I'm sick and suffering a cold and I just want to hang out here and do nothing but get better. But I can't do that because I need the money and I need more experience. Well I'm gonna go rest until I have to get ready for work. Latas!!

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Yesterday was crazy man. Fridays are fuckin nuts!! They are really busy. Even in the afternoon when there's usually no business there were people coming in and out. But when it came to dinner time ... . There are no words to describe it. The pictures do all the talking. Anywho, today is Saturday and I'm not working today. I have nothing really to do because my friend went up to see her boyfriend and one of the guys I like is busy with ACTs and just everyone that I know that I'm friends with is doing something. I'm alright with it though. I don't know how it happened but I got a cold . I knew last night that I was getting sick because my throat was sore. I don't know if its because the girl I'm stayin with has a cold or if it was because of just how much shit I had to do yesterday. I don't remember the last time I was actually that fuckin busy except for maybe packing up the moving truck, but even then I wasn't working that non-stop. Oh well, all I can do is hope that it passes soon and doesn't progress into anything worse. Anywho, I think maybe later I'm going to walk up to work and get something to eat cuz I don't see anything too appetizing here. That's one of the benefits of working in a food place is that you get free food. I can just walk in at my leisure and get what I want and not have to pay for it. Besides I think that one of the other guys that I like is working today. I just don't know when. I don't think I'm gonna go up there too late because today is Saturday and if they were that damn busy last night I don't really want to know how busy they are tonight. And besides if I'm there during rush I'll 1) just be in the way and 2) won't be able to really talk to anyone. After rush though is just too late to walk up there; they're open till midnight on Friday and Saturday. And they'd be busy cleaning up after everything. Alright I really can't think of anything else to write. Latas!!

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