I broke up with mercedes. i thought i wanted to go out with her, but when i was with her, it seemed like no sparks flew. some say that you can tell by the kiss, and they're right, i could. and what i could tell was that she wasn't the one for me. in other non-related news about yours truly, i got the new avenged sevenfold album, city of evil, for only 99ΒΆ. i am so happy. also, i get my permit next month (YAAAYY!!!). it's pretty sweet. the only thing that would make this better is if my freind chicago can come in base and we go skate the park here, and if my parents would take me to pick up my drumset from my freind's house. oh yeah, it was their anniversary yesterday, and today they are going to...uh....well, somewhere, for the weekend, until sunday. they have been married for 16 years. that's is a pretty ling ime, if you think about it that's longer than i have been alive. well, i know the title of this entry id trashed and scattered....., and i haven't really explained why, or talke about anything like that. that is because i kinda feel that way, because this bitch won't leave me the fuck alone at school. she keeps fucking biting me and holding on to me and shit. one day i told her to let me go or i was going to sock her, she didn't let go, so i hit her in her stomach (i know what you're thinking, WTF?!?!?, right. well, if you had warned someone, and they were fucking BITING you and wouldn't leave you the shit alone, what would you have done?). her freinds got all mad, and they were bitching at me. i said fuck you to them, and left . they are all fucking freshmen, and need to grow the fuck up. now you know what's going on in my life, i am going to listen to my new A7x cd. bye. ("i don't believe in fairytales, and no one wants to go to hell, but make one mistake, and it's easy to see.......")

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man, i had to run from a fucking 32 year old dude for like an hour. my freind said hey to him, and he's is kind of retarded, so he started chasing us. it was fucking hilarious. then these fucking bitches pulled up and started to tell us to leave him alone, and thaty he is retarded, but all we did was say hi, and he fucking started chasing us. they followed us and the guy for a couple of inutes and then left, but then as we were running back to my freinds house, the guy was chasing us, a fucking wigger-ass guy older than 18 came up and started talking to us. he said that we shouldn't mess with the retarded guy, but we told him the same thing we told the bitches. he was like, "i don't know homie, i don't know you guys, so just leave him alone. I don;t care how bad you guys think you are, i'm badder, and i will knock al gour of you down at the same time", or shit like that (yeah, there was four of us, so we could have fucked him up). when all that was done, we played bloody knuckles, and we had a bodies tournament, and i think bruised one of my ribs, as well as fucking cracked one of my knuckles. it hurts to breath when i run hard, and i can't hit anything to hard with my right hand. well, now that you found out what the shit happened to me on saturday, you can complain, compare, comment, give advise, or not give a shit, but thanks for stopping by.

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Geuss what. i have found me a girlfreind. she is fucking awsome. she skates, and listens to hardcore ska and shit, and fucking is super fucking rad. her name is mercedes. i am happy.

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hey, this sux. for some reason, my love lif is like this: i like girl a lot, i get courage to tell this girl, this girl goes out with my freind, i have no one. that always happens to me. if there is any one that remembers way back when i started there was an entry about me being in love, and i remember you guys telling me to just talk to her. a year ao, it wasn't that easy. now, i can do it no problem. i think if i had done done it then, i would be dealing with a long-distance relationship. because she moved the week i was going to ask her out. sometimes, i think i can not find the person, becuase i do not look, but i find. i get attracted so much that i can not take it, then i get shut down by the power of a greater attraction: one between my freind and the girl. i can't blame the freind, tho, because i said it was ok, and i am happy with it. which i am not, but i know that i could have no chance seeinh as how they both like each other and they both know it. it is basically the inevitable, and right now, condolensces and camaradic advise will be accepted, but i am not asking for pity or anything. maybe if someone understood what i was going through........anyways, i have the power if ska and hardcore on my side. for all you "ska-goers" out there: Ska the fuck out of here!

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I have added another verse to the song, so here it is: The condescending tone of hatred in your voice won't help me in my life, so keep them to yourself! i don't need camaradarie, screw all of your condolensces. your depricating thoughts and words now seem so far away, but back then it was apathy, so let's keep the change and stay the fuck away from me. now it's my turn and you seem scared, but i'll be nice, cause i won't take you there. i chose the brighter side and you'll regret everday. and i'm not looking back to say.... i never put my faith in you and never will. why do i sit here and think: can't buy back time, i know it's gone away. why am i not allowed to have what i want? don't want to talk, just want to walk away from all the pain i feel. why can't you hear the thoughts that i say? now it's my turn and you seem scared, but i'll be nice, cause i won't take you there. i chose the brighter side and you'll regret everday. and i'm not looking back to say.... i never put my faith in you and never will. why do i sit here and think: can't buy back time, i know it's gone away.

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Hey everybody!!!! Whatsup? i just wrote a song, but i am not sure if it is long enuff. can you guys tell me if i should add another verse or anything. and, remember, this is rock, so don't say i should give peeps to my nigga's in oaktown, lol. anyways, here it is: Bloodshed verse: The condescending tone of hatred on your words won't help me in my life, so keep them to youself We don't need camaradarie, screw all of your condolencses Your depricating thoughts and words now seem so far away, but back then it was apathy, so let's keep the change and stay the fuck away from me! Chorus: Now it's my turn, and you seem scared; But i'll be nice, cause i won;t take you there. i chose the brighter side ans you'll regret everyday, and i'm not looking back to say...... i never put my faith in you and never will. why do i sit here and think: can't buy back time, i know it's gone away Now it's my turn, and you seem scared; But i'll be nice, cause i won;t take you there. i chose the brighter side ans you'll regret everyday, and i'm not looking back to say...... why do i sit here and think: can't buy back time, i know it's gone away so tell me what you think.

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