it's been way too long....i don't if i can make it back to you......

"true love is the soul's recognition of it's counterparts in one another"

i seem to think that that is true. the only thing is, i don't know what that feels like, because i may feel like i like someone enough to love them, but i don't, because i always find someone else that i may feel that same way about. I think that my soul must have more than one counterpart, because i always find someone else. why? why must there always be another, why must there always be someone who seems more of my kind or type?

And if my soul has a counterpart, then one could be evil, and be good. So therefore, the person who is to supposed to be my true lover maybe the exact opposite of what i am or like, confusing my mind into think that i don't feel for them.

If that saying is true, then why is it that half of the time the person you fall for stays up, and while your falling, they don't catch you, and you hit the ground hard?

Then again, i am a true beliver in that saying.

Are you?

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Damn, it has been a while since i've been on here. whutsup BBB?! i'm doing this for you...and everyone else here who wants to read this, or whatever, you know. i think i am going to update my book. i'm on the third chapter, and i am having writers block. but i do keep getting new ideas for it everyday. t.v helps and so does my music. hmm, i think i will change my bg and site and everything, and change the music video. it's all been the same for too long. buf if you guys want, you can check me out on myspace. got to www.myspace.com/punker_head, or search for me (Dustin Sisco). there are very few members named dustin on myspace.

n e ways, hows it going, guys? you guys been doing good? me, too. i had a good christmas. blah. well, i see you guys later, i'm going to update my profile and whatnot.

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...was shot in the head with temerity. that is a good song that i wrote. i would write it in here, but i don't want to. so how has everone been, lately? i have been pretty ok. just learned a new avenged sevenfold song on drums, unholy confessions. its freaking sweet. now i can play two A7X songs, yaaaayyy!!! also, u have a new video on here. it's called Hand of Blood, by Bullet for my Valentine. its an awsome song. hmmm, i am trying to think.......nope, i can't right now. i geuss i will catch youi cats on the flip-flop, latur!!

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Hey!!! i got a new music video, unholy confessions this time. it is from the avenged sevenfold album, waking the fallen. it's a good song. also, my band name is now, permantly, Revenge Against. i have this pic that i drew and put it on the front of my binder, i am will try to put it in this entry here, but i don't know if it works. tell me if you see it........actually, i can't get it to work here, so i will try just on the page in general. tell me if you see it.......actually, i am going to try to put it on here. It says Revenge Against, and on the hand it says revenge is one of my rights. tell me what you think.






i thought it was good, but idk.

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OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH!!!!!!! hey every body!!! haven't really updated, so i was just queefing around and thought i'd publish a new entry. geuss what. chicken butt, that's what. geuss who. chicken butt, that's who. geuss when. chicken butt, that's when. all right, enuph of the really funny, super cool, original jokes, now for some exciting news. have you ever heard of the band avenged sevenfold? i have one of the three music videos, burn it down, on this site. well, they have a song called bat country, maybe you've seen the music video for it on mtv. fuck mtv. buy the album, city of evil, then buy their previous album, waking the fallen. they are really good ones. especially waking the fallen. but anyways, the song bat country, i can play it on the drums these days. i am so fucking happy! i am not perfect at it, i need a little more practice, but i pretty much got it down. it is a fun song to play, especially when you kinda play aling with the song. i get lost at times, like for a second, but then pick up. if you play the drums, then you're favorite drummer should be the rev., from A7X. he is a fucking genious, and a mastermind at making these beats up. it's a fucking crazy world of hardcore double-bass to the ripping snare-tom solo's. that shit is great........well, now that i have u[dated, i think i will go practice that song, so i will say one thing: latur, sskatur!!!

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I broke up with mercedes. i thought i wanted to go out with her, but when i was with her, it seemed like no sparks flew. some say that you can tell by the kiss, and they're right, i could. and what i could tell was that she wasn't the one for me. in other non-related news about yours truly, i got the new avenged sevenfold album, city of evil, for only 99¢. i am so happy. also, i get my permit next month (YAAAYY!!!). it's pretty sweet. the only thing that would make this better is if my freind chicago can come in base and we go skate the park here, and if my parents would take me to pick up my drumset from my freind's house. oh yeah, it was their anniversary yesterday, and today they are going to...uh....well, somewhere, for the weekend, until sunday. they have been married for 16 years. that's is a pretty ling ime, if you think about it that's longer than i have been alive. well, i know the title of this entry id trashed and scattered....., and i haven't really explained why, or talke about anything like that. that is because i kinda feel that way, because this bitch won't leave me the fuck alone at school. she keeps fucking biting me and holding on to me and shit. one day i told her to let me go or i was going to sock her, she didn't let go, so i hit her in her stomach (i know what you're thinking, WTF?!?!?, right. well, if you had warned someone, and they were fucking BITING you and wouldn't leave you the shit alone, what would you have done?). her freinds got all mad, and they were bitching at me. i said fuck you to them, and left . they are all fucking freshmen, and need to grow the fuck up. now you know what's going on in my life, i am going to listen to my new A7x cd. bye. ("i don't believe in fairytales, and no one wants to go to hell, but make one mistake, and it's easy to see.......")

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