Was at a pub with my friend and his girlfriend(the taiwanese princess).
Anyway being the most beautiful girl in the pub, obviously she gathered a lot of unwanted attention from guys. During the course of the night an older guy approached the girl while she was coming out of the toilet holding her hands, saying I just wanted to say hi. She looked flustered and said a few things to him not knowing what to do, until her boyfriend walked up to her grabbing her and walking off with her.

Obviously he was angry at her for being so slow. I guess I would be too in his situation. I think the RIGHT thing his gf should have done was shake off his hand, and say sorry I got a boyfriend, nice to talk to you and walk off.
A bit rude, but being friendly to strangers only make them think that all is not well with the relationship and allow more vultures to circle around. Moral of the story is, girls be rude to guys with ulterior motives, it makes your boyfriend less jealous and gains u more trust since he knows that no strange guy will want to talk to you if you behave like that:)

I think its fair , considering if I was in that situation I'd just shake her hand and ignore her totally and walk past.

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Been too busy these days with psuedo work and all:)

Social life has been weird, been chatting up chicks for friendly fun mostly at clubs with no intentions to date. Tried to hook up a friend with a chick he thought was attractive at a club and started talking and dancing with her ugly friend. This is known as the kamikaze piolet. Which is the suicide bomber. Their role in the dating game is to sacrifice themselves for the good of the team. I chat to the less attractive friend keeping her attention focused on me thereby making her friend lonely/bored and more easier to chat to.

For some reason I find it easier to do this since girls seem to be attracted to confident guys , guys that look like they don't care if they get rejected or not. And indeed since I have no interest in those girls and I seem so smooth, they seem very very easy to talk to and dance with. Pity my friend was too shy. I ended up just walking out on her without saying bye and sat with my friends to the dismay of the girl. (someone reading this should be proud of me!!)

I am moving out in 3weeks to a new apartment, away from the ruins and negative memories of this house, though I must admit there has been a lot more positive memories.

I have a very close friend who likes a girl. She likes him too. The girl has a guy friend from overseas visiting her, the problem is that the guy is travelling all across the ocean to see her. Now is it okay for the girl to see the guy even though she plans to date my friend and she knows that the guy whose visting her probably has ulterior reasons of seeing her?

I personally think if she likes someone she shouldn't see other guys IF she knows they like her more than friends, if the feeling between her and my friend really is mutual attraction and they are very very likely to date.
Would like to hear comments on what people think.

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Why not me

Why can't I recieve love while I am alive,
To hear the the simple words I love you.
Will I recieve it when I die?
The words that come from from the heart.

I want to return back,
But I seem to have lost the way for the first time.
Back to where everything was bright and happy.
Happiness without you is not happiness.
Why did I let you go,
Freedom is what you wished and now I regret.
By giving you the gift of freedom,
I wish it could all be the same again.
What would make you say I love you with sincerity?
How I long to have you in my arms..
My queen of elves.

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It had to be you
I wandered around and finally found
The somebody who could make me be true
Could make me be blue or even be glad
Just to be sad just thinking of you

Some others i've seen might never be mean
Might never be cross or try to be boss
But they wouldn't do
For nobody else gave me a thrill
With all your faults i love you still
It had to be you, wonderful you
It had to be you

(when harry met sally)

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Just came home mega drunk. Depression has sunk in.
Don't know what to do..

For sentimental reason

I love you for sentimental reason
I hope you do believe me
I'm giving you my heart

I love you and you alone were meant for me
Please give your loving heart to me
And say we'll never part

I think of you ev'ry morning
I dream of you ev'ry night
Darling I'm never lonely
When ever you're in sight

I love you for sentimental reason
I hope you do believe me
I've given you my heart

- Nat King Cole

Blue rose.

Once I thought there existed a blue rose,
No thorns do I see.
Perfection is my name says she.
Talking roses cannot exist,
Believe in me and I shall believe in you;
Solipsism or Delusion, the opiate of reality.

The blue rose is as real as your hope.
Transentual and Elusive , the grail of all romantic dreamers.
If mystical am I, trust and love me and you shall see.
The gift of a fool, the price of a kingdom says I.
Blue rose where art thou?

A paradigm I am, of all your desires and wants.
I exist only because you created me.
Look deeper and you shall see,
A red rose you shall see,
I am as pretty and fine as any other rose you shall find,
yet I am not blue.

I struck down the rose,
a fine trophy shall it be,
A rose that betrayed me.
How weary I am, a world where beauty is an illusion.
Where perfection is a decoy for mediocricy.

A rose does not speak, nor is it blue!
I have cut down a lovely rose for no reason.
A perfect red rose it was, the like that has never been seen.
Blue it wasn't ,but lovely it was.
Oh fair rose, I have hurt you, forgive this knaeve.

I no longer am part of this world, as you shall be,
Join me in a world where I am blue and where roses talk.
Together we shall merrily drink the night away,
talking about the brief experiences we shared.
A love so true that the world will envy,
The symbiotic love that only the ignorant can share.

I shall join you, my blue rose in eternity.
Together we shall dance across the universe,
a myriad of stars and planets shall be our witness.
A communion of dreams , where pain doesn't exist,
where yours thorns that prick my dying heart
envigorates me to dance with you forever..

-SYNC..

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Sometimes there are bits of knowledge that you don't wish to know.
Ignorance is bliss sometimes.. really. If in a theoretical situation the girl of your dreams, the girl that you would do anything for, betrayed it would you want to know or not know the situation. Not saying this is applicable to my particular situation, but it still is hurtful wouldn't it?

A girl I honestly can say I loved, which is not something I can say lightly to those of you that know me.. burst her ear drums. When I first heard it, I was worried, I was prepared to get an extra job if it meant paying for her ear surgery/transplant no matter the cost. You know to be honest even if she was deaf I'd still be there for her, when I love someone that's how much I would do for them. I guess you can say I am a sucker for the most hollywood type of romance. I can't say I am the perfect boyfriend or the best guy out there, but I do try.. which does mean something to me. I've had numerous chances to "date" girls even had an introduction lined up , but i kept making excuses to avoid them even though I get told if your girlfriend isn't here with you she isn't really a girlfriend till she is there. But I have the christian theory installed in me to think, do onto others as they shall onto you. I would hate the fact if my girlfriend met other guys even if they were in another country no matter what reason, so likewise I don't do anything but stare.

You know, on one hand if I was in that situation where I was drunk, maybe I'd do something stupid. But on the other hand if my girlfriend told me not to do something I'd never think about doing anything to break her wishes. Mind you it makes it easier on me that I am too old to think about partying constantly, and it's boring when your my age. When I come to think about it, there are no real bad habits I have, nothing a girl would ask me to fix. So there are no tradeoffs that I have to sacrifrice.

Shit..maybe I am not deserving of any relationship..that's why these things happen to me. I don't deserve to be trusted.. incidnets like this make me hate myself and not trust girls. Everytime I open my heart to someone I get hurt painfully. To others its a small thing, but to those close to me they know how logical and how emotionless I am mostly. I rarely choose to show emotions and when I open my heart to someone I do it with everything I have.

You know today I had a choice between a $15 meal and a $7 meal and I chose the $7meal so I can put money towards buying that girl I love everything she desires.
Every spending money I have I have been putting foward into money to take care of her.

Tears are literally slowly dropping down my face as I type, not large ones, but very salty ones. Am I that much of a bad guy? I've never done anything bad to anyone that hasn't reprocipiated some negative action towards me. Do I deserve all this? Perhaps my friends were right.. in thinking that it's hard to trust girls online, it is after all fantasy to them. But no matter what happens I know I can hold my head in air in confidence since I really did in my mind tried to do everything for her I could possibly have done.

The negativity towards reality grows and grows every day, the last remaining pity /compassion I have in the world dissappears. I don't blame anyone if anything I want to blame myself, in thinking I deserve all this.

Oh shit......what's the point of reality for me now? The whole purpose of my life for the past few weeks if not months has been to make alina the happiest girl in the world. Now I am lost, and aimless, except I feel the need to self destruct.

I hate females, that means everysingle girl who reads this, even girls who I am friends with. I hate you all.

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