...was quite interesting.

I worked 11-4:30 friday, we were really dead so they let me go early. Russell,Jodi & I started out trip to get heather at 5:00. That was fun. We thought we got lost majorly. But we made a few minor mistakes. But we ot there finally @ 8:00ish. Took us 3 hrs instead of 2. oh well. So when we got to her house we all got out cause sittin in a car for 3 hrs is not comfortable. Her mom came out and talked to us, told us other directions[that nobody got] & let her daughter go. We left there bout 8:15. Getting back to auburn was okay. After that, idk wut happened. We got hit by 3 really bad storms, so to be on the safe side, we pulled over. that took bout another hr. Then we thought we were doin good, and we started goin towards buffalo. So we turned around and found a hospital. They had some kick ass toys. I got in trouuble for layin on the cot. haa. We stopped by mcdonalds. yumm. Then we got home, finally at like 1:30am. haha. Then we got home, i got bitched at, then i called out of work. After a night like that, i didnt wanna work. i jus wanted to relax.

Sat-we woke up @ bout 11, got showered, russ came over, we hung out till 12:30 then we went to the mall from 1-8. It was DDR day so we watched some kids play DDR & we hung out with Chris,Chris,Marcus,Dan and others. When we werent with them, Heather was hittin on all the freakin guys. gosh that slut. haha jk. After the mall, my dad bought us alcohol..so we jus chylled the rest of the night & drank.

Sun-woke up bout noon, and we showered and went to the mall again. we dint stay long. It was quite borin actually. Then we went to Lyndas & chylled with like a basement full of kids till 6, then i went home, cleaned my room, hung out, went to bed. Heather stayed @ Russells.

Mon-i worked 6-2. After work i went home & jus passed out till like 5 somethin. I was tired. Heather came home when i was sleepin and she jus layed down & passed out. When we woke up we jus chylled. We went to the store & got some pizza. Oh ya matt was over & so we hung out with him & my bro, and drank a few beers:) haha

Tues-i worked 8-4 After that we went home and jus hung out. I think we went back to the store & got more pizza. At bout 9 we got asked to meet a bunch of kids @ the river, so we go. We sit their for half hour, then they finally pull up. Well half the kids. haha. They had to take 2 trips to get em all. They were gon go campin out there, but they decided to go somewhere else more..safe. But anyways. We went home for 20 min and then went back to the river. We hung out for bout half hr. Then me and chris somehow start datin. hes a cute kidd :)
After that we jus went home & passsed out.

Wed-Woke up @ 10, waited for my dad, took heather home. Ithaca is quite the busy place so when there was a red light, i would scream things out the window. haa and when we were movin, if i seen someone on the side of the street, i would scream at em :) it was funn. After we sropped heather off, we stopped @ A&W and got some fries and a rootbeer. omg thats deff the best place ever. It was a fun trip home also. haha i still screamed at ppl, and at this one red light this old lady was like doin some shit with her hands and i like made a noise every 10 seconds, and she'd always look to see whos doin it. haha it was great. Then i screamed at construction workers, lazy asses. i had to pee so we stopped at wendys. We got some sandwiches. they were bangfin. Then we got home around 3:00 I chylled till 3:30 then went to work 4-8 i stayed half hr later. Then i jus hung out for a bit then went to bed.

thurs-i jus bummed around then went & hung out with the usual.

Friday-i cashed my check & hung out with Russ before work. He got his awesome stereo. He was soo happy. Then his dogs were outside so i went and played catch with them. i love his dogs, there so cute! So i get to work and im runner, isent bad. Alicia left and wandered somewhere when we were really busy, so i had 2 take orders,run & present, and i got in trouble cause the drive thru times. oh well. I worked 4-9 but i didnt get out till 9:30. my dad came & got me and me, my bro and I went to dennys. i got the lumberjack slam. yummyy. There was this family that came in, and their was a girl about 19-20 years old, and they were talkin shit[the mom,dad,girl,and boyfriend] and the girl was starin madd hard so i flinched at her. and she didnt stop starin so i yelled "you needa stop starin" & she did, eventually. As we were leavin, they all stared at us, and i flipped em all off:) Then i came home, and went to bed.

Sat-i worked 6-2. i got to leave 45 min early. I was in back cash all day. But i was with Courtney for lunch. That girls awesome. Kendra was on break & we werent that busy really, and i was in the break room with her dancin & singin. I had that girl rollin. haha. Tomorrows her last day:( im gon miss her. So i walked home in this 90 degree weather, and went right up to my room and passed out till 6:30. I woke up & got on the comp, and then i went & hung out with some cool kidds, then i came home and watched television, cause internet is down. I'm writin this entry in notepad so i can jus copy/paste when internet comes back up, if it ever does. grrr. Well anyways. I'm gon get to bed cause i godda wake up @ 5am. ohh boyy!

I will write in this tomorrow, i have alot of thoughts in my head i need to get out.

but for now, adios!!

"See, thats the thing with love..
you can give a guy ur heart,
but theres a chance ur gon get it back in peices."
--Jude from Instant Star[2nd best show]

^i heard this quote & it made me think,
never expect everything to go perfect in a relationship that YOU really want to last [forever].

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welll....

im gon tell u bout my las 2 weeks.

before i moved:

Wed-i jus hung out and packed the rest my crap, and hung out. Wed night at bout 2:30 i went on this reeaalllyy long walk with allen and Joey. We were on a dark ass road. No street lights and everybody was sleepin with no lights on. It was pitch black and woods surroundin the street. we got home bout 4:00ish and we jus chylled till 4:30. Since i was all sweaty and nasty i decided to go up and shower. I wrote Poof the las note ever too. It was sad..i cried. I went to bed bout 7am, and i cried myself to sleep.

Thurs-i woke up bout uhh 10:00. I finished writin the note to jenn and hung out till Missy got out of summer school. I hung out with her for a bit. Then at bout 4:00ish i went to brittanys, with all my crap. I hung out with her for a bit, and went swimmin with her till it started to storm. I didnt wanna swim but i decided to get in since she wanted me to and since it would be my las chance to swim with her. I got naked outside. haha..Jenn came over. OMG what a suprise. We all jus hung out and talked. Prank called a few people, and shit like that. Then Jenn had to go home bout 8:30 so i walked her home like a nice person i am. She only lived one street over. Then i BEGGED her to go ask her mom if i could spend the night. haha she did and i got to stay :) It was a really awesome night. We were up till like 5:00am. haha. I read all the notes i wrote her..kinda sad. haha.

Fri- I went back to missys round 1:30 with my stuff. I was supposed to be picked up from britts to go back to elmira, but i got stood up. So i planned on stayin their till sunday, but my g'pa and missy broguht me home at bout 4:00. I was listenin to "we belong together" when he came to pick us up. I was cryin too. I was thinkin i made a bad mistake. But idk...everything happens for a reason.

When i got to Elmira:

Fri night-got home round 6:00. I brought my shit in and did my laundry. Then i got on the computer, and the pizza came, so i ate some pizza. At bout 8:30 i call kym, and we make plans to chyll. So i walk from my house, to eckerds by mcdonalds cause amanda had 2 till 9 so kym was goin to get her, then we walked back to kyms. I got to chyll their for like 20 min then i had to go home :( ahh well, it was nice seein them 2 again! So i came home and i watched tv till bout midnight, then i pass out.

Sat-i wake up bout 10, and get online and wait for Erin to get online. I waited till 1:00 and her lazy ass still wasent on, so i decided to call her up. Then we walked to mcdonalds to get my uniform and hrs :) it was madd hott. haha. They asked me to work. So yaa of course i did. 6-10 yaa it was fun. I got it easy too. I had to back up for like an hr. then from 7-10 i sat in the back and "did dishes" but not really. i did em slowly..but i was basically eatin some pizza and effin with Amanda.
--She got me all wet with the spray hose for the dishes.
---"my friend wants ur number.." haha
Misty tells EVERYBODY im a smut. She knows i did all these guys up in the 'cuse[i went along with it]. haha but she was jus kiddin. hey it got me this hott kidds numbers..who i havent called cause he has a girl.
good times, good times.

Sunday-i jus sat around basically.

Mon-did nuthin special

Tues-i hung out with melissa since she was lvin thurs.. i had to work 4-10...after work i went to dennys & wal-mart.

Wed-old apartment--clean

Thurs-moved boxes around. Got my room.

Fri-hung out with Nik and Greg, Then went to dennys with them and their crew. Then we went to Wal-mart. I came home round 2:00am. went to bed round 3:30

Sat- woke up at 7:00...stayin out late kicked me in the ass. I had to work 9-5 and omg. i was sooo freakin tired. But work was fun. Kym was workin :) but they sent her home madd early :( i got home and i took a nap. Then kym called to hang out. But i couldent. yaa. So i jus sat round till like 11 then i went back to bed.

Sun-i jus bummed around. i worked on my room a little bit. It's slowly gettin there. I hung out with someone but i cant remember who it was. haha ooops.

Today-i uhhh..went to the old apartment, and i cleaned that up some more. I swear its haunted. I was madd scared. I went and got russell. He's my freakin hero now. lol. He stayed with me and hung out with me. I got to his house and woke him up. haha he knows he enjoyed seein my face when he woke up. i got to see him in his boxers....haha. His mom is madd cool. She was all happy to see me. It was funny. Props on Russ for havin such a kickass mom I came home bout 3:30. I waited around for kym to call me so me her and amanda could hang out. haha i left a few times, so at 7:00 i decided to call her up. We hung out. Andy was their too. They were playin basketball with an invisible hoop. haha. i'm glad i got glasses, cause if i didnt, i woulda ran the other way cause i had 2 girls runnin after me, and i didnt wanna get my ass kicked. haha. Since their is drama goin on round their, er was. idk anymore..mad confusin. We jus sat outside, then walked to "On the run" then we came back and chylled. i left at bout 10:00 cause i had to be home bout 11 and it was a long ass walk. Good thing i did lv @ that time cause i seen madd ppl i knew. haha. Whatcha get for bein a lil huss. haha..Now im home and online.

Ive been sad for the past couple of days and im tryna keep it all in. im not supposed to be sad. im supposed to be the one who smiles all the time. But idk. oh well i guess. But when i listen to William hung, i get all happy.

Plans for the rest of the week:
Tues-babysit/chyll with erin[maybe]
wed-hang out with this boy..then hang out with kym.
Thurs-hang out with Greg, fefe and Nik. I had other plans 2
Fri-Concert with Misty and somethin else. Andy took my hrs. thank god. :)
Sat-work 6-2 then hangin out with Jenna Marsh
Sun-work 6-2 then prolly bummin around. Relaxin for the day.

3 days;) <3

im out for now...

bye.

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heres jus a quick update...

i moved back to elmira..
so i will be writin in this more.

On my las night/day in Skaneateles..i spent it with my best freakin friend Poof...
i miss her soo much already..haha

im havin alcohol withdrawals...

i have alot of "gangtsa" talk to learn..

i got my job back..

i hung out with 2 of the greatest elmirians aroud..
kym & amanda..
which i wasent really expecting..
haha..

ummm...

im gettin my ppermit in like 2 weeks hopefully..

i godda clean the old apartment this weekend..which sucks..

me and nick are becomin really close friends... :)

Mark is in Korea for some army crap..i miss him:(

i failed everything but gym..aint that exciting...

and im gon get goin cause i need to run down to mcdonalds..

ill write more later...

Bye!

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YEESS!!

last day of classes and im done. i have nomore core classes anymore today..besides global, but thats jus a party. woot woot!
the rest of today should go by extremely fast.

I havent talked to poof all day
i really miss that girl. I see her, and she doesent even look at me.
whatever, im not lettin this friendship go that easily, im gon try and try and try.

Last period in english was funny. These 2 boys[hott boys] made du-rags for ms. Osiers bobble heads. it was sooo freakin funny. they were makin these cool voices and talkin..omg they had everybody crackin up.

third period...was math, me and alex jus chylled and picked on this girl for wearin aa whoal sweater thing in 100 degree weather. haha.

Second period-alex,cassie,alicia, and i chylled outside and talked. ya that was funny as hell.

First period-they went over homework..while i jus sat their..it was earth science and there aint no way in hell im passin so why bother try yano? oh ya, i wrote poof too cause i was soooo bored.

Sunday-it was an okay day. i woke up at 10 and jus ate and chylled. at noon i watched a movie. 1:30 i showered and shit. Then i walked outside and i get sprayed with the hose and water balloons thrown at me..and i had a white t-shirt on. ahhh. i know brian liked that one. haha. Then we went for a walk around the block and ended up goin to the creek....i stepped in this gooey shit. it was really nasty. We kept pretndin to throw kali in the creek and she would get sooo freaked.[ she is only like 8] it was hilarious. Then we stole the boys' balloons and filled some of em up. Cause we r gon get em back later this week. Then we came back and played with the hose some more. But it was only me, missy, little kyle and kali. it was fun i guess. Specially when Kali stepped right in dog crap. haha.
then at bout 8:00 i came in and jus watched television and got on the comp.

Sat-i dont even know. oh ya i sat on my ass all day and watched television[me and poof were supposed to hang out but of course that didnt happen]. Well then i went and chylled with the boys cause some people would rather be on the phone all weekend then hang out with me. then they wionder why i dont wanna hang out with them as much and why i get pissed. the boys shot golf balls into the junk yard. it was hilarious what brian did to joey. haha..u had 2 be their. Then we jus chylled down in their room and shit. I went upstairs at bout 11 and went to my room and passed out. Someone was madd at me, but i was mad at them so i guess it didnt matter. haha.

Friday night was just gay..need i say more? haha

I only have one test tomorrow @ 8 till 9:45
then one wed @ 8 till 9:45
then i dont have one tilll june 21 @ 8:15

I'm really gon miss walkin these short ass hallways, and gettin in trouble by all the teachers. haha

I talked to nina last night too...
i miss that girl soo much.
She called me and it was very suprising
But i was really happy.
She said next time im in elmira[which is next month]
she will hang out with me. woot woot.
She is graduating this year i think.
if she is im gon go to her graduation hopefully.

Annie and her fam is home from the phillipines till the end of august.
i cant wait to see her. i missed her sooo freakin much.
I havent seen her in like 2 years. She has a mad cute phillipino accent
haha its funny how she talks now.

well im gon go, cause i have to go to the bathroom, and i wanna go get some lunch in a min. so i will write later.

--peace--

Tim-i like you[not sayin love because everytime i do its bullshit]
^im datin this kidd too, finally!

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well this wont be long because im kinda upset.

but yearbooks came in, and i bought one.
i know im not in it, but i can still get one--
to have my awesome friends sign it and 2 have their pics.
Alex has my yearbook right now and i cant find her. grrrrr
I will jus get it next mod, in lunch. since im gon skip and go their.
Its really thin. its as thin as my middle school yearbook from ernie davis,
and that is small. haha. it makes EFA's look HUUUUGGEEE

u know how u think u are best friends with someone then they like
istantly change and avoid you? yaaa i have that goin on right now.
I wish this person would talk to me bout their problems instead of
hidin from me. I didnt do anything wrong so i deserve to be trusted still.

I went to brittanys yesterday after school. It was awesome.
we went to olive garden:) then we came back to britt's and hung out.
she went swimmin, and i sat out by the pool. i didnt wanna go swimmin. :x
Cassie and Pete came over. haha the funniest thing happened but ill talk bout it after im done. Jenn[poof] was supposed to come over but she bailed out. nuthin new their eh? I went home at bout 8:30 and worked on my 50 journal entries. haha
But brittant found a half opened condom in pete's wallet, so she took it out and played with it. And she stuck it on her handarm and omg it was funny. She went in the pool and slapped out the boys with it. You jus had 2 be their. She blew it up after and it popped right on her. ewww. haha

Jenn was supposed to hang out with me this weekend--she suggested it-- but i doubt that will happen. Never happens. So whats gon change now. yaaa
I will prolly hang out with Ashley tonight and then have Sam over tomorrow/tomorrow night/sun. Or i might go to Heathers. i dont know yet.

But im gon get goin. i am goin to alex's lunch mod in like 2 min.

--Peace

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its me..
the last entry to my last account is a lie, jus i got some nosey g'rents and they got on my nutang and printed out all my entries so ya, i will be pass wording every entry on thsi one. and if ur special enough u will get the password

but i will write more later.

theres not much to say besides...

jenn is actin madd weird when she is around me
and im goin to brittanys after school.

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