Sunday. 12.26.04 8:11 pm
to: the same person i rite bout
this is an old poem i rote a while ago but i jus forgot to put it on here sry but tell me wut u think bout it plz and everyone nos who it is 4
I've realized i have lost you
And you wont come bac
I jus wanted to let you no
My head hurts cu i think bout you so muc
And i want it go go away but it wont
Your gurl gives me the maenist looks
I no she dont like me cuz im ur x
But i dont like her either
And do you see me giving her looks
NO
Why cant my dreams cum true too
Ijus wanna run up to you
And be in your arms forever and always
Jus like i always thought we would be
But its still in my brain and i can forget
It plays in my head without sound and in slow motion
In fariy tales thay always get what they want after sum pain
But its not going to happen to me
There is no light at the end of this tunnel
Its not going to be a happy ending for me
Im going to keep running looking for the end of the tunnel
But there is none
Everytime i think bout you
I wish that you would think bout me the same way i think bout you
But yet i no you dont so we can never be again
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Saturday. 12.25.04 6:59 pm
hey i jus wanted to tell everyone mary xmas n i hope u had n still r havin fun wit ur family today. well i no its boring but imma tell u how my day went. first off my alarm went off at 7am n i shut it off then went bac to sleep, 30min l8tr i realized it was xmas n got bac up n went down to the tree. i got sum realli expensive clothes and a hisr straightner under the tree. in my stoking i got perfume, gift card for $35 at platos by the mall, lipgloss, n this thing that they give to u wen u get ur ears pierced so 2marrow for my second hole. yay, n were also going to the mall so i can spend some of my gift money at jcpennys n platos. yay.
but wut was sad 2day is i sent my bf a txt message saying" hey baby merry xmas wuts up" n he never txted bac so i donno wut happened maybe he left his fone at home on vaca? but i dont think he would, n he hasnt called me since 2nites ago
im also realli happy cuz it had ben a long time since me n joey had talked to each other n lik 3 nites ago he called me n we talked for about an hour. but he reminding me about the nite we went to the movies n i miss those days all the way bac in august. we went n saw wicked park but didnt c alot of it. i miss him n wut we had but im gonna b ok. well i gtg n finish doing kitchen ttyl love n miss u bub byes
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Wednesday. 12.22.04 8:20 pm
hey every1. no im still here i didnt run away or nethin. but i have a ? y am i so sad wen joeys gf broke up wit him? i dont understand i thought i would b extremly happy but im sad for him. is that part of caring for him so muc? im gonna d
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op to another subject.well i have a new bf well he is one of my xs but im goin bac out wit him. darius- he asked me out monday nite on the comp. we were pose to go the movies 2marrow but he has to go to south fl. then he cums bac on sun n goes to his dads house in tampa till the 3rd wich is the whole xmas break that i dont get to c him
but eveything is going good wit me. ppl dat got my # call me n give me an update on ur life. specialy u lori i mis u so muc. i miss our late nite talks n i need 1 badly n u said if i need to talk to u that i still can. love you all bub byes
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Tuesday. 12.21.04 9:45 pm
"What Hurts The Most"
Yeah...yeah
Oh...oh...
Oh...
Listen
Boy, it's been a long time
Since the last time I saw you
Feels like nothin' changed
Since we've been together
I must admit that I go crazy for you
And I can see it in your eyes
That there's somethin' you want to say to me
'Cause usually right now
You'll be holdin' on to me
But instead you tell me
Things have changed, they're not the same
And recently you found someone that you
Decided to dedicate your whole life to
And what we had is 'bout to be through
And baby, what hurts the most is letting go
I just want you to know that I love you so
I know things are different now, you've gone and settled down
And I thought for sure you'd always wait me
I'll tell you what hurts the most is I should have took the chance
Boy, when you came to me and offered me your hand
Silly of me I thought I'll always have your heart
I had the chance to have all the love oh, how I'm missing now
I hate that there is someone new
Comin' in and takin' my place
Doin' the things that we used to do
And makin' love to you
And oh, what am I supposed to do
It's killin' me 'cause I want you
And you should have known my love was true
And there's no one else in this world for me but you
But things have changed, they're not the same
And recently you found someone that you
Decided to dedicate your whole life to
And what we had is 'bout to be through
And baby, what hurts the most is letting go
I just want you to know that I love you so
You know things are different now, you're gonna settle down
And I thought for sure you'd always wait for me
I'll tell you what hurts the most is I should have took a chance
Boy, when you came to me and offered me your hand
Silly of me I thought I'll always have your heart
I had the chance to have all your love oh, how I'm missing now
I know that I'm the one to blame for losing you, oh, yeah
I really, really wish that I could be happy for you
There's just one thing I need you to do
Don't you touch her like you used to touch me
Don't you love her like you really need me
Don't you love her like you used to love me
And baby, what hurts the most is letting go
I just want you to know that I love you so
But things are different now, you're gonna settle down
And I thought for sure you'd always wait me
I'll tell you what hurts the most is I should have took a chance
Boy, when you came to me and offered me your hand
Silly of me I thought I'll always have your heart
I had the chance to have all your love oh, how I'm missing now
What hurts the most is letting go
Just to let you know I love you so
What hurts the most is letting go
Just to let you know I love you so
What hurts the most
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Monday. 12.13.04 7:37 pm
how can parents say i understand wen they dont. mine never believe me n cuz of dat i have no fone now cuz they took it away. im so sad i can stop crying- dats the only way i keep in contact wit alex i may even have to break up wit him. n now i cant go to andrea's house on friday. n they may not even let me cheer no more. i dont care if they take my privilages away n cheerleading i jus want my fone bac.
my life is ova, y cant i jus die now. i wont have to go thro all this pain.or i jus could run away n nevr cum bac ever
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Thursday. 12.2.04 8:46 pm