yup, thats right, i no longer care that i failed twice. now im more concered with updating my music bar. thats right, ill try to add at least 20 songs to it sometime this weekend. i am listening to swizzle tree. i love there one song...(goes to the website to see song title)...marcs car (?). it is a pretty song. and it reminds me of my friends. if we had a car and stuff. watseva. bored. me and me daddy is a gonna go and gets me mah stuff for me project. i felt like id talk hillbilly...sorry...:D thats my fishy :D

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same questions! i missed the same questions! wtf? i studied for two class periods, 1 of which was science. so i get to fail that class to. there is nothing in the book about how you have to turn your lights on when you cant see 500 feet in front of you car. and theres at least 15 questions on yeilding, when theres only like, 3 paragraphs. i dont get it. there was a kid in there today who didnt even have a book. HE PASSED!! i study for 2 class period, plus when i got home yesturday and i fail by 1! and, i get really nervous before all tests. even if im 100% sure ive got it. this makes me so mad, its like, so much time wasted. and then the lady there tries to tell me i did good and my mom buts in and says oh no, she got the same ammount wrong yesturday. i almost burst out into tears! and then i asked if i could take it tommaro and she told me i have to do it on my time. I DONT HAVE MY OWN TIME! im 14, i dont have a car. i cant walk cuz the nearest thing to civilization is 20 miles away. i have so much on my mind. i have an essay, a project, guitar, and swing choir to do this weekend. im so screwed. i needed to pass the test today. i cant, i dont have time to read the whole book again. im sooo screwed...

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oh, were still so young. desprate for attention. swing choir was cancelled!!!! :) yesturday finally started to turn around. and i slept really welll and i could find all my clothes this morrning. normally im searching for them cuz there normally all over my room...but i cleaned it up last night, for the first time in a month. i have to go. ill make a longer post later...hopefully. <3 Lindsey

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yeah, well today suck effing monkey. we had 2 fire drills today, and i forget to wear my sweatshirt. so i froze. twice. and i felt like bleh. i was gonna get a tyler hug. but no. i decided not to right when he got off the bus. i dont think he remembers me very well....maybe my name but w/e. and i failed my permit drivey thing. which suks. i only failed by 1 question..:(. swing choir was concelled tuesday, couldnt go wednesday. so yeah, im praying it gets cancelled again tonight :P. last night, i didnt get to sleep untill 1:30. and i get up at 5:30 so it was a blast getting my self up. and i dreamt about a haystack that was on fire, and it had a red ball looking thing above it....strange....ive never had a dream like that before...maybe it means something (spooky music starts playing, lights dim). lol. i would like a hug. for i am feeling like a worthless pile of failiure crap....i hear thats the worst kind..

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watching: the computer
listening to: a7x
mood: content
ive decided that im no longer angry at everything that has been angering me for the past few months. thats right, ive been thinking: its not worth it. ill waste my time on something more important. like grape juice, math and not spending any money so i can get my guitar by x-mas. ive also come to the conculsion that im very clingy. as in, i cant let go of the things i love/like/mean something to me. so the best way to cling-off, is to never cling on. ive also decided that that little simley up there? ya i decided that that looks like a worm.

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i did a survey. check it out.
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: blonde
Height: 5'3 1/2
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: german, dutch, etc.
The Shoes You Wore Today: i didnt wear shoes today
Your Weakness: guitars
Your Fears: heights
Your Perfect Pizza: bleh
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: getting my guitar
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: what? and wtf
Thoughts First Waking Up: ahhh f***
Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes
Your Bedtime: 10 week days 12-3 weekends
Your Most Missed Memory: most ressent: hot guy in minnesota. my favorite...id rather not say
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: they both suk..but i guess ill choose burger king
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: ice tea taste like horse ass..not that i would no...
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino, but i like both
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: yeah, not alot. only when i get mad and it slips:)
Do you Sing: yes
Do you Shower Daily: yes. sometimes twice
Have you Been in Love: half ass love
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself: depends who im with, when, where
Do you get Motion Sickness: yes
Do you think you are Attractive: i dont really think about myself..lol
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Do you play an Instrument: yes
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: not a whole box
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no, i cant handle cooked fish..why would i try raw fish?
In the past month have you been on Stage: yes
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no and why does that question allways pop up on the surveys i do?
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: not from a store, more like, from my little sister...
Ever been Drunk: no
Ever been called a Tease: no
Ever been Beaten up: no, i dont give people reasons to do that.
Ever Shoplifted: nope
How do you want to Die: playing my guitar
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: surgin
where would you most like to Visit: Vennice(BEFORE it sinks), Rome, Amsterdam, Scottland
Number of CDs I own: a lot
Number of Piercings: 2
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: dosent matter
Favourite Hair Color: dont care
Short or Long Hair: medium
Height: taller then me, or same height..
Weight: normal
Best Clothing Style: dont matter
Number of things in my Past I Regret: alot of stupid little things...
ok, now for my life the past few days.today was really good. it was an A day...so i had office aid and choir. both were boreing. i found out in choir my "crush" (if thats the word for it) looks really good in light blue...:| ummm, messed around with the layout a little. decided to leave it.guitar lessons went good...trying to talk my mom into paying half for the guitar. i got about $260 if i dont spend anything this weekend. im really excited :D. well, my biggest fear and my favorite dream came true last night. tyler called. it was interesting. at first i felt like i was being dragged behind our boat upside down on a kneeboard (fyi:your strapped on the board to you cant get up. this has happened to me at least 4 times) and at the same time it was the best feeling ive ever had. i was kinda hopeing to see him today but i got let out late. swing choir tuesday night. i will, again, determine weither thats a good thing or bad when i get back.
ohh yes...check out my penguin. he is ~cool~
remember to check out my music bar. i work for, like 2 hrs on it and i wontbe very happy if noone else enjoys it (other then me...cuz i love it :) )

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