Tonight my family, minus my gumpy sister, went to out to dinner to celebrate my acceptance to Penn State Wilkes Barre and scholarship =)

I chose to head down to Williamsport's Olive Garden so we could pick up Drew<3 and he could go along too.

Normally, I love Olive Gargen but our waiter Mike just wasnt cutting it. Its a bummer when a waiter/ress..sucks. But it could be a new job, who knows. Other than that it was fun and I liked hanging out with Drew for awhile. It made me really happy to be at dinner with my parents and everyone was getting along. Everyone meaning my dad and I.

Life is so much more enjoyable when everyone is happy.

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I had a chance to talk to a friend today. I dont see him much through the day except quick moments in the loud dingy halls... It just so happened that we were in the same room for an entire period today along with only two other people, a sub and another friend.

Future plans were brought up and we shared our thoughts about what we want to do. I found his plan inspiring, to ' sit on the beaching drink beer and smoking ' in Spain ' with the people he loves. ' I'm beyond jealous of the experiences he's had already through life.

We made plans to visit each other someday. He'll come out to my little home in the woods and then I'll sit under the lemon trees with him in Spain.

I cant wait to leave here. Meet some cultured people.

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i look back on these entries...and i cant help but laugh at myself. who caress?

i dont care if a single person reads this. but if people do, and i know they will; you say whatever you want because i want to hear it.

theres a very large part of me that never relaxes. just rips at any thought or idea till i've figured it out completely. i analyze everything. mostly people..because people puzzle me more than anything.

i've come to realize that this is the reason i want to escape from them so badly. so i can relax.

one day i'm going to live in a strawbale house in the middle of a forest far away from everyone. i dont even want electricity. i dont care. i want my mac, a cell, and a car.

i'll live like that till i learn to relax reguardless.

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I need someplace i can just write when i feel like it. get things down so i remember them better. i remodeled everything... i'm sure i'll be changing it more.

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so i have to think of somethnig else cause this private entry didnt work...mm...pv?

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right now i feel like puking...i should have eate a pb&j sandwitch... but thursday..bleh i went to the counseling and it was really.pointless. but i did get my 2weeks dropped unfortunately in return i have to go back one more time...oh yey. friday i went to Charity's after my Grandpa's birthday party thing. i didint get to her house til close to 11 but oh well. we ended up going to kristin's house and chillen with renae and some kelsey girl there too. her mom called us at 1 something so we left and went back to her hosue. we watched requiem of a dream but ferret fell asleep so i just stayed up by myself and watched it. thenn drew picked me up and i stayed at his house for awhile before comming home and going to binghamton for an indoor game. i have one more weekend left of it and i'm super glad. and today i have a soccer clinic in mansfeild from 12-3 then i'm going to try and make it to soccer at TECE or at least the last of it since it starts at 3. and hopefully sometime today i'll get to chill with drew.

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