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forgot to say that im pretty sure i'm giving up on playing guitar...not that i want to quit but i dont have the time for it and i'd have to have someone teach me, so...yeah. I dont know i had it out last night and i couldnt remember half of the stuff i taught myself...i'd love to be able to play it but i guess it will have to wait.

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Been a while...my computer is still broken :(. Trying to finish my English outline right now but i got bored and thought that now would be a good time to actually write in here. Nothing much is actually going one. Joel took my ears to 10 gauges on Wednesday, i gave him my 14s for his second holes. Went to Stacy's party on Friday. We had to play lacrosse in gym last week and people tried to kill me...my finger is still swollen a little from Thursday. Hmm...seniors are gonna be gone in like 2 weeks...you have no idea how sad that makes me. Last year was bad enough...i guess that Joel and Gareth are still gonna be here though. So that makes it not totally suck, well i guess it does for them because they have to come back for half the year next year. Anywho...my neighbor locked herself out of her house last night and came up to my house, and my parents were asleep so i went down to help her get back in...oh yeah, i think that she wanted to kill me. Her porch is right below her bedroom, and her bedroom has a balcony. Well we put a ladder up to it and it wasnt high enough so she put the ladder on a table and then wanted me to climb up it. And i did...i think that was one of the stupidest things that i have ever done. My mom kinda yelled at me for it...like i didnt already know it was fucking stupid, but whatever. I dunno...a lot is going on but it's kinda private stuff, well not really but it involves friends and im not sure if they want people to know about everything so i wont say anything. Maybe i'll make a private entry about it but probably not, dont really have the time. Everyone is riding the bus again now..bummer, i liked it when i had it to myself...no one to listen to then. I really dont hate EVERYONE on my bus but some of them just really bother me and as anyone who knows me can tell you...im not good at being nice to people that bother me...and that makes things shitty on the bus cuz none of us can just leave. Anywho...I am so smart (haha no comments from anyone about that) i have the highest grade in my english class...97. not hard to get in that class though, we dont really do that much. I like it though, i never get in trouble for anything...the guys get blamed for everything that happens. Blah, i guess i should go. i'll try to get on here more. See everyone tomorrow

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Damn, i havnt written on here in a long time. But thats because the computer in my room is all screwed up so i have to wait until that is fixed. And i cant get on at school anymore and i just havent gotten around to using my parents computer until now. Okay, so we finished my room (YES). We switched classes. Gym isnt too bad, some of the people in there bother me. Auto Cad second period, Ed's in there, and Josh too so that isnt too bad except Josh hit me yesterday and today, but i'll get him back sometime. Still english third period but Stacy and Marcy are in Florida so that leaves guys mostly. Last period is desktop publishing, and i have that with melinda, joel, julie, and christina so that class kicks ass. I almost got myself killed last weekend...long story. Huh, i cant remember what happened since the last time i wrote. Puddin' is going back to jail i guess...so he had a few diluted piss tests...no big deal. That sucks. Melinda only came to school monday so i have no idea whats going on with her. Skyler got suspended for two days for fighting with that one kid...hahaha now you cant pick on me about being suspended for fighting nasty people. Yeah well since i cant remember what else has happened im just gonna go and check my hi5 and see if andy wrote me back.

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omg, you guys will never guess what i did today. I chopped wood. I actually went into the woods, loaded wood into the bucket of a tractor, unloaded it, and cut it, with an axe all by myself. Well my dad watched to make sure i didnt fuck it up. I wanted to use the chainsaw though, but he wouldnt let me. But chopping it up with the axe was fun. Made my arms tired, but fun. I went shoping today too. Got stuff for gym. The shirts are guys though and they're almost all cotton so i got them big, so i hope they shrink enough when i wash them tomorrow. Cuz i'll be pissed if they dont. They were only like three dollars. The only time i have ever gotten a shirt for three dollars is when the arnot mall had this huge sale and i got my anarchy shirt for three dollars. And the pants were only 9, i have never gotten pants for 9 dollars. That kicks ass. Anywho, i think that i have to go to the doctor tomorrow, not sure though - i get allergy shots every other week (used to be every week) and im not sure if i went last week or what. I hope everyone had fun without me today...school sucks anyway. I got the paint for my room today so i think that im gonna paint tomorrow. And i got star sponge thingys, and a moon one too. Brian called today, i guess he's moving back to Florida. As long as he doesnt move up here, im okay with wherever he goes. Anywho, im so tired, i walked around the wal-mart in mansfield for like three hours getting grocerys. In my heels...my feet feel REAL nice right about now. I want to cut wood tomorrow too, i should find someone to pay me to do that shit, its so easy, its like anger managment too. Stone Cold Steve Austin is on tv. Yes, i watch wrestling...guys with some damn nice bodies on there. Anywho...i have a blister on the inside of my thumb from the axe, oh well, it doesnt hurt. Tomorrow will be 11 years since Kurt died (swear to god he didnt kill himself, but i wont get started on that one). Thats a long time. Makes me kinda sad. There was a really cute guy at wal-mart today...that made me happy. I have this hoody on and its from Muhlenberg college...i dont know where it came from...i've never heard of that college. I cant wait for my room to be done, then all my stuff can go back up. I think that im gonna put my strobe lights back up, maybe not though because after a while they make me feel kinda sick...but they kick ass. And my lightening dome thingy too. i paid like 70 dollars for that thing at spencers and im not even sure where it is, i never used it all that much. God im stupid. anywho, i have other things to do so im done writing for tonight

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