listening to: The aquarium
mood: Happy
So I work for a really small buisness. Like I am the only employee aside from the owner type small. Yesterday we had the khha (kentucky home health assoc.) expo at the radison. It was kinda crazy trying to set everything up and we had to be there at 7 am (we normally open at 10) so we were both super tired PLUS it snowed yesterday!! Not enough to stick but enough to get all up in your face in that frigid ass wind trying to load everything in. And then we ended up being one of (if not THE) busiest booth there. It was still fun though, they had a huge breakfast buffet with yogurt, crossaints, pastries, all kinds of fruit, muffins etc..and a drink buffett! It had coffee, water, all kinda of hot tea's like 5 different juices...It was bad ass lol! Anyhow I know this is a shitty update but I just feel like I've been so busy that I havent had two seconds to stop and do this. OOhh! Update on the last blog: I have gone to the gym everyday this week. I've been half ass trying to improve my eating but I've been working out pretty seriously. I'm really proud of myself. Also My mom and step-dad are going to be here on wednsday. I am so excited!!!!! We also found a lender that should approve us for a house! Life is starting to really improve for me. I mean Im busy as hell and kind of exhausted but it will be worth it in the long run.

Thats all for now :)

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Life has been hectic lately. Work has kinda sucked this week b/c there replacing the roof so it stunk of chemicals and was really loud and I've basically had one long mirgaine the entire week. I'm babysitting my bosses son tonight and I hope everything goes well. He's a really sweet kid but he's kinda spazzy too and I hope him and all my animals mesh well lol. On top of that we're still in the market for a house and planning the wedding, oh and I've been sick on top of all that as well. So yeah this week = sucky-ness.
I've also been having alot of self esteem issues lately. Its weird because I've always been an incredibly confident person, even since I've been gaining so much weight. It's like I've always felt that my personality and brains were enough to be confident in but lately they havent been. Its like I look in the mirror and I dont even reckonize myself. Not let me say I know I'm not morbidly obese. I dont even look over weight to some people but my ideal body weight (like health wise not in my head or anything crazy) for someone my height, age and build is between 110 - 125. I weigh at least 25lbs more than the max. Its little things like having a pudgy face or a bigger but or that god awful fat role that really take their tole on me. I've never been this big before. It hurts my emotionally and sometimes, just from being out of shape, it actually kinda hurts physyically. Then you add in the physical pain that comes from being in so much emotional pain and, well, its just kind of ridiculous. I know I shouldnt feel this way bc marc still thinks I'm attractive and deep down I know Im still a nice, smart and good person but it just seems like everything else is overwhelming that right now. I think I'm going to really try and rectify this. I mean I've pretty much hit as rock bottom as I can without being to the point of no return. I want to make a change. It will be alot easier once we have a house and have more money to spend on super healthy food. Anyhow. Theres where Im at...busy, sick and possibly hating myself.

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I feel like I havent had any time for my blog anymore. I have been working full time and trying to manage all of marc and I's finaces, starting the house buying process (we have an appointment with out finacial advisor in 2 hours), planning a wedding, we had the halloween party and next weekend is Marc's birthday party. Not to mention finding time for our friends, his family and we still have a baby present sitting around that I need to take to one of our friends. Aaaggh. Business. Also I still have to keep up with groceries and cleaning but I've actually let Marc do some of that lately b/c my dog has problems with hotspots and he recently had one that ended up in a nasty wound so taking care of him and getting him to leave it alone was a full time job in itself. Then he got all matted from the constant baths and being bandaged so now we've had to shave him down alot. He hardly has any hair and it's getting cold out. I feel really bad for him. At least he's got a jacket until it grows back out lol.
On a lighter note, the halloween party was soooo fun!! Click HERE to see the pics.

I'll update more tomorrow when I'm at work. I have alot to do on my day off lol.

UPDATE: Here's one of the video clips from the night! LOL. I may add more video's later.

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Just busier than ever. I'll update tomorrow.

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OMG. This is an article I came across.....




We've purposely made the thumbnail picture as small as we can, because what follows, after the jump, from the Kentucky-Florida game this weekend, is disturbing and Not Safe For Work. There. You have been warned.

Reader "The Diesel" writes in:

Longtime UK fan but in all my years at Commonwealth Stadium, I've never seen this.

Here's the deal. 8:00 mark, 1st quarter, UK up a touchdown. Most people celebrate with high-fives and rocksplosions.

But the couple in front of me...not so much. They celebrate by straight up finger-banging. that's how we roll in the bluegrass.

My girlfriend alerted me first of this hot public action. Then the chick to my left elbowed me pointing with disgust at the table-turning in the pants. (Apparently women can hear other women's belt buckle coming undone.)

Then, basically, me and 32 others in the section watched with shock-and-awe for the next 3 minutes as this M.I.L.F. got her shit on.

And, yes, there are photos.

::::UPDATE:::::
Photo's Removed b/c they were messing up my page. You can see them at the original article posted below.

I took this article from HERE.

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I got my halloween costume last night! Yay! I'm going to be little red riding hood lol. Here's a picture of my costume but keep in mind I dont have my white stockings on with it or my basket or anything. I was just taking a pic to send my best friend on my cell so it isnt the greatest pic. I'll post some up after the party so you can see what it really looks like lol.

Marc is going to be a "desert prince" lol. It just looks like a middle eastern-er type thing. Its got the tunic and the traditional head dress and what not. He's pretty hot in it :). I'm really getting excited about our costume party! We should have a good amount of people all dressed up! Yay! And when it starts to calm down we're probably going to transfer our party to another friends party for the ultimate party! Whoot! I fricking love halloween!

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