oh yes...very much so. finally received kt's package and weee what fun. i opened it up on webcam for her and i couldn't stop laughing lol. good stuff man. i'm like on permanent "XD" right now. yep i did what i wanted to do. rubbed my face on wallet, money, cd case, her old id, and the card she wrote on, but not the packaging....who knows where that has been. a million thanks hun. <3 <3

now i can bring a piece of katie with me all the time and keep it on my ass XD yay yay yay. i've never been this happy with anything i've gotten from someone. maybe because its like the gift beat the distance problem between us and to touch something that she touched. its wonderful because i know i'm gonna treasure even the padded envelope as if it were some rare artifact. sounds mushy i know but hell if you were in my position, you'd know the feeling as well

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after i just typed up a decent size entry....nutang had protista problems and they ran a muck messing up the site a bit...at least thats what they say lol. let's see if i can remember what i typed up.


yesterday! i ... what did i do? i was extremely bored and there was an ebil chatroom with all the new and old ebils and it was quite eventful. but it was a bit annoying at the same time. chaos and can't get a word in or two so it was easier to just watch. starry and hell were at it with name calling...as always @_@ and jae saying he'd be a lesbian and run off with me and starry...fat chance man. it'll never happen lol. i mentioned to the ebils that i would probably be quitting rag or leaving the guild because there's really no point in staying in it if i can't offer anything for the guild and just taking up a spot where it could be filled with a more active player playing their time zone. besides its not like i'll never ever talk to them again @_@; *points at msn*


my kt really made me felt loved yesterday. i was sms-ing her while she was in class but it kinda sucks since she can't reply back to me so its like o_o; she probably wont even see the messages. i had sent one saying i was feeling depressed or something and then sent like 2 more to spam her. and THEN! ;D she pops up online on msn and i'm just like woah....her class is over? and she said that she got out of class early because i said i was depressed. awww *huggles* thing with me is i can be depressed and still be okay and still get a certain amount of things done but i dunno if kt knew that since she went on to check up on me. still it was a great feeling, knowing she'd do something like that for me. <3 as you can see i don't get very many "nice" things done for me @_@;


kt called me this morning around 9am which is her 2am and omg >_< it was soo hard to wake up. usually i fully wake up like 5 mins into talking but this morning was like extremely hard. i guess i was really tired. sorry babe ;_; but we did talk for like an hour i think. i tried so hard but my body was just like nuuuu we sleep now and it was just fighting me. ~_~; really wish i could win....and remember what we had talked about lol. X_x; after getting off the phone i was like in the just about to fall asleep mode and then the phone rings >< so i answer it and it was grandma asking if we, my dad and i, would like to eat with them. i told dad and he was like OK! and i'm like SHIT!!! they eat at 5pm, kt gets on at 6ish or so....FKFKFKFKFK yeah was all nuuuu because i just literately screwed myself over indirectly. so i'm like i still got time to weasel my way out of not going so i went back to sleep. just about to fall asleep and then ring ring ~_~; mom calls and she's like write a check for melissa's rent. bleh so i'm like yeah yeah yeah ok ok yeah alright bye. goes back to sleep again. then dad omg ... he starts working outside with a power saw right outside of my window so by then i was like wtf? and just laid there trying to sleep. i think i sleep like an extra...2 hrs? weee thats 8 hrs of sleep in 2 days. not bad i say.


i did get to weasel my way out of not going to grandma's place and dad was kinda grrr to me but heh...who cares i got to spend 4 hrs with my kt doing hehehehehehe things. what fun that was and omg i can't believe i did that haha. and :F my kt is hot. ;D *clings to hips* that happened and she had to go to her ex's ;_; to get some tv shows and anime to keep herself from getting bored without having the net. yes i'm quite jealous that she's going to her ex's but sheesh if you knew him...i don't think there's much to worry about. i have chatted with him and o_o; its like chatting with someone through email but on msn. send the message then wait forever for a reply. and kt said he's like that in real life so omg .... i really dont see how she had the patience for that @_@; well i think at this moment she's watching one piece and probably thinking omg my gf is such a dork or watching the oc...eww american show X_x OR watching full metal alchemist and thinking oh this isn't so bad...at least that's what i think she'll say. what gets me is she hates japan and anime so much...yet she wants to watch @_@; maybe she's trying to see what i like o_O?


while i was giving her recommendations to watch i was looking at gantz to see what part i left off at and remembered that i still have to download the opening song. rip slyme x3 so i downloaded it...my god took forever but yay new music lol. now i was like hmmm maybe there's more japanese hip hop that i'd like ... learned something new...japanese hip hop is called nip hop from nippon @_@;; so yeah either way looking for info on any artists or groups is like hard since there's the language barrier and my super blazing speed of 52kbps <3 life is good. i think i did go through a phase where i only listened to old school hip hop and ... i hate saying this ... nip hop ._. currently racking my brain and looking through old cd's to find that music.


its good to go back to the roots sometimes you know? yesterday i went back to pink floyd and ended up fighting with my dad because he wanted me to open my window so he can hear /pif its summer here and its been raining for like the past 4 days now? sheesh the 10 day forecast is like rain and cloudy weather >_< i wanna go to where kt is ... winter there and they have nice weather ;_;

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everytime it rains here there's always an accident near my house. the highway has at least 3 really bad turns within a mile of my house. everytime i go to the kitchen i look out of the window and i see a huge line of cars and road flares outside. x_x i thought oregon drivers would be safer in the rain. but i guess that goes for all drivers in the country. and whats even more annoying is nobody gets any cell phone coverage here because of the mountains and stuff so people always knock on our door...."can i use your phone?" geez oregon...put some damn phone boxes on your highways for motorists.

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out of the blue an old anime/manga buddy of mines msged me and i was like O_O; haven't talked to you in a while. turns out like her house burned down @_@; and she's finally settled again. but we caught up on old times and she's starting to play rag again but on sakray -_-; kinda wanted her to play with me but oh wells. then i told her about kt and she's all WTFFFF!? lol it was funny since she always thought i was into yaoi X_x; she confused me with someone else. sad ain't it lol. she sends me this zipped up manga and says read it so i'm like okies its pretty small i can do that. so i finally get it, open it with acdsee and omgggg there's two guys going at it. not even guys one was like a little boy and the other is like his older brother? like wtf? yuck ._. i don't understand how straight chicks are into seeing two guys going at it and can't even stomach two chicks X_x weirdness.

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mood: fking pissed off and glad i have no friends lol.


sheesh. katie...what am i gonna do with you? lol *hides all cd cases from you* kan's gonna take care of you but you gotta still take care of yourself till i get there alright?


do not change your screen resolution then change the dpi settings then change screen resolutions without rebooting in between. or else you get fonts this size: ²³³²² and icons as big as this: BIG. took me like 30 mins to figure out what was wrong and to fix it X_x.


FKING HELL! (yeah you got me saying it now too) super annoyed. i dunno if i should even post why i'm so pissed off since they could read it...best to be on the safe side. PIF!

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just happened ._. weird. i thought it was the washing machine but me and my dad were just chilling and then shaky shaky. D: there has been more earthquakes up here since i've moved here then when was in southern california near the san andreas faultline. @_@;

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