Long time no update [as usual].
Today was first day of school! :D
Better than i Expected! :) i Had friends in all my classes :D & not just my "circle" :D

1ST SEM:
Bio12
Adv Functions12
Religion12
Lunch
SPARE(!) --> prolly gonna change to Physics11. PROLLY.

2ND SEM:
Stage Design
Eng12 (yax)
Chem12
Calculus & Vectors (allegedly superhard course)

So yeah there. :)
Oh also i got my laptop today. Coz i didn't have it for the long weekend. [One of the reasons why i didn't go online...]
My friend's birfdaii last Friday && Filipino Day @ Wonderland last Saturday = FUN FUN FUN Weekend! :D

Disturbing moment last Sunday ==> abt remember the SUPER OLD Spanish ubercrush CARLOS?
Yeah. Well, his friend called me from his car one ordinary day. Then, i saw HIM at the backseat. Then, i had that weird feeling of ---oldmemorieschurninginmystomachlikebutterflies---
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He was supposed to be dead!!! He was not supposed to remember my name!!! He was not supposed to tell his friends (i have no fuckin idea what) about me!!! He was not supposed to let his friend shout my name in public like some freaking freak show!!!
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The weird thing is...i Kinda l i k e knowing that he still remembers me, moreso my name, even if we weren't "officially" introduced. Kinda gives me that feeling of pink butterflies & cotton candy girly feeling in my ♥...

WAIT! Before you snicker & say "Knew she couldn't forget that easily", i Just wanna clear up -- i don't like him anymore.


_{But i do admit I'm scared it might come back. =S}

John Frusciante is sooooo hot!

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I WISH I WAS A GUY.
As in, manly man, with all the attachments and everything.
You know that fooking feeling when you're just sick and tired of people thinking you're weak and can't look out for yourselves?
That you have to say the what, when, where, why, how's of everything you do?
What, do i Look like i'm fooking 5?!

i Am seriously jealous of my guy friends. Why does it seem like parents don't mind what happens to their sons...but raise up hell when their daughters so much as smile at a (hot male) stranger or arrive home at 11 pm DRIVEN BY THEIR FRIENDS' PARENTS?

If i were a guy, they wouldn't have cared. BECAUSE I'M A GUY AND NO ONE WOULD RAPE ME, UNLESS SOME FAG DECIDES TO RANDOMLY BUTTFOOK ME (Pity).

And yes, this coming from someone who called herself a feminist 1&1/2 years ago.

mood: def pissed off
9:08 pm EDIT

i Hope Kanye wins the KanyeWest vs. 50Cent thing coz i wanna see 50 go _down!
&& coz i love Stronger lol
***Daft Punk!***

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Top 3 Reasons Why I Haven't Posted in Nutang For Some Time
1. Work -- bein the bitch it has always been.
2. Chillin with friends -- hei, i'm a teenager!
3. Web Design -- uber noob wanna-be wants to learn the real McCoy!

Yeah about the web design thing. I'm such a noob at it. i Just sort of figured out making div layouts yesterday. O_O Will be moving on to tables and then frames and then php... Gads!!! :-SSSS

Made my 1st test div layout hehe Kinda weird though coz i messed up in the bottom part lol Check it out: 1001 Nights. I Hope it's published already though. :-S

Special special thanxxx to Kuri who showed me the way to Celestial-Star. Aah, heaven! :D

Anybody else who wanna help me out (gimme links, one-on-one, etc.), pls comment! ♥

Much love,
Wanna-Be Web Designer

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Call me a hopeless romantic, i won't care. :P

I'm in Toronto right now. A song has been running in my head, making me go all sentimental as i ride Tdot's fire-red streetcar.

Smother Me _{The Used}

Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time
Surely you can take some comfort knowing that you're mine
Just hold me tight, lay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you baby all the time

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?

Let me be the one who never leaves you all alone
I hold my breath and lose the feeling that I'm on my own
(Leaves me all alone)
Hold me too tight, stay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you baby all the time
(All the time)

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?
Smother me (smother me)
Smother me (smother me)

When I'm alone time goes so slow
I need you here with me
and how my mistakes have made your heart break
Still I need you here with me
So baby I'm, baby I'm here

Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me? (Let me be the one)

Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and smother me (smother me)
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?
Smother me (smother me)
Smother me (smother me)

Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time
Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time
Let me be the one who calls you baby
The one who calls you baby

Ooh $18.001! :"> i'Ve noticed i'Ve been blogging about my personal life too much. Hmmm i Should go back to my hyper days with the smilies && everything. But sometimes, life has a way of getting to you. It really is a bitch, but I'm not surprised. Life still goes on. ;)

Who will be my baby tonight? ;]

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Mortality. A deep word with a deep meaning.
Ever since I was a kid, I had always been afraid of dying. I had fantasies of being able to live forever & even thought about how I might live to see the creation of some antidote to aging, postponing my fate.
I've always been afraid to know how I am going to die. Will I die in an accident? Murder? Plain old age?
All these thought about dying makes me realize that I really can't tell. Who am I anyway? I'm just one of a billion other people who don't want to die. Why should God make me live on? Do something for humanity? All the good people died [whether they're partying in heaven, I have no idea].

So, you may say, "Why is Frostie blogging about this?"

Well, my aunt just died yesterday. I'm sadder than hell. :( She was my second mom back home, and she died without even seeing us. She was the liveliest of all my mom's siblings and she made everyone laugh with her jokes and antics. She was taken by cancer, just like their dad, my grandfather.
I still can't believe it. She's part of me, you know. Always been there with the family and now she's gone. Just like that.
I hate mourning. I've always hated it because I couldn't show my real emotions in front of other people. I'm insensitive like that, but I don't want them thinking I don't care. Because I do. :(

Wherever you may be, Minim, I'll always love you no matter what. ♥ Rest in peace. ♥

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Okae, i Was just randomly browsing some random people's friendster pages when i Bumped into this one. && yea i Was curious as to what MY sexy name would be lmao Came out more like some sentence in a cheesy French porn movie.




Get Your Sexy Name

Today was fun though :D We went to the park's "Nitty Witty Brama Ching Wing Ding" thing. [Lol No idea what it means && it sure is boring but i Had fun chylling with the friendships! :D] Aah yes. Who could forget the awkward moments... i Just discovered that one of my friends likes me. And that is BAD news.
1) i Know he's a pervert, 2) Slacker, 3) Cuss-er [if there's such a word], and 4) He is physically soooo not my type! Sooo...

Call me harsh but that's life, honey.

P.S. Aahh. Been a long time since i've seen the Nutang smilies grace my page.
&& thanxxx to those -- ambyrjayde sweetpeach shashaboo alexsedotcx the-muffin-man who congratulated me on my job hehe
&& also, thanxxx to ikimashokie and praetorian for helping me out with the antipixel buttons/brilliant buttons dilemma i Had. [You can see the fruits of my labor on my *frostbitten* module on the left. :D]

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