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My Special Love Song Ring Tone
Tuesday. 5.29.07 7:39 am
mood: happy + a bit upset = confused?
As usual, just like what you do every day and every night, you called me last night and asked me out the next day and without fail, I jumped into every opportunity I could to meet you, just the two of us.

Times really fly when you’re having fun. We had to say goodbye at the end. On the way back home, I couldn’t help to sniff my hands because they had your smell on it. I know you would probably laugh at my silliness when I tell you this but it’s true

During lunch, you told me that you have assigned a love song ring tone when I call on your mobile phone. I recognized that ring tone. It was the same ring tone you used to assign when she called. I heard it before when we were just merely friends. I heard it and you picked it up and I knew immediately it was a special tone for her because your voice changed when you answered the call. It was the voice you use on me now.

I guess girls truly have sixth sense or intuition or whatever they called it. I used to wonder about that special ring tone you assigned to me when I call. Have you assigned the special ring tone you have previously assigned for her? And today I wonder no more because I know the answer.

Just like any other girls would react, I asked you to change that ‘special love song’ ring tone. You were too oblivious to my expression; and asked me why I didn’t like that song. How could I possibly tell you that it was her ‘special love song’ ring tone, not mine?

Some might think I have overreacted or just being sensitive, but I don’t think any girls will want to be a replacement to anybody. I always think ring tones are very personal. You can evaluate two people’s relationship just by the ring tone they have assigned for each other. You know, when that special song plays on your mobile, and you know is that special someone calling and your heart definitely skips a beat.

Fine, I think I have overreacted on this; it’s just a ring tone, nothing to whine about. But just feel better after getting things out and flush them away with a button. Ok, that example just reminds me of the toilet. LOL. Just like Zanzibar says, if I try and figure it out logically I'll go insane.

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Are You Stupid or Am I the One Who Is Stupid Now?
Monday. 5.28.07 10:01 am
mood:sad

Hello baby. How are you now? I am starting to miss you terribly even though we last sms-ed each other a few hours ago.

Ever since I started seeing you, I feel that my life is too good to be true. No, correction, you are too good to be true. You are such an honest and opened person. I, on the contrary, still hide my feelings. I used to think I am a passionate person but now I doubt it. I have huge problem expressing myself. Just in case you do drop by, I really want to say that I miss you a lot and above all, I love you a lot.

I am not sure if we are dating each other exclusively, despite the numerous times we kissed, hugged and wrap each other fingers when walking side by side. I have always wondered if I am your girlfriend. I know the reason you want to remain single for the time being but it is hard for me to pretend we are friends in the university attending classes and lectures. I wanted to hug you or just hold your hand so much whenever I see you.

For the n times, I tried convincing myself that I am just merely a friend to you, nothing less than that but I failed each time I tried. I can¡¯t help to feel sad each time when I don¡¯t hear from you after such a long day; I can¡¯t help to feel sad each time you have not called to say goodnight; I can¡¯t help to feel sad each time I see her or when someone mentions her name. Why does love have to hurt so much when it makes you feel so good?

Like a d¨¦j¨¤ vu, we were all in the same class today. I saw her from far away. And gosh, she still looked so stunning as usual. Everyone who meets her, always suggests her to be a model. Every time I look at her, I tried to find flaws on her appearance, but again, I failed each time I tried. And every time I look at her, I always, always wonder, why did you pick me instead of her? Why did you pick me over a girl who has the look and the brain? Are you stupid? Thinking of her makes me feel super low emotionally and stupid as well.

As much as I didn¡¯t want to, I caught you glancing at her a few times during the class. I was wondering, perhaps you have regretted your decision? Well, if you do, please get back with her then. I am sure she is still in love with you after all both of you had talked about marriage, just that the religion issue was in the way.

I wish I know why am I crying as I am writing this. It is really nothing worth crying about.

So now I am wondering are you stupid now or am I the one who is stupid now?


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