today was ok. spanish we didnt do anythin good. flex was 6/1 in 6th flex we got greek doughnuts and baclava...yummo! then in 1st flex i had popcorn...i eat so healthy. in 6th period we worked on english lists. during lunch i had 2 deal with Kathy...o god shes SOOOO annoying! even when i turned so my back was to her she kept poking me in the back.i looked at marcs table, and they were laughin...i envied them. then carrie sugested we walked...this was a good idea, but kathy followed...jeebus i hate her sumtimes. i waved and marc, and he smiled and waved back. Carrie and i were like 2 stephs out the door when the bell rang. Marc caught up with us, and carrie (who ROCKS) went ahead...kathy didnt, but she was not close enuff to talk. i bumped into him on purpose and said "boom! i just felt like runnin into u, cause ur taller than me, and ur more fun to bump than him(point at will)" he said "its sad, a girl could push me around if i wasnt braced for it" i said "i dont mind" and gave him a sorta sideways hug. he flipped a dime, and i half ran and picked it up. i said "its a dime" he said "you have 2 much energy" (in a sweet way) i said "al have eaten today was sugar...and popcorn...does popcorn really count?" he smiled and said "naa" then, outside of my english room i showed him my rubber ducky. he pretended to run off with it. i chased him in a playful way lol. when he gave it back he ran his hand on my stomach...but then of course, kathy came over(O GOD can i kill her!?!) and was annoying. he talked 2 megan (grady), and i tried 2 hint to her that she should go. but she wouldnt. finnaly when she did he came over and talked 2 me a little. when he had 2 go HE opened his arms 4 a hug...i of course jumped(almost)into him. i had my head on his shoulder. when he left his hand ran down my arm. well then its more english list, and a BORING debate...geez i wanna kill kathy...does any1 have $ 4 bail or a gun? lol i wouldnt. ok well ttyl
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the weekend was...ok. i didnt talk 2 marc 4 6 whole days. that was a looong time 4 me. well, today was good...4 a blue day. in Biology i had a midterm (yucko)but it wasnt to bad. between 1st and 3rd i saw him after the warning bell, but i jus said hi, both of us had 2 get 2 class. in 3rd, we watched a movie...and yea...booooring. then between 3rd and 5th, i saw him 1 hall after the forigen language hall. i said hi, but didnt expect him 2 talk 2 me, cause he was talkin 2 sumother girl. but he left that conversation, and talked 2 me.i asked "how was ur 3 day weekend? didja have fun?" he said "not really" i said "sounds like me all i did was sleep" then he said "actually, i went 2 my friends birthday party" i said "cool" he said "it was her sweet 16, and u kno how the grls supposed 2 dance with her dad?" i nodded and he continued "well her dads not around, so i danced with her" i said "cool" he said "i guess its like a big brother thing" i said "isnt that a good thing?" he said "it can also be a bad thing. like when you like a grl, and tell her and she says, 'your nice but...' i get that too much...im sick of it" i said "awww poor marc" and gave him a sorta hug. then he said "i better go" i said "bye" and he had his hand on my upper-arm as he walked away...soo i talked 2 him :-D!! ok well thats like it...yea.
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well today was a gray day...cant be to bad rite? WRONG. 2nd period i took 2 quizes...BOOOORING. then...7th flex was PSAT crap...more boredum. then 2nd flex i was yelled at 4 reading calvin and hobbes silently, that sucked cause then i had 2 work. then, afterward...english we read Romeo and Juliet. thats fine. but then at lunch, i was hyper. every1 was there. when i was leavin the lunch room, spikey was tryin 2 talk 2 marc, but he wasnt payin attention. he bit 2 eyes into each half of his apple, then bit a happy and sad face under them. when i got to his table i waved and he smiled,(totaly ignoring spikey, who looked pissed about that) and said "look! happy, sad" i laughed, but kept walkin w. the group. after lunch i didnt see him. i was sad. then i didnt wanna read romeo and juliet. i was depressed when we went to debate. he walked past me and smiled at me. i smiled back and said "i didnt see u after lunch today" but he didnt hear me and we both kept walking. so when we were standin outside of debate (like usual) i was depressed. Tom kept sayin "u need 2 tell him" and carrie said "NO she doesnt need 2 just come out and say it.." she defended me. then jared tried cheerin me up by acting pathetic and poking me in the stomach...i was not happy, and carrie said "buttercup, dont try 2 cheer her up like that." i faked laughin at sumthing stupid tom said, but i didnt really find it funny. Then marc came up the hall, but turned as he always does. and carrie saw him coming, but didnt see him turn. she said "huh?" and i told her he turned...debate was boring...2 people debated and we took notes, then we argued snow days. thats all...my shitty day in my shitty life. ttyl

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Im HAPPY!! lol...today was good...really good lol. Biology was boring, quite uneventful, movies on biology make me wanna kill myself . then between 1st and 3rd i talked 2 carrie. i didnt expect it, but after the warning bell i saw marc! i was leavin the Forgien Language hall 2 go 2 history, and he was comin in it, for his spanish III class. i smiled at him and he smiled bak, and when i was like a step away i put out my arm and caught in a half hug. when i hit him i softly said "boom" childish yes, but i dont think he heard me. then we both kept walkin 2 class (he did the hand thing 2 u kno where he keeps contact as long as posible). History was cool, we graded 1 thing, then watched a movie (we actually slept). after 5th she let us out early. i got inside, and saw him go into his class, but i waited 4 carrie. He came outta his class, and was lookin at me. i waved and he smiled.i was gettin shoved around by every1 in the halls, and had been shoved into the door 2wice. i said 2 marc "ahhh i hate bein small, every1s shovin me around" he said "r we gonna vry about it?" i smiled up at him and said "nope! im not like that." he smiled. well we walked and talked, and when we got to the turn 2ward the cafeteria he asked "what do u have?" i said lunch, but i usually go down to the science wing and say hi 2 carrie" he said "then lets go say hi 2 carrie" we walked past the science hall, but she wasnt there (which was ok) he walked w/ me up the commons, and he said he couldnt remember my friends name. i said "u remember mine" he paused 4 a while then said after a little bit "if i didnt then id never tell u and ur sis apart. i can say amanda, and u look. its easier to remember than stephanie" Ke says it sounds like a cover up...i hope so lol. ok well thats all that i gots 2 say...ttyl
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today was good...its shouldnt have been. i was extra weird today...i dont kno how, but i was. this morning we tricked my spanish teacher into letting us play Matamoscas (flyswater). and we took a stupidly easy quiz. Flex was 6/3...not bad. 6th we had a sub...and 3rd we watched a movie. 6th we read Romeo and Juliet, booooring but not bad. I was kinda worried when lunch came along, midget (christian)told me that marc knew i like him and that he didnt wanna lead me on(that was yesterday). on the way 2 lunch we were walkin behind him and spikey (who wears her hair down now...scary) but it was by the bathroom and Carrie said "ill push u into the bathroom and shave ur head bald" and thats wut we say bout spikey, i was crackin up, and tryin 2 b quiet. as soon as i went into the bathroom i was crackin up..it was funny. i spent lunch w/ michela and carrie...sittin in the locker bay. we were tellin stupid stories bout lots of stuff, like buttercup (aka Jared F). and yea. i didnt c Marc after lunch, i dunno y, but it didnt make me sad...scary. well in the 2nd half of English (6th) carrie and i passed steph a note makin fun of her red chucks (converse 4 u who rnt so smart) it said "only whores and children wear red shoes...which side r u on?" it was funny. we annoyed the sub. then 8th pd...debate. we found out we had an assembly. soooo we went to the auditorium (yay!!!) so when were walkin down there marc was infront of us talkin 2 a teacher. i was like "Marc" but he didnt hear me...after repeating ourselves, he stoped but was still talkin 2 the teacher...carrie said "r we 100% sure thats marc?" we both said "yea" at the same time. then, when were in the entrance 2 the auditorium i said "Marc" and he turned around.and i was like "im over here" he turned and was like "hi!". the 1st thing he did was pull my head on his chest, i hugged him and smiled at carrie. then we were walkin 2 our seats, and i said "i didnt c u after lunch today" he said "sorry" i said "i think it was more my fault" and then i was ushered to my seat. he did the hand thingy where he keeps contact as long as possible, and i said 2 carrie afterward "i got a hug! im happy!" and she said "hes not used 2 not seein u! awww" and then she said "he was lookin at u lovingly again" i was happy, and i doubt midgets sources were rite...so does carrie. YAY!!! well, uh...it was a kinda depressin assembly, drunk driving, the speaker almost died cause he was dui (driving under influence) u felt bad 4 him....and thats my day...YAY happy day!!!
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tom told marc or said he was gonna tell marc. i dunno wut happened...it was durin 7th, and i didnt c either of them...o god im so pissed at him...AHh. i did c marc a little 2day, he found frames (glasses w/o lenses) with the ear thingys broken off in the snow. he was playin with them...it was funny.i didnt get a hug, but yea. i walked with him from the doors 2 the awing by the cafeteria to his spanish room. then i found jelli, and talked 2 them he came and talked 2 them 2. after the warning bell, i walked slow 2ward my class (his was on the way) he caught up and i wished him luck on a test. thats all i saw of him. today was just depressin. does any1 have a sniper rifle and money 2 bail me outta jail?! i wanna kill tom...and my dad. i hate this life sumtimes...and i dont get 2 marc till monday...this sux. ttyl bye

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