None of my 4 alarm clocks woke me up. I missed my bus by about... 5 hours. Didn't wake up until school was pretty much over.


Why, may you ask?


I was on the phone with Guy until 5:30 in the morning.





Oops.

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Everyone seems to be dropping out. I want to stop them, but I don't know how.. I mean, all my life I've been told how bad dropping out is, for your future and whatnot... but saying it's bad just doesn't cut it when you're trying to stop someone from potentially making the worst mistake of their life. What am I supposed to say to that?

"I just want to get away from everyone I hate," he told me. Well, dropping out is hardly the solution, I said. Consider switching schools?

But then I think.. what if he's not talking about people at school? What if he's talking about his family? Being thrown around between his parents like nothing, having to constantly adjust his life... I can't pretend to know what he's feeling. It doesn't help that he's so introverted either.

What am I supposed to do?

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I live in Florida.

My AC is broken.

They don't have service on weekends.

AAHHHHH.

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Today, before math, I was talking to Jamie and Tony in the hall. Then Michael came up behind me and lightly hit me on the head with his binder, so naturally I backkicked him really hard in the balls. Then he shoved me, so I punched him, so he threw me into a wall. It was really funny.

I found out this chick in a couple of my classes is going to be in a bulimic treatment center for 30 days. And her dad does drugs. Okay, she's the quiet girl who still wears shiny pink lip gloss and short jean skirts -- I seriously never would've known. I guess that just goes to show that really, nothing is as it seems.

What do I know?

As for Robert.. I think he's just being a bit dramatic. First of all, last time we saw each other, we were like.. 12. Nobody loves anybody else when they're 12. They just don't. As for loving me now, I'm 15 and very different from when I was 12. I'm doubtful that he loves me. I'm also doubtful that he'll come back to live with his dad.. so I suppose we'll just never find out. Bleh.

I need new music, I'm starting to play my music out. Yes, all 1,240 songs I have on my playlist right now are getting old. Time to go band-hunting. I'll let you guys know if I find anything good.

I saw Across the Universe last week. Basically, it was amazing and awesome and fabulous and I loved it. It also made me want to do LSD, but I resisted that urge, hah.

And also, my cousin told me I'm "getting pretty hot." Ew.

Alright, that's all for my random update. I need to shower.

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