i am very happy at the moment.
i work a lot and so when i have these random days off i have no idea what to do with myself. but soon i will be doing fun things. I want SO BADLY to go and see Jamie, I miss her dearly, she's like the big sister i never had. <3 <3 <3
i am slightly...no highly confused about boys , and i like it that way, i am enjoying the not serious hardcore feelings and worries that come with uber serious relationships. i have my own place and it gets a lil scary when no one else is here, but i am starting to like it. i read and do little things. soon i am going to start exploring my area but i want to do that with someone else so i am have been waiting.
woo, i am just so woot at the moment.
i sent a letter that needed to be sent so i feel like i have gotten everything off of my chest and now i really have a fresh start on everything.
it's all very exciting.

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i have my own place. i think it is the greatest coolest place ever and you should be every jealous. I <3 my roomies.
I think comcast is the devil and sucks ass a lot.
i am in a very happy place right now. i like where everything in life is at the moment. it's easy and fun and exciting. woot
now i just need to get unpacked and i can start exploring this place!

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* i leave million of bottles of water around my room. some empty some half full.
* i take my socks off as i walk around my room and i always end up losing one.
* i leave damp towels on my chair.
* I reeve my engine when i drive.
* i text when i should just call.
* i never tell the boy i like that i like him.
* i am a smart ass when nervous
* i break up with boys in the worst possible ways
* i can't pick a music that really speaks to me.
* i don't stand up for myself when i should
* i judge people in my head
* my eyes tell people my true emotions
* i will never admit to missing someone ever.
* i am too proud
* if someone doesn't fight or try for my friendship i don't try or work for theirs.
* u over think everything
* i think everyone is judging everything i do
* i get an attitude with people when i am annoyed
* i have no idea how to tell people i need my own space without sounding mean
* i hate that i depend on people

ha now that i have written them down i hope to fix some of these.

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ha.
i feel like my summer is going just like i want it to. I know i haven't done a ton, but i have enjoyed what i have done so far.
i went to my first hookah bar with some friends, i wasn't at all sure if i was going to like it. but i did it was a hilarious occasion, although i do believe that may be because of the company i was in.
Then yesterday i went to the National Zoo. Omg i loved it time a million. Because i got to see the GIANT PANDA'S, and i love panda's more then anything lol. Geoff and i stayed at that exhibit far longer then any other just so i could get good photo's. If you have been to the San Diego Zoo to see the Panda's ( like i have ) you need to go to D.C. because you are so much closer to the panda's and it's just so awesome hehe.
I ended up playing hide and seek around with zoo with my friend Jimmy, he never found me. So the 3 of just went to some Mexican store and bought drinks because we refused to pay 2.50 for a bottle of soda in the zoo. and then we just hung out in some Mexican restaurant for god knows how long, because jimmy and i just end up talking forever when given the chance. Geoff even joined in the conversation which for some reason i thought was so strange after hanging out with Alex for 6 months, because he never speaks to people he doesn't know.
This Saturday Alisa and I are going hiking so i am totally excited about that. My boss said i can take off work whenever i feel like going camping and i can take off work the day Jordan comes back so we can have lunch and whatnot. Also my mom is sending me away for a week in aug somewhere haha we haven't picked a place yet. so far it's London, Hawaii, the Keys, or some other island. Perhaps if i can talk my mom into giving me her car i and of course if i can find some ppl to join, maybe.... i will go to Niagara Falls, just drive up at night hang out for the day there see the falls that night and drive back. TONS of driving, which is why i need ppl to join so i won't get bored on the drive up.
But the most important of all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS FRIDAY I MOVE IN TO MY APARTMENT, eeks i am so freaking excited. wooooot.
ok i have to get ready for Rita's

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wow, i have never stayed up this long before in my life. I woke up Saturday at 8am and worked until 5ish. Then i met up with two of my friends Chris and Geoff at 7pm and we hung out all time and played video games and watched movies. And around 3am they decided to be "funny" and write long emo sounds letter to me which they then decided to post on my myspace, which made me laugh.
They messed with some people on my AIM because they are boys and they were bored. I am pretty sure i have some people annoyed at me because i didn't stop them. But i tried. While Chris was typing i was lunging to unplug my internet but Geoff had me pinned down, who knew boys were so strong. And then my phone just went off and i got not happy texts and voices mails, but if i had answered they would have just gone over board so i decided not answering was the best thing to do. Some people don't agree...oh well, i did what i thought was best.
Before i knew it, it was 5am and i had to be at church in a few hours so we went to get coffee's and just stayed up talking the rest of the morning. they left at like 10am, lol my parents were amazed when they realized we had never gone to bed.
then i went to church and the pastor said something i did not agree with at all, so i just picked up the bible and starting reading it for fun and totally ignored the sermon. THEN i had lunch with Casey (the bestest person in the world) and her boyfriend, it was yummy! and we chit chatted. and not it's like almost 330 and i have been trying to nap but i just can't get to sleep.
even though it wasn't uber exciting it was definitely a great day for me. I have never really hung out with Geoff and Chris for that long, it was pretty sweet, i didn't know i could keep conversations going that long. and i felt comphy enough to play video games in front of them....poorly.
PLUS i am making all these plans for vaca's and i am SO excited. yay yay yay

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ha i was complaining about how i hate my car and it sucks because every other day the check engine light comes on. but Sandra said she loved my car and it was very me, because it's the only car she knows me by.
it's kinda odd and you had to be there but it made me like my car. i mean i have had it for years and years and driven so many places with so many people. there are a lot of memories in my crappy car and i know whenever i get a new one i will miss my old one. so i think i will be happy with her until she dies for good.

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