Sunday. 1.11.04 6:18 am
i am starting to believe this statement....Its so hard to find some you that you can actually trust these days...and i have come into too many cases where trust was the weakest link causing hurt and even isolation.... trust is a very big factor in a friend ship...and its pretty safe for me to say that i dont have a friend ship that is built on turst nor will i ever have one for a long time ...in the past those friend ships have burnt......I had read some where in a book that friends are all there is to hold on to. But I am starting to believe that is not true. I feel people, whether they are friends or not, would not like to know people like me. Not in a deep sense anyway. I should never rely on anyone. Never trust anyone. I think i should leave it at that....
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listening to: Basement Jaxx - Good Luck
mood: Happy Happy
I am back !!!!!! wooooohooooo
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Which deadly sin do you represent?
Saturday. 1.3.04 3:37 am
Wednesday. 12.31.03 12:06 AM
Enneagram Test Results | Type 1 | Perfectionism | |||||||||||||||| | 66% | | Type 2 | Helpfulness | |||||||||||||| | 58% | | Type 3 | Ambition | |||||||||||||||||| | 78% | | Type 4 | Sensitivity | |||||||||||| | 45% | | Type 5 | Detachment | |||||||||||||||| | 67% | | Type 6 | Anxiety | |||||||||||||||||| | 74% | | Type 7 | Adventurousness | |||||||||||||||| | 64% | | Type 8 | Aggressiveness | |||||||||||||| | 58% | | Type 9 | Calmness | |||||||||||||| | 51% | Your Conscious-Surface type is 3w2 Your Unconscious-Overall type is 5w6 |
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Tuesday. 12.30.03 11:41 PM
.... i dont understand....it like im just a little chess piece in his game. All he uses me for is to go around taking care of his business in this certain aspect of his life....the part that i just so happen to be placed in...and i hate it...i dont want to play his games anymore....he uses me to get an advantage and i know it.....but there is nothing i can do... if i stop being that little chess piece everything would just fall out of place....people would get hurt....and i would feel awful....
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Monday. 12.29.03 5:57 am
Everything is soo up in the air at the moment i dont know whats going on with anything.... i feel so useless and lazy for no apparent reason at all....and i dont like it.....i need to keep my self busy other wise i will go into a trance where i think everything is just *BAH* i cant ever describe it......
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