That is the motto my brother more or less lives by....well....Not so much on the Sex until just recently.

Let me give you the goods...

He finally got his first REAL girlfriend a few months ago...He's about to turn 22 in March. She just turned 18. They are both more or less...dirt poor. Neither of them graduated from high school,Neither of them are health insured, and she's unemployed...my brother barely has a job at a dollar store...
They spend every day stoned, drunk and sexing it up.
and now....They are expecting a kid.

......Jeez.

They told me a week ago today and it's still a shock.
I am so afraid for them because I don't know where this is going to lead them.
My brother runs from every responsibility ever thrown his way EVERY single time.
There is something seriously wrong with that kid.

Did I mention he steals things all the time too??
He stole my GPS so he could sell it for drug money.
We never really proved it and he never admitted to doing it....but we all knew.
haha, I could post a whole blog about all the crazy/horrible/hilarious/dangerous things my brother has done in the past ten years. (that might make for quite an interesting blog....I should really consider this)
Satan will be proud....That's for sure.

Lets just hope for everyone's sake that by having a kid, my brother will finally stop acting like one himself.
He's thinking about becoming a tattoo artist...and he's actually REALLY good at drawing and stuff....but he can't stay focused long enough to actually make something of his life.

Who knows what the future will hold.
I always thought my sister would be the first to pop out some babies....she was very much a slut until she found the guy she's dating now.

Anyway...Work beckons....

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I've been thinking of getting a Tattoo for a while now..
it took me a while to figure out what I really want permanently stamped on my body....and now I'm just stuck on where I want to put it. Opinions?
I feel that it's a tough decision, especially for a girl.
I personally think maybe one or two subtle tattoos are nice on a girl but really, Too many Tats on anyone is overkill.
I Definitely don't want a tramp stamp. I like the positioning but it's getting to be TOO stereotypical.
I was thinking around the hip or something but I don't really like that either...
OK, so maybe I should tell you what I want tattooed on me...
I want a Tattoo of an eagle.
I want it to look tribal and really soft. (if that makes sense)
In mid flight screeching and ready to strike...or in protective mode...
haha. (I'm not picky!)
I was thinking of having it done on my right shoulder blade.
That way, I don't see it all the time and wont grow tired of it...
and also...well...Eagles were known in many Native American Tribes to carry messages from the Gods and such. Along with carrying strength courage and wisdom.
So if I got a tattoo like that on my shoulder blade it would be kind of like it was watching my back or something.
haha
I'm probably sounding lame right now.
But yeah...I feel like if I put it anywhere else...It wouldn't hold as strong a meaning or something.
But then again, I still live at home and if my parental figures saw that I got a Tattoo...well...I don't want to be living there for much longer. haha.
Actually, I'm 20 years old and the most responsible of my other two OLDER siblings...My brother has two tattoo's already and my sister has her nose pierced.
A part of me wishes I'd rather get more piercings...but two in each lobe is enough.
Basically I'm just trying to say that if I got a Tattoo eventually, they'll get over it. lol.

Ten minutes until lunch time at my work. Today is dragging at a snails pace.

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If's you've seen Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog....then I might suggest checking out this new online Blog called The Guild.
It also has Felicia Day in it (The girl who plays Penny in Dr. Horrible) and I think it's hilarious!
It has many more episodes except, each episode is only 3-6 minutes long.
I started watching it yesterday and got to Season 2 Episode 4
LOVE IT!

I start my dance classes in less than a week and I'm super excited!
only....I have to figure out where this place is...Its a 30-40 minute drive from my house so I think I need to go exploring sometime BEFORE the class starts.

My bf has only been in Grad. school for two weeks and I'm already seeing the tole its taking on our relationship. Not necessarily horrible, but I can tell already that the next year or so is kind of going to suck. At least I'll have a lot of books read by then.

Work is beginning to be very hectic.
I think it's time I stopped blabbering for one day...

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I'll blog some more!
right, so I just got back from spending a weekend at the ocean. I miss the beach already!
It was a fun weekend but a rough one too.
I definitely had an equal share of ups and downs.

For instance,
I got stuck in a dressing room at the board walk.
And I don't mean I was too big for the changing room...I mean I was more or less held hostage there.
I was looking for a shirt that resembled a gold Corset. You see, I'm trying to be Medusa for Halloween and I kind of wanted to make the costume myself. so I go into the store and see a potential winner and I go to try it on.
But when I went to show my friend the shirt I had three more handed to me by the woman who worked there....I liked all three so I decided to try them on too.
but then eventually it got out of hand because I was stuck in that tiny dressing room for at LEAST 45 minutes being told to try different things on...the woman was very pushy and even tried peaking in once or twice to tell me what to try on next.
Once she found out I had no money, she got really huffy and let me loose.

I lost my appetite while I was down there...which is a bummer because I'd get full after two bites of anything and I really actually love to eat so it was rather frustrating.
I think I know what happened as to why I lost the will to eat and I'm slowly getting over it but I still get full very quickly.

I got a bit more sun which is always nice. I just wish summer wasn't almost over. I get really grouchy when I get cold....not to mention The sailor inside me comes roaring out in between shivers.

The new Rock Band game comes out today and I am rather sad that I have little to no opportunity to play the game.

Righto! Well, yesterday was ridiculously slow at work and today I happen to be pretty busy so it looks to me like its about time I crush this cracker and throw it in the soup. (i.e. it looks like I should go)
haha

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Thanks to all who wished me a happy birthday!
I never did get a card or anything from my slack of a boyfriend.
But whatever.
I don't want to be petty so I'll just leave it at that.
Meanwhile...

Going to the ocean this weekend!
I'm very excited but also a little apprehensive....It will certainly be an interesting weekend!
Lets hope that I am very well behaved and that I get to relax on the beach tons and tons!

Also, I was wondering if anyone had any suggestions for books to read.
I have one friend who always suggests books from the Young Adult section of the book store. And I've read a lot of good books from that section...But I would like to read some...more thought provoking books.
So if anyone has any suggestions just let me know.

Work is slow today so the time is dragging at a snails place.
This isn't good as it makes a person very drowsy and I am very much so dozing off.
I think that I shall go draw a donut fencing with another donut. If anyone has any suggestions of things to draw, let me know.

I'm off to look like I'm working now.

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Let me give a bit of a background....
Today is my birthday.
My boyfriend gave me an awesome present.
He's paying for me to take Contemporary lyrical dance classes. (I've always wanted to take dance classes again but could never afford them)
I knew about the gift ahead of time because he didn't want to pay for a class I couldn't attend

anyway...so its my birthday and I just wanted to know if anyone thought I was asking too much of him for wanting a card or something as well?

Don't get me wrong...I love my gift and it cost over $100 I don't really want him to spend anymore money.
But it's still nice to receive SOMETHING on my actual birthday.
I was at least expecting a card.
It's still early in the day but I asked him about it and he said he felt no need to give me a card because he already got me a gift.
I'm not asking for a $5 hallmark card but he could have at least MADE a card.
am I asking for too much or does everyone agree that it's a little ridiculous?

I'm a little more than upset.
but I can't talk to him about it.
It's useless.
He'll just say that I am being greedy and that I'm not greatful for my gift and blah blah blah.
and maybe I am all of those things.
But maybe I'm not and maybe he's just being a huge ass.

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