There has been absolutely no changes in anything that's been going on with me. I still think that David is cute. I'm not going up to Blockbuster very often so I'm not seeing Thomas. I'm still sorta crushing on Dana, although its not as much as before. Joey is on my mind a little more than he should be, but that's nothing too big. Today is July 4th!! Happy effing Independence Day!! I still work at the same damn place. I turn 20 in 3 months, but its next year that I'm looking forward to. Anywho I have nothing else to say. I don't really write on this name much anymore. I have two other names that I go on more often. I'll keep updating though.

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I don't know how often I'm going to be seeing Thomas because I'm gonna try and avoid going up there when he's there. I'm not going to be able to avoid him all the time, but for the most part I'm going to try. Anywho, there's this guy who I think is cute. I don't know him personally. We know each other because he works at Blockbuster and i'm in there often enough that he knows me. He also knows who I am because he was in on the porno joke that David pulled on me. Well his name is David actually. And I think he's cute. I don't know him so I can't say anything more. I'm probably not going to get to know him either. But hey if its supposed to happen then it will. I wonder if it ever will. It'd be nice I know that. Hopefully he'd be a really fun guy to hang out with. I don't want to make the first move though. I would love for him to make a move. He's probably not going to though. Watch with my luck he's already got a girlfriend. Oh well. It doesn't matter to me. I just find him cute. Alright I'm out of shit to say. I'll write later.

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Have you ever noticed how weird the word 'weird' is spelled? Anywho I have no idea where that came from. Well I saw Thomas and it was kinda awkward. I don't really like him anymore. Not even to like talk to him. He's just too into the modeling in a gay way, having strange pics taken of him doing different poses and shit. Its just too... I dunno. I like his tattoos though. Other than that I think I'm gonna try and avoid him. I just don't want to see him. Anywho I don't really have much to say. I already wrote it all on my other name. I'll write more shit later.

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Damn I'm bored. I got my Thomas problem figured out. I became his friend, but I haven't seen him in person yet. That's my new problem: I'm not sure whether I want to see him in peson now that I've seen his tattoos. I'll see right through his shirt and I'll want him to take it off so that I can see them up close and for real. Oh well. I guess I'll just have to wait and see what happens when I actually see him. I know that its gonna be a little weird for me. I don't think it'll be any different for him though. I'm glad I have this blog to write my shit in cuz I know I can write anything and not have to worry about anyone I know seeing what I've written. No one that I know of know about this site. At least no one who's gonna know who I'm talking about. They're not gonna say anything to anyone that would cause any conflict. Everyone who I know of that has a blog is on myspace. That's why I don't exactly write my blogs on there. Not my personal shit anyway. There is one good thing about myspace though, I can find people who I have been out of touch with for years. Like this one guy, Andrew. He was my elementary school crush!! I can't believe how much cuter he is now. He's engaged though and I'd be surprised if he'd even want to keep in touch with me. Anywho, I don't really have anything else to say so I'll write again whenever.

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Alright I have a minor problem. There's this guy, Thomas (I've mentioned him b4) who I'm sort of aquaintences with, that I kinda, kinda(?) like. He has a myspace account and I've been on it to see the pictures that he has. Its also the only way I was going to see the tattoos that he has. I'm not sure exactly if I should send him a message or a note or comment or something to let him know that I have an account now. I'm getting my laptop about a week after I get back and I'm thinking thats when I should send him something. I keep thinking that it'll be awkward though. I dunno. I'm starting to get the hang of what's going on on the site and I kinda want it to be a little more interesting before I start sending things to people. Oh well. So that's my dilema. I don't have anything else to say so I'll write again whenever.

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I'm back in Vegas again and I'm only here for a week and a half but it's still a week and a half away from work. I'm not sure exaclty what we're gonna do while i'm here, but I'm sure there's plenty to do and not enough time to do half of it. I'm not involed with anyone at the moment and I have only a very small nterest in one person. But its an interest that isn't big enough to really count. I'm involed strictly with work right now. I'm hoping to get my license, finally, while i'm out here so that when I get back I can focus on saving money for a car and for school. I don't want to get involved with anyone right now, but like I keep saying if it happens I'll give it a chance. I'm not necessarily going to be all for it, but who knows. I've met someone new at Blockbuster. He's nice, cute, my age, but he's way too busy and definately not interested in even having a friendship with me outside of his work. I guess that's okay. I was kinda hoping maybe he could be someone to hang out with outside of work, but maybe I got my hopes up too soon. He has a myspace account (as do most of the rest of anyone who has the internet) and the pictures that are on there, some of them make him look cuter than he is. His name is Thomas; he's nice to me. He's got a good attitude towards things. He's always in a good mood or at least pretends to be in a good mood even if things are bad. I wish we could hang out sometime, but the odds of it happening are less than none. Oh well. Nothing big has happened considering I've only been out here a day and there's just way too much that's happened in Tucson since November to even begin to write about. Its all be hand written in a notebook that I have so its not like I haven't written at all. I'm supposed to be getting a laptop while I'm out here and then getting internet service in my apt. when I get back home so I'll be able to get on here a lot more often. But until then I'm only able to write when I'm out in Vegas. It's getting kinda late and I've been up since early this morning so I'm gonna get to bed and I'll write more later on in the week.

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