Although I treasure this friendship so much,
I'm the one who ruin this friendship.
Perhaps this friendship were already so fragile,
You once say my position in your heart never change as a friend,
You sound so real and serious,
But i doubt it.
Did you know how hurting to see that i'm no longer close to you
despite that we are already best friend (or friend) for 5 years?
Maybe you didn't really care much,
Since you already have so many friends around you encouraging you,
which you could tell them your problems.

Yeah, I'm selfish if you think I am.
It's hard to act happy when you are not,
If you think i did not try hard enough,
I DID!

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I got so irritated by the big crowd in the morning. Normally there won't be so many people. ):

NOW, even my bro make me feel irritated. -.- URGH!

The only thing cheer me up is the mini gossip session in school just now ( :D although i shouldn't gossip ) So Fun, we chatted for 1 hr + which they are suppose to do their projects. HAHA.
Surprisingly there are many linkage of friends between many of us, just realise today. Even from East side to West side. SHOCKING

Not much highlight for today. The mini gossip session netrualise my day (:
Have some photos, but i shall upload it another time (:

TIME TO MUG! ( exams in a month time )
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I think I'm a weirdo now. In the past I hate staying at home, i would rather spend my time outside or in school even doing nothing. But now, i chiong home after school, I think staying in school is such a torture and i don't really meet up with my friends anymore. [Or rather i should say, I have drift away from them. I seems so out of that clique] ):

Chat with Jaslyn and Jolene in school just now, suprisingly we do have some common thoughts. How I wish things wasn't so complicated and there will not be any more projs as it totally pissed me off.

I'M UNHAPPY!
(okay, this is random)

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SIGH! Tomorrow is Monday again! I don't want to go to school! ): I know some may think school is fun as you will get to see your friends, but i don't seems to get that motivation to go to school even though I do have some fun friends in school. ): Sian.

Pardon me if I moodswing nowadays, I just don't feel right. I may be cold towards you and others, but i really don't mean it. I felt pretty tired of pretending happy even though I'm sad or tired. BAH!

O. I just learn a few more magic tricks from my cousin, I think my dad is really into it, he kept saying he want to be a magician. funny. anyway, the tricks are pretty amazing but too bad its all those kind of tricks to attract the girls attention. So next time be careful, YOU TRICK ME, I TRICK YOU BACK :D (-.- self entertaining)



SEE! MY EYE BAG IS SO BIG ):

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