It been weeks I�m living alone, eating alone and sleeping alone, my sense of loneliness had accumulated till the extent that I no longer able to survive the loneliness anymore, I wanted to see him, touch him, feel him besides me, his love, his kisses, his hugs that make me miss it every single second, but I still have to wait, I know the moment will come soon but the waiting make me gone insane, I told myself I no longer able to wait, but I had promise him that I�ll wait and be a good girl.

One week later

I pulled myself up from the bed, and quickly I rushed for morning shower but I nearly tripped because of my clumsiness. I had my shower done in 5 minutes that include hair washing, teeth brushing and doing all the necessary stuffs. I was shocked with my swift action as well.

I grabbed a slice of plain bread and stuck it into my mouth, I rushed down to the staircase and grab my car key and ready to go, but once I reached for the door, I can�t believe what my own eyes are seeing.

�Oh my god, oh my god, are you for real?� my voice is still shaking while trying to question him.

Instead of answering my question, he just makes himself pass through the door and settle himself on the red sofa that placed near the piano.

I shut the door tight and run towards him and give him a big hug and kisses on his both cheeks.

�Tiggy! But� how? Er� Why?� My mind is full of thousand of questions on how he arrives earlier than he suppose to.

Instead of answering my question, he hugs me and gave me a slow and loving kiss on my forehead. �Silly girl, I told you to wait and I do tell you that I�m coming home today, and where are you going? You are wearing something extremely sexy � elegant today.�

�Silly Tiggy, I was thinking of giving you surprise at the airport, and you arrive before I able to step out from the house.�

�Oh Kitty, you are so sweet, but don�t I told you not to do so?�

�Tiggy, I said it is a surprise�

�Okay, Okay, don�t be mad at me, come here Kitty.�

I walked near to his side without questioning his action, he hug me close to his chest and plant a kiss over my hair. The usual scent that flows between him makes me tingles and wanted the moment to last forever. Instead he pushed me away and stares at my face with his serious expression.

I gulped and my heart start beating fast, my imagination gone wild and negative and I don�t know what is going on. And suddenly he kneels in front of me, and he allows his hand to flow back to his pocket. I peep and saw a small little cute love designer box. He opened the box and I saw a diamond ring, not a normal diamond ring but the ring that he once promise to get for me, that he designed by himself and he promise that it will be the only one in the world and crafted with our name.

He let out his breath and his cheek blush. �Kitty, will you marry me?�.

I was stunned by the question, because I never expect this to come so fast, never come into my mind that his going to propose to me after his business trip to South Africa. I stand stilled and don�t know how to react, my tears of joys streamed down to my cheeks.

I knotted and he slides the ring to my finger and it fit perfectly. And I rushed to him and planted my face over his chase and said thousand times of �I Love You�.

He carries me up to our room and whispered.

�I love you too, Kitty�.

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Been busy recently, since friend come to visit from Australia... so lol im the tour guide again :P, so i dont have time to update.. so i thought why not i just post up another story of mine lol.. plzzzzzz dont puke.. i know is a bit.. too.. erm...

Well lets the story begin.........................

�I�m sorry Kitty, I need to go now� without looking back, Tiggy just walked out through the front door and slammed the door right in front of my face

�But��, my voice trailed off without a trace and was over shocked with what Tiggy had done and I felled back to the blood red color sofa that once we get it to decorate our love nest; but now it turned out to be broken love nest.

I recalled, ever since that women appear, the incident had make my Tiggy turned into cold blooded monster, he no longer concern what and how I feel and worse there were no longer kisses, spooning, and even love making.

�What is going on? What should I do? Why Tiggy is treating me so coldly? Why? Who is that women? How dare she ruin my love life.� my mind started to wonder around ever since the �cold� Tiggy born. My tears started to stream down my eyes and betrayed me. I know how much I love Tiggy, and I�m sure he is my soul mate, but why our bond shaken because of one women; to be precise his ex girl friend?

XOXOXOXOXOX

�Oh my God, what is going on with you? You look horrible, it is worse than your bad hair day during the college year.� Eris with her usual self said something without taking other�s feeling into consideration.

�Well, I kinda felt betrayed and I�m totally lost of hope with��, before I able to end the sentence, once gain my tears streamed and betrayed me.

�Aww� sweetie are you okay? What�s going on?�. Concerned tone.

I never remember or know that Eris would actually show her concern to anyone but here voice had comfort me and persuade me to tell her the whole story.

As I started the story, Eris feels for me, she felt sorry and being pissed towards how Tiggy treated me. After I ended the story, Eris gave a hand punch over her fist and swears that she going to beat Tiggy once she saw him for being disloyal to me.

Must be the help from the God, once she finished her sentence, she spotted Tiggy over the bar counter with his �EX-GIRL FRIEND�. what make her boiled was that the girl is lying next to Tiggy�s left shoulder. Before I ever realize, I started crying again.

�Please Eris, don�t do something stupid�. still sobbing, and trying to stop Eris that started moving towards Tiggy and that shameless women.

�HEY, HOW DARE YOU DISLOYAL TO MY BEST PAL? DON�T YOU REMEMBER YOUR VOW AND PROMISES THAT YOU GONNA LOVE HER FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE, AND LOOK WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW, HAVING FUN WITH YOU CUTIE LITTLE EX AND TOTALLY FORGOTTEN YOUR WIFE AND MAKE HER CRY ALL NIGHT LONG?� while shouting at him, Eris started to head towards Tiggy and very swiftly she punch him on his face.

Everyone at the bar was shouting and the situation gets un-controllable. Despite all the �hoo haa� cheering from the crowd, Eris continues to challenge Tiggy. Instead of punching, she slapped Tiggy and shouted �This is for you for making your lovely wife cry and waited for you all night long.�

�Please Eris, please stop� please�� Automatically, despite all the hatred and sadness causes by Tiggy, I moved forward to stop Eris from hurting him again.

But, Eris can�t control herself and instead of slapping Tiggy on his face, she slapped me. And I was in great shocked and disappointment, suddenly I fainted and collapsed on the floor because too much things happen within these few minutes.

XOXOXOXOXOX

�Where am I?�

�Kitty, you�re at the hospital, don�t you remember what happen?� a familiar whisper, the lovely whisper that I been hunger for so long.

�What happen?�

�Eris accidentally slapped you and you collapsed and this shocked Eris and me.�

�Oh, poor Eris, is she okay? Where is she now?�

�She went home, I convinced her that you will be alright and you will be fully taken care of.�

�Go away��, my voice weaken.

�Why Kitty?�

�You betrayed me, my love, my trust, my soul and� you�.�

�Silly girl, I never do, I love you as always, and more each day, I never wanted to be apart from you but she needed me.�

�GO� GO TO YOUR EX, JUST GO�� I can feel that my anger had brought back my strength despite I�m just woke up.

�Kitty� please listens to me.�

�No� please go� please��

�Kitty, please don�t be that mad, is not good for our baby.�

�Baby?�

�Yes, silly girl, you are pregnant and you don�t even realize that.�

�Me? Pregnant? Oh great, I�m gonna be single mum�. I cried even louder now.

�Kitty, please listen. We are clean, you know me and Gabriel. We are just friend. Please don�t misunderstand.�

�But� she on your shoulder��

�She is having relationship problem with her husband, and needed someone to talk to, so I offered to lend her my ears and shoulders whenever she needed it. It is not something that you imagine or think. �

�But�� before I able to finish my sentence, Tiggy continue.

�I always love you Kitty, past, now and future, forever my love towards you will never end. Please trust me Kitty, and now you have my baby, am proud of you Kitty, please� don�t be sad, I love you, and I always do.�

After all the explanation Tiggy made to me and with the present of Gabriel to my ward room, had make all the situation clear, no more misunderstanding, instead Gabriel gave a heavy punch over Tiggy because of all his behavior that causes all the misunderstanding.

Before heading out, Gabriel gave me a huge hug, and she left us alone again in the ward room.

�So Kitty, will you forgive me?�

�NO�

�But� Why?�

�I want a hug and a kiss�

�I love you Kitty.� Tiggy gave me a big long hug and a soft and lovely kiss that touches my ears and whispered.

�I love you too, Tiggy.� I whispered.

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Happy Valentine Day!!!
May the lover's love deeper in each seconds,
May the single, found love within a split second...
Although today marks as a Valentine Day,
But seriously couple,
Please appreciate each other every single day.

xxx

What Is Love to Thee?


What is love to thee?
Thee to me?
Thy eyes reflects the light--
Guiding me through the darkness

What is love to thee?
Thee to me?
Thy heart crafted by the cupid;
Drowning me in thy love--

What is love to thee?
Thee to me?
Thy love as sweet as honey;
Thy love unlimited as in the beehive--

My darling---
Thee to me,
Is like a knight from heaven--
Showering me with unlimited love from the heaven...

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SEMPENA KEMPEN MEMBASMI NYAMUK AEDES

The placed I�m staying is Aedes Mosquitoes area, when the right timing hit my area, Aedes will start flying around kissing someone with the sweetest blood.

Worse, sometimes it chooses to kiss someone that carry dengue virus. @@��

Erm those that do not know what is Aedes Mosquitoes.. there u go.. I know is gross..

Few days ago, someone from my area got bitten by Aedes Mosquitoes, so the department of health, Penang comes to rescue (Jabatan Kesihatan Pulau Pinang).

They sent us notice that the war against Aedes Mosquitoes will be launch at 6pm sharp. Once the clock hit 6pm, the white smoke with pesticide covered the whole flat behind my house� and soon they reach my housing area with this�.

After the spraying n polluting of environment, (grr I hate this idea� ) I interviewed one of the person incharged. LOL

Me : So do this pesticide kill the mosquitoes or just shoo them away?

A : No, we just shoo them away, only the small mosquitoes will die, the big one will fly off.

Me : @@��, what if after the pesticide war they come back?

A : The main purpose for this is to kill the small mosquitoes and larva

Me: Oh I see�. But don�t the big mosquitoes bite?

A : After they lay eggs they fly away. [ cant remember what is his answer]

Dad: so do all the citizen cooperative for this war against Aedes?

A: No, they just ignore us, although we send pre-notice, they just throw it away, when the day come, we rang their bell, they will start scolding us for not telling them any notice. when someone caught in dengue, we got all the blame for not doing our job

Dad: that�s must be a hard work.

A: Yup, some thought Aedes Mosquitoes is the Mosquitoes itself, they do not know how the mosquitoes come from. Sometimes we approach someone�s house, they will tell us that their house area is clean.

Me: haha� but do they know Aedes Mosquitoes breed in clean water?

A: NO, and they do not know what is larva�. And we have to explain to them

Me: @@��

This is the process of how an egg turn into mosquitoes..

(Some sentence I modify it cause I can�t remember exactly the words use� but meaning kinda the same)

Please guys, is our duty to makesure there r no breeding area for mosquitoes� (Aedes especially), because once u got bitten, u gonna go through hell to recover� only if u discover it early.. If not� sayonara�

Source: Dengue Fever

Symptoms: [ Aedes Mosquitoes carry Dengue Virus ]
Fever
Exhaustion
Severe joint
Muscle pain,
Swollen glands
Rash

Tips from the department of health, once u r hit by fever, and is the dengue season and also if your area is Aedes area, please tell the doctor you wanted a blood test for dengue virus. Because lots of doctor out there do not blood test you, instead they just give u paracetamol for ur fever.

The blood test is just merely easy, 3 drops of blood (I think), and u will know do u affected by dengue virus or not.

Is no fun to get dengue fever, my cousin�s wife a survivor of dengue fever, went through hell� almost a year b4 she fully recover�

ACT NOW!! MAKESURE UR HOUSE AREA HAS NO WATER STAYING STAGNANT� REMEMBER!!!! AEDES MOSQUITOES LOVE CLEAN WATER�

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Greedy us,
Selfish us,
Rooming the world,
Like is ours...


Weather change;
Natural disaster came;
We blamed the Eearth,
For causing the lost...

When will we awake?
When will we realize?
That everything happened--
Because of the selfish us�.

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Since Valentine is around the corner... "yawn.. boring" this is a love story that i wrote like years ago... sorry for the weird grammar u might see later.. but i do hope u enjoy it... :D muahaha..

"Why are you crying, Kitty?" His voice tried to be as comfort as possible.

I turned and face his worrying face "You are sick, your heart is weak and I'm so worry yet I can't do anything, I'm hopeless in this situation Tiggy"

"Silly girl, how many times do I need to tell you that I'll be alright?"
My tears rolled down from my eyes faster than I ever imagine it would now.

"You always said you gonna be alright, but yet you refused to go to the hospital" with the sobbing.

He quickly walked near me, moving out his hand and hug me around my waist, I can feel his body warm around me, and he whispered something near my right ear and ended with a light kiss.

"So Tiggy, you promise that you are going to the hospital????" My tears suddenly stop rolling, a joy of excitement had generated within me.

"Yes Kitty" he went back to his original coolness again.

I waited outside the couch while Tiggy is inside the doctor's room. My mind wonders around in both positive and negative ways. Like, how I met Tiggy, and how we ended up a couple and later a life long partner. Of course I do believe that Tiggy is my soul mate, and I always will.

My mind wondered to the negative thought, is more to the nightmare for me, "what if Tiggy is sick, what if he.... CUT IT OFF". My mind wondered to somewhere else, the feeling for me now while waiting for him as if years had passes by although i merely seated for 5 minutes.

A clinched of doorknob had cut my imagination from going too wild and total lost of control. I saw Tiggy walking out with a grin on his face. I quickly walk near him and before I manage to open my mouth and start asking, he cut me off "Kitty, see I told you I'm alright".

"Huh? But your heart hurt, you hardly sleep at night and now the doctor ..." I was a bit disappointed with the news not because I wanted my Tiggy to suffer is just that I feel that I kinda silly of having all the negative thought and of course another part of me is so excited and glad that Tiggy is alright.

We had our diner out at the restaurant that we frequent and headed home.

Once we reach home, I headed to the door, to unlock it and without any warning, I was lifted up by Tiggy and again he is whispering something at my ear and I blush.

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