I have this thing where if I get up to fast or I turn around too fast, I blackout for a second. I know what it is, cuz my mom has it. I'm not sure of the medical term for it, but I know that its got something to do with having low blood oxygen. I'm used to it by now, but it still gets annoying. I also get dizzy too. For the same reasons. I've never actually fallen from blacking out or from getting dizzy, but I have had to sit back down and get up slower so that it wouldn't happen again. It doesn't happen all the time, but its been happening a few more times lately than normal. Oh well. Maybe its got something to do with me not eating a whole lot. I don't know why, but I just haven't been hungry. And whenever I think about food, I get turned off from it. I've been eating maybe once each day and its only been something really small, like ramen noodles. Nothing else though. I can kinda tell that I'm losing weight from it, cuz these pants that I've had that don't really fit are fitting a little better now. I'm kinda happy about it though. Maybe I'll keep at it for a while. I might be able to lose a few pounds before the concert. Which is in a week and I can't wait. So I don't really know what else to say. I'll write more later.

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So I was gonna try and make plans today to hang out with some friends that I haven't seen in a good while; about 9 months actually. But since Scott hasn't been in Tucson in even longer, he has family to visit and shit to do before he goes back to Phoenix and back to work and school. His girlfriend, Lizzie, said that she might be able to hang out tomorrow. I'll just have to wait and find out though. What's funny is that Scott doesn't want me to be mad at him for not being able to hang out, but I'm not cuz I understand the time crunching. Only I'm usually trying to get shit done in a little over a week. But I mean I'm pretty sure he'll be back down here before I move out to Vegas next summer so I'll see him another time. Later I have to call Katie and make sure she bought her FallBall ticket and that its definate that we're going. I also want to find out when she got her car fixed and if its actually working now. Anywho, I was on the phone late last night. And I was on it for a good 3 1/2, 4 hours. Which is the longest I've been on the phone with one person in a very long long time. I don't even think I was ever on the phone with Randy for that long. I don't really remember though. What's funny about it is that the phone kept cutting out. I think the longest time we were on the phone without it cutting out was an hour and a half. But it was really nice. Well, the conversation was nice, the fact that it was early in the morning here, made it around 3, 4 and 5 there. We finally got off the phone around 5am his time. That meant that it was only 2 in the morning here. So I got to bed at a somewhat reasonable time {I didn't go to bed till after 3:30, but oh well} I don't really have anything else to say right now, so I'll probably write later on today.

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I was just thinking of this

Anybody under the age of 14 should not read this, and if you do, you should not repost this.

Just because you were born in '92 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid.

It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the nineties just wont cut it.

You're a 90's kid if:

You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"

You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince Of Bel Air"

You remember when Kurt Cobain, Tu Pac, River Phoenix, and Selena died.

You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey from "Blossom" and that "How Rude!" comes from Stephanie from "Full House"

You remember when it was actually worth getting up early
on a Saturday to watch cartoons.

You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.

You remember reading "Goosebumps"

You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, wax off"

You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.

You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.

You danced to "Wannabe" by the Spice Girls, Females: had a new motto, Males: got a whole lot gay-er. (so tell me what you want, what you really really want.)

You remember the craze, then the banning of slap bracelets and slam books.

You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence...Not...

Where in the world is Carmen San Diego? was both a game and a TV game show.

Captain Planet.

You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the red* Ranger were meant to be together. (actually tommy was green and then turned into white, jason was red)

When playing power rangers with friends you fought over who got to be who............and still all ended up being Tommy.

You remember when super nintendo's became popular.

You remember watching home alone 1, 2 , and 3........and tried to pull the pranks on "intruders"

"I've fallen and I can't get up"

You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates

Two words... Trapper Keeper.

You never got injured on a Slip 'n' Slide

You wore socks over leggings scrunched down

"Miss Mary Mack, Mack, Mack, all dressed in black, black, black, with silver buttons, buttons, buttons, all down her back, back, back" SHE ASKED HER MOTHER MOTHER MOTHER FOR FIFTY CENTS CENTS CENTS TO SEE THE ELEPHANTS PHANTS PHANTS JUMP OVER THE FENCE THE FENCE THE FENCE
he jumped so high high high he touched the sky sky sky and he didnt come back back back til the forth of july ly ly he jumped so low ow ow he stubbed his toe toe toe and thats the end end end of the elephants show show show

You remember boom boxes vs. cd players

You remember New Kids on The Block when they were cool

You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell"

You played and/or collected "Pogs"

You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere

You watched the original Care Bears, My Little Pony, and Ninja Turtles

NANCY DREW AND THE HARDY BOYS WERE THE BEST MYSTERY BOOKS

Yikes pencils and erasers were the stuff!

All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.(pencils.notebooks.binders.etc.)

You remember when the new Beanie Babies were always sold out.

You used to wear those stick on earings, not only on your ears, but at the corners of your eyes.

You remember a time before the WB.

You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?"

You know the Macarena by heart.

"Talk to the hand" ... enough said

You thought Brain woud finally take over the world

You always said, "Then why don't you marry it!"

You remember when everyone went slinky crazy.

You remember when razor scooters were cool.



When we were younger:

Before the MySpace frenzy...

Before the Internet & text messaging...

Before Sidekicks & iPods...

Before MIKE JONES...

Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX...

...Back when you put off the 5 hours of homework you had every night.

When light up sneakers were cool.

When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.

When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing.

When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie.

When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans.

When 2Pac and Biggie where alive.

When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever.

Way back.

Tag.

Get Over Here!!!! means something to you.

Hide-n-Go Seek at dusk.

Red Light, Green Light.

Heads Up 7 Up.

Playing Kickball & Dodgeball until your porch light came on.

Hopskotch.

Slip-n-Slides.

Tree Houses.

Hula Hoops.

HELLO....HOT WHEELS!!!!!

"POWER OF LOVE" BY CELINE DION..ONLY COUPLES COULD SKATE TO THIS.

The annoying Giga Pets & Furbies.

Running through the sprinklers.

That "Little Mermaid"

Crying when Mufasa died in the Lion King.

Happy Meals where you chose a Barbie or a Hot Wheels car.

Getting the privelage to sit in the front seat of the car.

Drinking Sqeeze It "Squeeze The Fun Out Of It"

CAPRI SUN

Watching Saturday Morning Cartoons in your PJ's still wrapped up in your TMNT, Power Rangers, Barbie, Fairy Princess comforter.

The original Power Rangers

Or what about:

little monsters

monster squad

Hey Arnold.

Rugrats.

The Secret Life of Alex Mac.

Ren & Stimpy.

Double Dare.

Rocco's Modern Life.

AAAHH!! REAL MONSTERS.

Wild & Crazy Kids.

Clarissa Explains it All.

CAMP NOWHERE

Salute Your Shorts(CAMP ANAWANA)

Are You Afraid of the Dark?

The original cast members of All That.

Kenan & Kel.

"CITY GUYS"...ROLLW/ THE CITY GUYS

Doug.

freglerock

muppet babies

Magic School Bus.

Nick Arcade.

Flash Forward.

The Adventures of Pete and Pete.

Legends of the Hidden Temple

Hey Dude.

Dinosaurs.

Mummies Alive

Pinky and the Brain

Sailor Moon.

Blossom.

Hangin with Mr. Cooper.

Wishbone.

Bill Nye the Science Guy

MR RODGERS!!!!

Who could forget Snick? & Nick @ Nite with Bewitched, I Dream of Jenie, The Facts of Life & I Love Lucy.

Where everyone wanted to be in love after watching The Wonder Years.

or Nick Jr. with Face

Gulah Gulah Island

Little Bear

Busy Town

Under the Umbrella Tree

PEE-WEE!!!

The Big Comfy Couch

Kool-Aid was the drink of choice.

Character nights at Perkin's

Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school.

Class field trips.

When Christmas was the most exciting time of year.

When $5 seemed like a million, & another dollar a miracle.

When you begged to go to McDonalds for dinner everyday.

When Toys R Us overuled the mall.



Go back to the time when:

Decisions were made by going 'eeny-meeny-miney-moe'.

Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming 'do over!'

'Race issue' ment arguing about who ran the fastest.

Money issues were handled by whoever was banker in 'Monopoly.'

It wasn't odd to have two or three 'best' friends.

Being old referred to anyone over 20.

A chance to skate as a couple at the local roller rink was like winning the lottery.

Scrapes & bruises were kissed & made better.

It was a big deal to finally be tall enought to ride the 'big people' rides at the fair.

When playing Nintendo was the hardest thing ever.

When Ninja Turtles ruled the world.

Another Baby Sitter Club and Little Sister (Karen) book came out and you put your name on hold for it at the library.

When Aladdin was new, before the trilogy was complete.

Before we realized all this would eventually disappear

Who would have thought you'd miss the 90's so much!!!!!

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Alright so I think I've got myself a new friend. A long distance friend though. Which is the problem. I really enjoy talking to him, and he makes me laugh and smile. I feel like I've known him more than two days. But at the same time, I know that its only been two days and so it feels kinda weird. I like it when I see that he's on and is available to talk. I also like the fact that I have someone to talk to. Its making me not so angry with Thomas {whom I haven't spoken to in a few days}. But with Thomas it was different. I was txting him more than talking to him on the net. We were also only talking pretty much about how soon before we would hook up once we saw one another, if it even happened. And the some of the things he said to me really pissed me off. But whatever. Its been a few days since I've talked to him so whatever. I sent him a note saying hi and telling him that he can text me whenever now that I've gotten my bill figured out. Anywho, back to my new friend. I don't really have a whole lot to say, other than its really nice that I came across him. Or that he came across me; I think he commented me first. Oh well, either way, we started talking and its really nice. But I have to work in the morning so I should go. {He doesn't have to work ..... lucky bastard .... }

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Okay, so I have an outrageous cell bill this month. I went over my txt messages by a lot so my bill is a little less than twice what it normally is. So I'm gonna call them tomorrow and change it around so that it doesn't happen again. Anywho, I am yet again watching Dane Cook. Its kinda sad, but he's just funny. And its easy to watch it. I don't have to get up and put in a DVD or a CD; all I have to do is pick up the remote and change the channel. And since there's nothing else on it works for me. Its sad that I know most of the dialogue now so ... I would not say that I'm obbsessed though. I have been obbsessed with shit in the past, and this is definately not an obbsession. Alright on to the real reason I decided to write this entry. There's this guy, he's on here and he's on myspace {I went on and checked just out of curiosity} He lives in another state on the other side of the country, which for some reason doesn't surprise me. I seem to have a thing for guys who don't live anywhere near me or my time zone. But whatever. I think he's kinda cute and he's close enough to my age. I'll be 20 soon and he's 20 right now. So that's close enough. The problem {one of many} is that he lives in the state that I can't go back to. I lived there for 5 1/2 years when I was younger and enough shit happened that I won't be able to go back. I went back once about 5 years after we had moved out of there and I couldn't deal with it. I can't deal with going back. Maybe if I drove through MD, then I wouldn't have a problem, but actually staying there? No. I can't do that. I can go back to any of the other states I lived in, but Maryland, I just won't ever be able to go back. So anywho, back to the guy. I wonder if he's gonna read this and know who it is that I'm talking about. I think there's enough clues in here so that if he's smart enough he'd know I'm talking about him. Alright I need to work in the morning and its kinda hard to concentrate on this while Dane Cook is in the background.

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Well, today is Friday {actually since its just after midnight technically speaking its Saturday} but this just means that the weekend is finally here and I don't have to work again until Monday. I do have to open on Monday though so I'm not looking forward to it at all. But whatever. I need the money. So I read on Thomas's myspace that he's no longer working at the Blockbuster right across the street. So this means that I can go there any time I want and I don't have to worry about seeing him. I mean I don't really have any... anything towards him. I still think his tats are cool, but I have to start worrying about my own that I'm working on getting. Anywho, today was busy again. I got most of the prep work done. There was one small incident, but it was taken care of. Nothing major. And then there was the incident where something wasn't done and Erin blamed it on me cuz I hadn't written out a prep list. I know the shit that I have to get done. I don't always need a written note saying what I have to do. But it was shrugged off by everyone, cuz they all knew that she was just trying to get me in trouble and it didn't work. Oh well. Besides work nothing has really changed at all. I'm still bored most of the time when I'm not working cuz I still have no way to get around. I don't really have a whole lot of friends around here who aren't busy when I'm off work. So I can't really hang out that often either. And when I do, we usually end up doing the same things as always anyway so I'm still bored. I'm just not bored by myself. Uhm, I've been craving some really healthy foods lately. And only just recently. I've been craving bananas, tomatoes, cucumbers, grapes {the green ones not the red ones cuz those are gross} and baby carrots. I like celery, but only if I have peanut butter, so the healthy thing kinda goes out the window. But the other stuff I can eat by itself. I don't need anything to dip in or spread on, although dipping cucumbers and carrots in ranch is pretty damn good. I don't think I'm gonna order from that pizza place that I ordered from last week. I think it made me gain some weight that I can't afford to gain. I want to look good for the Fall Ball, as best I can at least. I still have about 3 weeks till it comes, but I still want to look good. I'm looking more and more anxious about going out to Vegas for Christmas. I already know that I'm not gonna be able to get and do all the things that I want, but I'm gonna try and make my money stretch as best as possible. I'm hoping that the tat I want is not going to cost me more than $300 otherwise I won't be able to get it. Since its not very complicated and its fairly simple it shouldn't cost over $300. I also can't wait till I'm 21. And at this point in time I don't really want to go out and buy alcohol like crazy, I just want to be able to say that I'm legally old enough to. It might change as it gets closer to my 21st b-day, but right now, I'm not interested in going out and getting drunk all the time. Damn its not even 12:30 and I'm yawning like crazy. I'm really tired. I'm actually kinda glad that Dane Cook isn't on until much later tonight and not right now. This way I can go to bed soon. I'm so happy that I don't have to get up tomorrow morning. I do, however, have to call Katie and see if she bought the ticket for FallBall and I want to see if she wants to go to the movies if she's not busy. I want to see the Covenant and I'm hoping that I'll be able to go with her. If not then maybe I'll call Allie and see if she wants to walk with me down to the cheap movie theater and see it there. If not then I guess I'll just have to go myself. I don't want to though. It's not really all that fun just going to the movies by yourself. But I mean if there's no one else then I have no choice but to go by myself or not go at all. And with this movie I want to see. Alright I really don't have anything else to say for tonight so I'll get on sooner or later. Maybe tomorrow to let you know what I did about the movies.

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