Well for starters...

I'm so sick of school. I'm falling so far behind, I'm almost to the point wherreee i just wanna forget it. It's always one thing right after another, and I just can't catch a break. Kids my age always hold down steady jobs, well kinda, and manage school at the same time, why is it so damn difficult for me? Probably becuase I sit here and rant about this stupid crap when I should be studying for my civics and math test, buuut I can't even focus.

I hate that, I wake up at 5am every morning, go to school until 2:05, eat lunch at home and take my siter home after school, then I get in the car and drive to work at 3:30, then push little kids around all day, or granting david (my boss) his every wish. I purposely try to get my stuff done by seven so I can go home at a somewhat-decent hour and finish my stupid homework, but then David, tracks me down as I'm trying ot leave and asks me to take his night class, on a daily freaking basis. He always puts me in those positions where I can't really say no. He asks me about two seconds before the class starts so I have no other damn choice. Then, I deal with his nightclass, which sometimes I love because I love the kids in that class, but I can't manage my own life, let alone, his damn gym. I never get out of there before 830, and I get home at like 9, then eat "dinner" then I do my homework til the crack of dawn, then I wake up four hours later to start the same, stupid, vicious cycle. It would be different if I didnt have to start work until lilke 5 or 6 and have some downtime BEFORE work to finish homework, but I can't even do that.

I need to take a break from life. Only three weeks until we move, and only three weeks until spring break. Maybe that'll be what I need. Either way, I know I need to accomplish everything on mY HUGE list of priorities. I am so looking forward to quitting this job and getting out of high shcool.

On a lighter note, I get to sleep in. Thank you jesus.

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Ahhh the world is so amazing!!

So after about seven months of trying to sell our house in the midst of the slowest market, we have finallllly sold the house. We got two offers in one day, when we couldn't even get one offer in seven months haha, oh well i'm not complaining! I am so excited!

On an even better note, I asked my amazing boyfriend to tolo, and he said "he'd love to go :) " Then again, if he said no i'd probably slap him :)

My plan was quite ridiculous. The theme revolved around the matrix of course. It was in short, a scavenger hunt, that eventually led him to my house, and I was dressed up at trinity. Made an ass out of myself, but you do crazy things for people :)

Anyways, hope everyone's doing well annnnd life is soooo good :)

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