I dunno why the title of this entry is nice but its the first thing that came to mind. I think I went a little overboard with my last entry. I'm sorry. Its just that that was what happened to be on my mind and I needed to get it out. I have something else that's a little more appropriate this time. We went bowling again tonight. I had a lot more fun this time compared to last time. It can't beat out when we played 'against' Northside but I still had more fun than last time. We were playing against another team and we had a fourth person on our team. Anywho, I'm not looking forward to working tomorrow. I don't know why, I just don't want to. I only have to work with Joey once next week so I'm kinda happy about that. I only have to deal with his bullshit one day. But I like seeing him when he's not in uniform. That's when I like him most, is when he's not working. So yeah, I think this one is a little better than the last entry I did. Alright I haven't got anything else to say so I'll write later.

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Like I said in my other name I still think about Joey. I think its because I want him. I want him sexually. I don't want anything else from him. I just want his cock. I think that's why he's on my mind. No, I know that's why he's on my mind. Dana is on my mind too, but with Dana its cuz I like him. There's a few differences though. With Joey the thoughts are based on reality. The things I think about doing with him already have happened. The things I think about doing with Dana are just in my head. I haven't done anything with Dana yet. I want to though. I want to sleep with him. Just once. I don't want anything more after that. I want my fix. I need my fix and I want it to be fulfilled by Dana. I have issues. And I know I do. But everyone does. And mine are nothing compared to other peoples problems. I have no clue what else to write. I'll write later on when I can think of something else to write.

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Today was awsome!! As I mentioned in my other name I went and saw Pirates today. I've already described how much I loved it, but for those of you who didn't read it I'll just say that you HAVE to go see it!! There's no excuse. End of story. Anywho another reason I enjoyed today was that I finally got to go to the Northside store. Dana was there like I had hoped he would be. We had lunch there since we had gone to the mall early and all the early shows for Pirates were sold out. So we were there for a couple hours. Eating, hanging out and talking. Dana came out a couple times and sat and talked with us. I made sure that he knew I like him. I know that he already knew I just wanted him to actually hear it from me rather than from someone else. I finally told someone about me and Joey. I told Katie. I know that I can trust her and that she won't tell anyone. I feel a lot better that I said something. I'm still gonna tell Joey that only me and him know, and hopefully he'll believe me. He really has no reason not to though. Dana said that he might try and make it down to this side of town at some point this week. I doubt he will because of how busy he is, but I can hope right? That'd be nice too. Seeing him down here. Hey, maybe I'll get laid. He's like the only one I kinda want to have sex with. I really don't want to with anyone else. If I do have sex with Dana then it'll probably be like, alright I got my fix I'm done again. But its doubtful that it'll actually happen so I'll never get my fix. Alright I have nothing else to say. Today was just awsome. Period.

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I can't stop thinking about Joey. I want him off my mind. I got what I wanted out of him. I gave him what he wanted. And I still can't stop thinking about him. I don't even like him anymore. Not in the way that I did before. All I like is his dick. That's all I think about. That's the only thing I think about when I think about him. Is what I could do to him. I know that he still thinks about it otherwise he wouldn't bring it up. But since he does, I know its still on his mind. Ya know, I wonder if he's done anything like this with any of the other girls at work. If he did though, it would most likely be illegal since most of the other girls are under 18. I think there's only one other girl that works there that was hired by him that's over 18 and that's Tori, but I know she wouldn't give in to him. At least I would hope not. No one knows about me and Joey. And as long as I work there no one will know about us. I've been tempted lately to tell someone. However, even if its someone that doesn't live around here and someone that doesn't know anyone but me, I haven't said anything. I really want to though. I want someone to know. Its almost one of those things that even though its bad that people find out, I still want someone to know. Whatever. I'm writing it on here. That's good enough for now right? I'll tell someone eventually. Alright I don't know what else to say so I'll write again another time.

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It stormed!! I love that kinda of weather!! And it came down hard too. There were some power surges and lightning and the whole shebang. It only lasted for like a half hour though so that sorta sucked about it. Anywho, I gave in today. I gave in to Joey. He was tempting me and the fact that its been on my mind a lot lately didn't help. So I finally just said okay. I liked it. And I know that he liked it too. Maybe I'll do it again. I doubt it though. I just don't want to have sex. Ya know I was afraid of doing it cuz I was afraid it would be worse afterwards, but its not like I thought it would be so maybe I'll do it again. I dunno; I'll have to think about it. He enjoys getting it done and I know that he won't say no if I just go up to him and say something. Unless he's got a girfriend or he gets married all of a sudden. But I'm not sure if that's gonna be happening any time soon. I just know that as long as he's single I can give it to him any time I want. All I have to do is say something. And I get what I want and what he wants. Joey is just that way. Anywho I really have nothing else to say right now so I'll write later.

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Today was much slower than we were anticipating. They're probably much busier now that its getting dark and there's going to be fireworks soon. Anywho, I had Joey on my mind again. Gary sorta caught me cuz he said that every time Joey's name was mentioned I kinda lit up. He said that I had a sparkle in my eyes. Whatever. I don't think so, but then again I can't see my face unless there's a mirror. I was kinda hoping that Joey would be up there today like he said he was gonna be, but when Gary said that he wasn't coming up I got kinda bummed out. I think I found a way to get up to the Northside store. I'm gonna try and convince Katie to go up to the Foothills Mall this weekend when we go see Pirates. And when we're leaving we could stop by Northside and get some good food. This way too I can say I've been to all three stores and I'll be able to see Dana. I almost told Joey that I like Dana last night, but something stopped me. Maybe it was the things Joey was saying about him. I think its better that I not tell Joey yet. I might later on or he might find out from someone else or he might already know. I think Gary thinks that I still like Joey. Or that I like Joey again. Which I don't, but he is on my mind. But not exactly in the same way as before when I did like him. I don't really know how to describe it. Oh well. I hate the fact that I think about things that I don't understand the meaning of. Like when I think about certain people in my past. Especially people that I'd rather not think about. Whatever. I guess it doesn't matter what the meaning of the thoughts are. I just think them and that's all there is to it. It'd be nice though to know what at least some of them mean. But I'm pretty sure that if I was supposed to know what some of them mean that I would know and that I'd not be wondering. Anywho, I'm watching 4th of July specials since I have no life and can't go out to watch the fireworks. But then again we'd always stay home and watch the fireworks on TV. Only once I think did we ever go out and see them. I'm so bored right now. I have the whole weekend off again. Its cuz Tiffany is going away for a while and she needs the hours so Gary really had no other way to still give me two days off and give her the hours that she wanted. So I have the whole weekend off, which could come in handy when we go out this Saturday. I don't have to worry about being home at any particular time due to having to go to work the next day. Alright I have nothing else to say so I'll write again later.

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