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HAHAHA Sunday. 1.4.04 3:09 am PePsIaDdIcT654: I want your nuts. PePsIaDdIcT654: Oh so bad. PePsIaDdIcT654: I know it's kinda wrong. PePsIaDdIcT654: And even politically incorrect. PePsIaDdIcT654: But please have sex with me. PePsIaDdIcT654: I haven't even used my cock yet. jamiesato: im saving myself jamiesato: DAMNIT BRAD! PePsIaDdIcT654: What for? jamiesato: ? PePsIaDdIcT654: You are good in bed. PePsIaDdIcT654: I think. PePsIaDdIcT654: At least you are when I beat off. PePsIaDdIcT654: what can I say? PePsIaDdIcT654: I like it kinky. jamiesato: you deserve to be smacked PePsIaDdIcT654: Sounds kinda nice. PePsIaDdIcT654: I like it rough. PePsIaDdIcT654: Smack me hard. HA! I look back on that and I laugh madd crazy! (It wasn't Brad, by the way-- It was Aaron Hiscock's cousin) Comment! (0) | Recommend! Happy New Year... Thursday. 1.1.04 8:42 pm Things are always going wrong. always. It's the first day of the new year. Why aren't things better? Isn't this what is supposed to be happening?! According to [dis1girl] in Daphne's comment area, "the new year's like turning over a new leaf... maybe someone had a bad 2003, but they'll make up for it in 2004" But I have failed every year to be able to make it up. As Peter says in Office Space, "Each day is worse then the next, so everyday you see me, it's on my worst." Today for an example, (Steve) instant messages me, telling me to do a VERY personal favor not for him, but just to do it. This is awkward for me, so I talk to (Jane) demanding why she told Steve what she did, for there was a small story behind this. Now see, I knew it was Jane, because she's the only person between herself, (Tom), (Rick) and (Joseph) who could've ever known. For also, she had told me most of what Tom (who had been shitfaced out of his league) had told to Rick and Joesph who also were in the same shape as he. Now, I'm talking to Jane, trying to cool down, for I am pissed off beyond all hell's control. She signs off, and I talk to Rick. Now I ask Rick a small question about Tom, which turned into a very long, confusing conversation which, I could not repeat for it made no sense after going back and re-reading it. Now, I'm gone for most of the day, and Rick sits and bitches to Jane. He totally misunderstood the point of my question, and mixed it up with our conversation beforehand. So Jane gets frustrated with me, asking why I asked Rick a question that didn't even come out through my hands. I tell her that he got mixed up, and she said "now Tom thinks I betrayed his trust". Later on, I try to talk to her, but she doesn't answer. I feel bad. Grrrr. On top of that, I didn't even spend all of New Year's Eve with Zach, I spent it with Spencery and his family. And guess who Zach did spend his New YEar's with? Lillian, SPENCERY'S girlfriend. Is it just me, or is something wrong there? I drank sake tonight, for good luck, being the first of the year and all. Maybe I need a couple of days before it kicks in. I'm just frustrated. I'm so glad we have a few more days left of break. (Today's my half birthday! I'm 15 and a half!) wow jamie, like that was so hard to figure out. dis1girldis1gurl Comment! (0) | Recommend! The last entry of this year... Wednesday. 12.31.03 3:08 am Looking back through my xanga and written diary entrys, this has been one hell of a year. So much has been accomplished and achieved. So many fun times, hard times, good times, bad times and look where we are. Waiting for the new year to start with a fresh look on everything. I'm so excited! In this past year, I have: Met so many people, lost a few, almost lost a few for that matter, tried skateboarding for the first time, survived through high school finals, finished my first year of high school, had the chance to go to norway, got reaquainted with old friends, weddings, DISNEYLAND, Anaheim, went to GREAT AMERICA with RACH, Movies on the beach, went to Great Ball Of Fire, fell down mountains, had Garage Sales, worked in NCBI workshops and leadershipness- REPRESENT!, dinners at Bubba Gumps, walks to coffee shops, SW, CB, the lagoon and lemon jellied doughnuts(i dropped my sandwich), PSATs-and failing them-, tracks and conformity, STFU!, Y2Y conferences, Shoe Game, depressed business, rediscovering myself, Soccer and quitting, SAMB, moving to seaside, John XXIII's Aids Ministry, Half Big SUr Marathon, Rocky Coast visits, the book, Carpool gang -holla!, 50th wedding anniversarys, missed mochitsuki, experienced Tolerance trip, cruised in city WALK, attemped DDR!, Caroyln's 15, Bryce-i love/miss you!!, Bagel Bakery, Zach =D, hospital business, CMS winter concert, Moondancing, Crimes Of The Heart, LOTR3, Christmas, family, Mona Lisa Smile...(right?), and nasty Eggnog lattes. This is one year I'd like to remember. I had lost and found myself, all in 8 months time. I look forward to everything and everyone in this upcoming year. It will be one worth remembering, and I'll make sure of that. Plus I turn 16 =) Okay everyone. Raise your sake glasses, put your arms in the air and scream "Banzai!" as loud as you can! This is to bring on good luck, fortune and strength into the new year. "BANZAI! BANZAI! BANZAI!" Or you can go the traditional way and wait for the 2004 ball to drop in NYC Times Square. Screaming HAPPY NEW YEARS with streamers and noise makers. Oh, and fireworks. However which way you celebrate, have a good New Years everyone. Let this be a good one. It's time to open up a fresh page to the next chapter of our lives. BANZAI! crazy asians... getoutofcanada: YES! I CAN PASS FOR ASIAN! getoutofcanada: MY LIFE IS COMPLETE! Comment! (0) | Recommend! Promises, virginity and whatnot Wednesday. 12.31.03 12:41 am Today I went to the mall, and spent all of my Christmas money. My wallet is like 2 lbs lighter than it used to be. hehe. Met Spencery at Starbucks, and we finally had our coffee. lol. Saw Mack(my cuz). Lillian came later, but I only saw her for like 5 minutes. Then I shopped some more with Meggie, and went home. Spencery's band, Rendered Vibe, is playing tomorrow night at First Night in front of Colton Hall at 6:00. Dylan says you have to have those first night pins, so go to Safeway, buy a pin, and show support for them! woooo! But I don't know now, Spencery says you don't need pins. Hmmm. Just say you're with the band. I've come to a conclusion, I'm not going to make any of those traditional New Years resolutions for this upcoming year. ie- Be nice to Meggie, get straight A's, stay away from alcohol. It is all just too many promises I would forget and never follow through on. I just have one resolution I will follow through with until AT LEAST my 16th birthday, and that is to stay a virgin. (sorry Zach, the talk of it the other night was crazy, I missed you too much, but I know you'll understand, and that's what I love about you *kiss*). My virginity is an important factor of my life, so I'd like to keep that for awhile. Anyway, it's been set in stone in "The Crab & Weezil Pact" NO SEX UNDER 16! heh heh. I'm done writing for tonight. I have a kick-ass post for tomorrow. I wrote it 3 days ago haha! I'm such a loser... heyoman8: bleh ur my best friend jne jamiesato: =D The middle one!! Good times Spencery, good times. You're depressed. Really you are. And you definitely have a reason. You often space out and stare at things blankly, even if you're normally hyper and energetic. This is because nothing really seems important anymore. You might just be sad right now, or you might be manic depressive. Don't worry. Have some cocoa and stuff'll be ok. How Depressed are You? Is that something I should be worried about?? Comment! (0) | Recommend! Conversation with Mikala's "mom" Monday. 12.29.03 8:25 pm I FreelyFallen I: so are you realy going to carmel valey high? I FreelyFallen I: well, I see how you wouldn't want to talk to me I FreelyFallen I: after i trashed you about I FreelyFallen I: well, you SlowPC: this is kalas mom sorry dont screw with my daughter I FreelyFallen I: well, i'm sorry she messed with me first I FreelyFallen I: unwise of her SlowPC: how? I will take care of it I FreelyFallen I: well, i'm sure she can tell you SlowPC: careful, you do not want to threaten this family; I FreelyFallen I: its not the family i'm treatening I FreelyFallen I: just her SlowPC: I will ask her. I FreelyFallen I: and i'll wait (SlowPC is "Mikala", and Freely is me) Harassing people is so much fun Comment! (0) | Recommend! Maybe I lied... Monday. 12.29.03 2:15 pm I guess I lied. oops. Members only can comment. HAHA! Even with xanga, and the loads of people who signed up, the only person whoever commented was lillian. Lillian's the only cool one. 5 Snacks I Enjoy: 1. coldstone's ice cream!! 2. skittles? 3. starbucks 4. bagel bakery! huh whit? 5. gum...heh 5 Games I Like: 1. hide and seek 2. PENIS! heh heh 3. then theres always the orgasm game...same rules as the penis game, but you make orgasm noises instead. 4. pac man 5. DDR 5 Things I'd Buy With $1000: 1. a video cam 2. shoes! 3. candles and incense 4. parts for a mini coop! 5. clothes i guess Top 5 Musicians (Lately): 1. don henley 2. five for fighting 3. the bangles 4. rhcp 5. michelle branch 5 Bad Habits I Have: 1. not being able to pay attention 2. OCDness- remaking my bed every 5 minutes 3. OCDness- having to write about every waking moment in my life in my journals. 4. Procrastination 5. hitting people 5 Interests at the moment: 1. Zach 2. computer 3. DON HENLEY! 4. homework...but i don't want to do it 5. looking for socks 5 TV Shows I Like: 1. Friends 2. Joan of Arcadia 3. 7th Heaven 4. Everybody loves Raymond 5. Whose Line is it anyway? 3 Places I've Lived: 1. Carmel, CA 2. Monterey, CA 3. Seaside, CA My Top 5 Biggest Worries at the Moment: 1. school and grades 2. new years plans 3. it might not rain on new years eve... i hope it does! 4. my feet are cold 5. what im doing tonight My Top 5 Biggest Joys at the Moment: 1. Zach comes home tonight!!! 2. It's raining 3. Almost new years 4. i took a shower =P 5. my room is clean Comment! (0) | Recommend! Page: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25