Okei didn't bLog yesterday. Too tired. Too lazy. *shrug*

To the point: i hate suicidal people. Even though i passed that stage once. It's just soooo idiotic. Yes, i do admit i had been such an idiot for even thinking that. But that was my past, and i hated that part.

Anyways, yesterday, some guy wanted to jump off the bridge near Downtown Brampton terminal. And because of him, the bus routes were changed. Police cars and firetrucks were everywhere, blocking the way. I thought there was some kind of fire or soemthing worse. When i saw the guy, I'm like, Gawd, he wants to kill himself! Let him kill himself! A girl beside us told us that he was there for almost 3 hours already....and it's so friggin obvious he just wanted attention! If that scenario was in the Philippines, somebody would've just pushed him off the bridge. Or no one would notice and his body would be found the next day. End of story. No big deal.

I know about this whole human rights thing. But he WANTEDit! Sheesh. *shrug*

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This morning, went to Church. Again another battle with my faith. I'm really finding this awkward...Attending a Christian church when i'm not even that kind of christian. Why are we in a christian church, you say? Because we (my family) don't know where the Catholic church is, being new and all...and it's kinda awkward not to come with the people we're living with... aarrghh....this awkward feeling is so hard to get out of!

I'm not saying the service sucks. It's so much better even, with the "personal feel"...but i'm just not ready to switch to their faith. No offense to the other Christians here in Nutang. I'm really not very loud with my faith. But i love with all my ♥ and i'm not ashamed to tell!

I'm just really confused and disturbed and feeling real real awkward. (This is not, btw, my first entry about this topic.)

So there. I'm just gbribgiarngjnwaehowehf...in the middle.

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Middle-aged punk people aren't very nice to look at.

Middle-aged tomboys/ lesbians aren't very nice to look at, either.


Oh the things u learn in a bus...


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I've decided to e-marry ^{(possible accg to one Nutanger i forgot who...sorry. whoever u r, i'm still mentioning u :D)} my Nutang crush, without him knowing it! Bwahahhahaha



Oh, ♥

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Lol. I don't know. I just feel like blogging. This is what Nutang does to you. It makes your hands itch to bLog. Even when there's absolutely nothing to blog about.

edited a moduLe...thanX to randomjunk ...since i saw the stickam thing on her profile. :D & So i made one too! lol


REPS TO THE PREV ENTRY:
*le_jes: lol he's not any of the everyday-Nutangers. And he's from singapore. I can tell by the "la". Lol
*randomjunk: :DDD i luv to stalk people! bwahaha

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hi nutang!

that's it. i just wanna say hi.

:D


_{i am so fukking insane.}


REPS TO THE PREV ENTRY:

+sank: cool eh? sooo how do u define cool, oh cool guru? :D
+crochetmama: the English class guy? i don't like him anymore. lol I don't like to like him anymore. lol (And it's just one day!lol)

UPDATE:

i have a nutang crush! bwahahhahah ;p

ima go stalk him now. WAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHH

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If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

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School was good today... made conversation with people blablabla...almost did something really stupid during lunch...good thing i stopped myself. whew. I wouldn't tell what that stupid thing is coz it's really stupid and ... my sis even thinks that if i had really pushed through with that stupid idea, i would have been a complete idiot. No doubt about it. So there.

Made a new friend. Okei so my sis did the intro thing. This girl was her classmate in gym and surprise! She's Filipino too! And new too! New in school and new in Canada too just like us! :DDDDD

Hmm...opened my bank account today. lol $$$$$$

And when we got home, my sis and i almost exploded at the pressure - homework and stuff! I even forgot that i had homework in this particular subject. Gawd. Busy busy busy. Too busy. No smilies coz we're all busy. Can't wait for the thing to upload. lol Busy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Reps to the last comment coz i dunno if i can comment on blogs these days coz of the BUSY sked:

+Muffin-man: tenchu mucho!!! :DDDD
+Thaitanic/ Sank: lol i don't really care if i;m cool. I just need friends. :D
+randomjunk: Wow! u love killing sprees too!?! i do! GORE! bwahahhah >:DDD


alweiz,
fr0stbitten

p.s.
Oh yeah. There's this guy in EngLit...He's Filipino. He sits behind me (and then the seats got rearranged and now he's approximately 45 degrees to my right)...and he's reaLLy smart. Not nerdy. Smart. And he likes music. (Probably, coz i saw him in the lib and he was listening to his mp3/walkman/whatever)...................
lol If ur a teenager (or a has-been-a-teenager or even a wanna-be teenager), I think u kinda know what's next. :D
♥

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Am saving people as my friends and i don't care if they "dneirf" me back. It's my way of somforting myself about the whole high school thing. Lol

And don't stop me or i'll go into another one of my kiLling sprees!

_{~continuation of mah emo blog down therr~}

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