"The planets are not aligned!" Big Papa exclaimed as he bit off a chunk of his tomato and crushed the remaining into pulp and juicy goodness.

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I know my entries haven't been really the most exciting recently. To be honest, i guess it's downright depressing. Gee i wonder why lol.

I realised im not very good at juggling so many things at once. Not exactly sure how long i'll survive like that also. But my days have really been monotonous that i even feel sad coming home. I don't even mind staying back so late in my office anymore, almost become a habit, and i encourage my people to go home to get a life when i don't, or rather my work has become all the life i have.

Just paid off my phone bill from last month. Before i went to my unit, it was 20+. Now after one exercise, its 111.16 to be exact. Don't really want to whine, because there's just so much more i can say lol. Just want to find a way to change my life or at least feel worthwhile other than work... tom got exercise again, so screwed haven't even finish agora stuff and my exercise stuff... mad rush again, such a screwup

reading romantic comedies definately does not help my cause very much either...

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I realised i have this problem a little while back. I'd feel a weekend would be a waste if i didn't make a trip down to the city area. Even if i were to just walk around and not spend any money, somehow i'd feel my weekend would have been justified by being there for awhile, perhaps even better if i had company.

If i were to spend the whole weekend at home, i'd feel so lazy about myself feeling fat lol, and probably even too lazy to walk to buy lunch from the central.

Am i developing a disease for the city? Maybe sometimes we just want to feel that there's other lifeforms around us. Humans are just so lonely and needy creatures, well perhaps for me that is.

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I was sitting in doc's car today and he blasting his music with the windows down and all, good fun stuff. Then came along a song and he said it was he's breakup song.. which kinda got me thinking.. a breakup song's a pretty personal thing, kinda like how we always see in th emovies where they have a 'getting together' song. So i guess it would only be a natural transition to have a break up song as well.

Anyway, we seem to be able to fit a song for every of our individual occasion as well, songs that make us remember of specific time and places, of activities long past or present. Birthday songs, first crush song, moody song, happy song, melodramatic song, sad but happy song, songs that just want to make you rock your head from side to side and abandon your inhibitions.. fantastic.

oh well, my break up song was (still is) angels and demons by dishwalla (live piano edition). and yes it was on repeat for quite some time. what's yours?

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I imagined myself committing suicide yesterday. I was at the 25 level and i wondered what it would feel like just leaping off. I imagined if like they say how your life would run pass you, or how your heart would feel like jumping out much like a roller coaster ride, only except it'll be my last. For just one moment, i almost felt as though i had gone. But reality kicked in pretty quickly, i realised splut may just literally mean splut, unlike games. And probably i was too chicken to jump out anyway lol, so im quite safe.

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it just dawned on me when i was travelling home today.

I leave for work way earlier than my mother, i come back way later. I do my job to the best of my ability.. but why is it im still getting paid less than her?!

correction, why am i being paid less than what my office regulars are drawing?

is it because they are regulars? given that they work as hard or harder than me and are paid much more, does it mean i can work less harder because im paid much lesser than them? Then why the hell am i torturing myself! argh..

If anyone is going to complain about the amount i get, its because they need someone to pay for the lost equipment after the exercise.

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