Alright, first off, my nose isn't bothering me anymore. I took all day yesterday and did nothing, so I'm feeling better today. Anywho, I don't like mosquitoes cuz they bite. I don't like any kind of insect period, but mosquitoes bite and then I itch and it sucks. So I have this bite, but I'm not for sure if it was a mosquito that bit me. But the bite is on my stomach! And it itches, cuz the top that I have on ends right at where the bite is, so that's not exactly helping the ichyness. But anywho I don't have anything else to say. I just thought I'd inform you all of my hatred for insects in general and for the fact that I have a bug bite on my stomach. And that it itches.

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Due to the fact that its starting to get 'cooler' {its under 100, in Tucson thats cooler} my sinuses have been acting up. But only at night. About an hour or so before I'm about to go to bed, my nose gets all stopped up. And its that annoying stopped up, where you can usually breathe through one nostril but the other one is so clogged that it makes it feel all weird when you try to breathe. So I'm not very happy with my nose right now. My cough is coming back. Its been a while since I've had it. A little over a few months I guess. I've had this chronic since I was a baby. Something to do with a post nasal drip or some shit like that. Its where how when you sleep there's this flap thingy that keeps you from swallowing your snot and breathing in the mucus. Well there's something wrong with mine, so there's a slow drip of mucus that goes into my lungs and the cough comes from my body trying to break it up and get it out. It only comes every now and then, like every few months. And its not contageous. No one can get it. But for some reason no one seems to want to believe me. Whatever. All they have to do is talk to my mom. But anywho, the more I talk to this guy, the more I feel like there's a connection. I can't explain it, and I guess you would only understand if you've experienced it. When I was telling my mom about him and I was telling her about the way he makes me feel, she said that its understandable. When I asked her if she had ever felt that way, she said that the last person she felt that kind of connection with she spent the last 5 years with that person {my step-dad, RIP}. That kinda got me thinkin, but not too much. I mean how am I supposed to know if I'm even ever going to see this guy. That would be so, so nice though. To actually meet him in person. I don't want to think too much about it cuz I don't want to jynx it. Ya know? I mean okay, I had a dream about him last night and it was about us meeting up with one another. I'm not sure where, but we hung out for a while and then we just went back to my place and just cuddled {which is one of my favorite things to do} We were watching a movie, I think, but I don't remember which one. I was just so comfortable laying there with him. Knowing that he was close. I don't remember much else of the dream though. But alright I have a really long day ahead of me tomorrow. Friday's are always long, but since I'm opening, I'm gonna be there from 9:30 in the morning till about 8:00 or 8:30ish at night. But then I have two days off. So thats nice. Okay, I'll write again whenever.

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Okay, so this happened in the first like 15 minutes that I was at work. I wasn't even clocked in or ready to work but I got there early so that I could do something that I ended up not doing anyway. So anywho, I went outside to the patio with my manager so that he could smoke and we could talk. I guess since its been really humid out due to all the rain, there have been mosquitoes out. Its a fucking desert. There aren't supposed to be mosquitoes, but I guess they're just really weird. So there were a bunch of mosquitoes flying around biting my ankles. I can't seem to get rid of the bites. I finally think that I don't have any more bites, but no, I end up finding like 5 more. So yet again I'm waiting for them to start itching. Now about the pigeons. There are these pigeons that just chill out up in the awning rafters out on the patio. All they're good for is shitting on the ground. But anywho, Gary decided that he was sick of the pigeons just hanging around so he started to fuck with them. He got the hose and started spraying them. There were 4 pigeons hanging out and only 3 of them got away. The fourth one tried to fly away but I guess couldn't figure out how to get out from the awning. So Gary was just spraying him with the water and so the pigeon finally gave up. He just sat there in one spot and took it. After a minute Gary realized that the pigeon wasn't going anywhere so he stopped. He felt almost sorry for spraying it for so long. But he got over it almost right away. It was funny though. But alright, I don't really have anything else to write about so I'll write later.

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I found this site where I can talk about really personal things, private things, and its a site where everything is annonymous. I'm glad that I found it because there's some things that I think about and I don't tell anyone. That I don't want anyone to know about me because of the things that could follow. I mean I know that I can write some of my personal crap on here but there's things that are more private that I haven't told anyone at all. The Joey thing, although that could cause some drama {and kinda already has in the past} I've told someone. This though, not one single person knows. And I'm glad that no one does. It's about my past and I know that some people know about the past, but they don't know about the thoughts I have now. I know that if you're reading this that you're probably wondering what it is, but sorry.. I can't say. Anywho, I haven't talked to Thomas in a while. I guess he's been busy with Navy shit. And well, I'm talking to him now, but he seems to think that since he got laid that I'm gonna be really jealous and be angry with him. He's got it all wrong. I don't care. I'm not with him and I probably never will be. Besides he's on the other side of the country and there's nothing that we can do besides talk. Whatever. That's his choice to not tell me. And I'm not gonna force him. So, I don't really have anything else to say right now so I'll write later.

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Today was busy, so that meant that I was doing a lot of work. And since it was Joey managing I was doing most {and by most I mean like 99%} of the prep work. I was doing the kitchen orders, prep work and answer phones. Oh yeah and do the register. Then the one time we get a small break he has Jose finish up his shit and then sent him home. So this meant that not only was Joey not going to help with prep, but he'd have the excuse that he had to make pizzas. So what happens, we get busy again and Joey can't leave the pie area. Yet again, I'm working by myself in the back. But whatever. All I have to do is get through tomorrow. and then I have two days off to rest and do nothing. But until then, I still need to get through tomorrow. And since I don't know what time I'm getting out, I'm not looking to forward to it. I just hope that it's not too busy cuz I already know that I have too much prep to do. Whatever. Alright I am gonna be watching Dane Cook again, so I'll write another time. Besides I didn't really have anything else to talk about anyway.

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He just can't stop can he? Joey tried to convince me that since no one was at the store this morning we should 'take advantage of it'. I mean every time we do fool around we both end up saying that it'll never happen again, but somehow it always does. The last time it happened however, I don't remember saying that it wasn't going to happen again. So maybe it won't. I don't want to. The last, no ... everytime it happened I wanted to. I don't anymore. I just completely lost interest. And like the last few times I had said no, he kept bugging me about it till I just gave in. He sorta tried throughout the day, but it didn't work. I wouldn't be surprised if he brought it up again tomorrow. But whatever. It gives us something to talk and joke about and as long as I don't give in again I should be fine. Anywho, I need to work in the morning so I'll write again sooner or later.

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