I cried watching The Passion Of The Christ today. The first time I saw that movie I felt like I should've been more affected by it than I was. But watching it tonight made me really sad. For him to go through all of that for all of us in yet some people don't believe in him makes me even more sad.

School starts in a few hours. Yippee. Sarcasm. I'm just dreading going back to school. This Summer was fun.

I'll write more when I have something to say.

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mmk so I have another teacher that says mmk after every sentence. ugh. PE. surprisingly the class I have with a lot of people. I still have photography at the moment. Counselor and lots of people I don't even know but it's cool. I got to go into the dark room and it's so awesome. You have to like spin this door to get back there it's, i'm gonna say it, crazy cool. My teacher Mrs. Templeton is really cool too so is my English teacher Mr. Lencioni I think his name is. I have Geometry with Jackie yay! Our teacher is really dull though. Mrs. Meines seem ok. If I do switch classes I don't think she'll be my teacher though. My science teacher is ok. There's some crazy kids in that class though but I have it with a lot of people too. I miss last year though. I miss my class buddies and my other friends like meg and lin and becca and stuff. It was so fun but I don't have any classes with them which sucks. Whatever though I'll be fine. I tried to just sit quietly in class today though. Maybe because I was so tired and bored. At lunch though I was really hyper and couldn't stop talking. Blah. I don't know what else to say. No homework. Oh yeah I'm the only freshman in my photography class. Which is cool and crappy at the same time. I'm lucky to be in photography but I can wait for it cause I already planned to take it. I'm bored. Going to the soccer game later I think. Gotta cheer on Meg and company.

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My Revised Schedule

History Pre AP < don't know the teacher
Guitar < don't know the teacher
PE 9 Cole
Geometry 1 Volk
English 9 Pre AP Lencioni
Science 9 Pre Ap Riley
Advisory Meines

I'm not in a good mood right now. I just read some shit my brother wrote and it made me so sad. I can't believe he feels the way he does. It's all this Annie crap. One of these days I'm going to kick that girls ass. She just keeps stringing my brother along and if she gets mad he always thinks it's his fault when he hasn't done shit. She knows how he feels about her and even though she doesn't feel the same she still leads him on. She's over here like every night and it pisses me of to no end. I mean I've never seen my brother so happy but at the same time I've never seen him so sad. He would do anything for her. He's always buying her stuff and it's just getting so old. I want to talk about it with him but I can't. He'll just tell me to shutup. My brother and I don't talk about serious stuff we always goof off which I love because we used to just hate each other. I don't know I guess he should just learn from his mistakes but I don't know how much longer I can continue to stand by and watch. I need a hug. But of course I have nobody to give me one.

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don't hate me because i love the new simple plan song and that i'm going to buy that cd...they may get annoying but i still like them.

annies coming over again as usual.



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Todays Boring Events

I watched the All Grown Up special: Interview With A Campfire. I hate to say this but I was actually scared. There's this evil little kid named Bean and he turns out to be a ghost in the end but his eyes glow red from time to time and he has an evil grin. It was some scary shit. Then, at the end, they're watching their camp footage and it turns into like random scary images like in The Ring and the Bean guy comes on with his glowing red eyes and just ahhhh it scared me. I'm not one to usually get scared. Well I take that back I like to get scared that's why I love horror movies but I got scared from a cartoon and that makes me feel stupid.

My brother Kyle broke the light in the kitchen...another hilarious moment with my bro. I don't know what he was doing but I think he tried to hit it because the light was blinking and then one side of it came down. It was just hanging there. ahaha it was so funny cause he didn't know what to do and he had to leave for work so he just set one half on top of the fridge. lol. My brother and his stupidity. I love it. I'm one to talk though because I'm not better...breaking the blinds...heh heh...

My dog held me hostage and wouldn't stop licking my face. Seriously he put his paw on my forehead and then wouldn't leave me alone. It was fun at first cause I don't mind my dog licking my face but after a while it was grossing me out. STOP THE MADNESS. but no he didn't. Luckily my mom came home so he ran to the door.


I went to the store. I used to love going grocery shopping but I despise it now. At least going with my mother. But I got stuff to make my own pizza so that should be fun. Maybe some peoples should come over and help. I don't know. We shall see.

Tomorrows Boring Events Planned

Wake up around 8. Something I haven't done in at least 2 months.
Go to registration to get my schedule.
See if I have classes with my friends.
Call Redieta! and see what her classes are and then see if she'd like to see a movie or something.

Well I don't know the rest but that doesn't really matter.

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P.S. The ancorman picture in my gallery is my brothers buddy icon. I love it. And does anybody know why it puts the stupid / things in front of my apostraphes(spelling)?

My Schedule (Try number 2)

Photography 1 Templeton
History Reg. 1 Meines
PE 9 Cole
Geometry 1 Volk
English 9 Pre AP Lencioni
Science 9 Pre Ap Riley
Advisory Meines

wow. This year is going to be fun but kind of sucky. I have no classes with like anybody. I have the same period of PE with meg and next semester the same teacher too but that's about it with her. Then science I have with Eleanor and Allyson all that I know of right now. Photography. That's crazy because I wanted it but it wasn't one of the choices for Freshmen so to get that is really weird and rare. I'm happy but I don't know. I wanted to take ASL and that's what I signed up for as my elective but like no freshmen really got it. I want to switch to Pre AP history because I'm taking everything else Pre AP but if I do that it might switch everything around I don't know. I'm locker buddies with Rediet! I'm so happy cause I have no classes with her at the moment. She's going to try and switch to Pre AP history too so she'd probably have the same schedule as Megan. Then I'd at least have PE with her too. I haven't talked to a lot of people yet though so I don't know what they have but I don't know. My schedule's really weird. I really like it but at the same time it makes me angry! I just hope there's not a bunch of older kids in my photography class cause that would be weird. I still can't open my locker. I don't know what it is! Sometimes they like me and they'll open all easy but most of the time they hate me and won't let me open them. Grr.

I think I'm going to a movie tomorrow with Rediet. So that should be fun. And we still have to sign up for Intermediate tennis! ahh I hope it hasn't already started. Tennis at F-dub is no cut! woot woot! Ha now I'm really going to play. Oh yeah I saw Brian. Haha that was fun. I don't know what his schedule is though. I should've asked. His mom hasn't seen the picture of me flipping him off though so that's good. I thought she had that's why I was running away...then there was the time where I threw a snowcone at his white shirt...but it came out so she can't be angry with me. Anywoozle I'm bored and sick of typing. I wish I had my Geometry class on the computers damnit! Instead I have another damn book to add to the collection. I'm going to get lost on the first day. I have no idea where anything is.

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it's 2:07 AM and i just found this at purevolume. http://www.purevolume.com/atangosoundtrack
I don't know why but these people blow my mind. lol. and all they're doing is covering tbs songs but whoa it's just whoa. haha i'm weird. check them out it's really cool in my opinion.

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watching: Absolutely Nothing Because There's Crap On TV
mood: Bored
listening to: Stripped Down Hollywood

bloobedy bloop.

Ugh. The vmas. dumb. I turned it there for 2 seconds and saw Jessica Simpson singing and that was enough for me. I can't stand her when she sings I mean her voice is just .

I think I'm changing. Which is a good thing.

My mom hasn't done my laundry in a long time. If I need to wash my clothes then Ido it.

My belt is too big...

I've been cleaning... without being told to...miracle for me.

I'd rather hang out with my mom or watch a movie than be on the computer. The computer I've come to realize isn't as fun as I first thought it was. I usually just go to pure volume now and try and find new bands and songs to download when I'm online. And I sign off of aim.

High School starts on the 7th. During the beginning of summer I was scared for High School. I mean I'm just a freshman and that's a scary thing. Especially when F-Dub hates Freshmen. The middle of summer, I was more excited than nervous. I knew I was worrying over nothing just like I did before Junior High. Now, the end of summer, and I really don't give a shit. Ha, I just don't care anymore. Wipdedy doo high school. I'm not worried, I'm not excited, and I'm not nervous. I'm not anything. High School is just there and even if I don't have classes with all my friends I know I'll be fine.

My most favorite change though: The Sadness hasn't knocked on my door at all this summer. That makes me smile more than anyone could know. For once I'm not depressed or sad during the summer and I hope it stays that way.

I wish I had stairs so I could go stair sledding...just because I've been changing doesn't mean I can't have my very immature moments. And even though I feel I have been changing I still love my friends the same. They're the best.

To you guys the changes I've been going through may not be much, but to me they're a lot. And I feel better.

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whoa.

i just watched the butterfly effect. I honestly don't think i've ever seen a movie that's made me think so much. i mean i almost feel like crying right now. it's the weirdest feeling. that movie is so crazy i mean it's weird to think if you changed one thing that everything could be different. that everything could change. it really just freaked me out. and to finally realize you have to give up the thing you love the most just so everybody will be ok is so scary. wow i really would be crying right now if my mom wasn't around. i don't know why that movie effected me so much but it really did. i gosh i don't even know what to say.

on a less serious note, the kid who played ashton kutcher's 13 year old self was pretty hot.

nutang is finally back up and running. i hope it stays that way.

jeeze, i need to go in my room and think. it's odd to think that a movie could effect me so much.

i'll write later.

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^you gotta love that line. i do anyway. if my brother found out i've been listening to the mars volta he would shoot me. i hate him sometimes. he's so confusing. with some bands he won't give a shit if i like them and he does too but with other bands like the mars volta he would be like "you can't like them that makes them gay" and all this stupid stuff... grr i do like them though so he can kiss my ass. which are in a pair of black dickies right now i might add.

damn those pacsun bastards. i don't understand. i order some pants i should get my pants. BUT I DIDNT GET MY PANTS. grargh. i got my dickies pants, and my jeans, and my 3 shirts but that one pair of damn pants NO. gosh. i don't want to sound all whiney but it pisses me off. i need more patience.

congrats meg to making the soccer team. and congrats to brit too for makin jv volleyball.

i made another entry in my xanga. i only write about 4 sentences though when i actually do write so don't get angry. i love nutang.

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holy mother my drink just made a noise.

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