pixx =) need more pix... HOLLA! Links like crazy Xanga Birdy Bird-ay Maddox Poke the Penguin The New London Journal Zach I stalk Evan Insaniquarium!!! Helicopter Game Making Fiends Delphine Crane Group Hug Courtie's Pagie (Devotional Nonduality) Comrades Ajibalaji89 ¿broken_antler? canada-owns-you Chloefoxx dave dis1girl Dre*a friedweezil invisible Jay_Mestizo JustCallMeBinx le_battement monkeymeister Peaches peanutbutterjunkie simplicated_memory vintagexpink yourname Linked At ©JOHNNY DEPP© Where does a mother end, and a daughter begin? 7th Heaven I © Dumbo Julia Roberts Words I © POTC Michelle Branch Blogarama Stats

Need to write... Thursday. 1.22.04 10:14 am I found something out today... I'm a terrible liar. and I hate both the Ian's (mikulas and anderson) and brent!!! grrrrrrr!! (Not really though) i n s o o y a h: i wanna learn to break dance! jamiesato (auto-response): I want to learn to tap dance! =) i n s o o y a h: but its a dream i n s o o y a h: like urs jamiesato: lol jamiesato: i will.... jamiesato: one day i n s o o y a h: yay, lies! i n s o o y a h: havent heard a lie in a week i n s o o y a h: kakaka i n s o o y a h: are u watching the cosby show? i n s o o y a h: is that why u wnna tap dance? jamiesato: yup lol i n s o o y a h: LOL i n s o o y a h: thought so Comment! (0) | Recommend! My little *surprise* =/ Thursday. 1.22.04 8:38 pm Well. You all know how I want my mini-coop, right? Yeah. Well, today is Chinese New Year, and I come home to a desk with pamphlets and brochures and such all about...you guessed it, mini-coopers. So I'm like "whoa!" and am really getting into this. So my mom says, "Jamie, come out to the garage..." I say, "Hmmmm..." Well, I walk out. And guess what I find? ... My mom is fucking HOLDING a model mini-coop, and says,"Here's your mini-coop, now you can't say I never bought you one." Ohhhhhh man. I was SOO mad. I was like, "Wow mom, thanks!" but in my head I'm saying, "I hate you sooo bad right now." This is super frustrating. >.< Comment! (0) | Recommend! WOOOOOO! Wednesday. 1.21.04 4:13 pm Oh man. I am so ecstatic. Thrilled. Joyed. Tickled pink. Can you tell I'm happy? Here's why: I HAVE A C IN GEOMETRY!!!!! and I got a C+ on my Geometry final. woooo! So anyway. My other grades are (blehhhh) Hist- C TA- A French- B English- ? Geometry- C!! Weight Training- A (I think/hope) Bio- Incomplete I need to work some more on my Bio... Fletch is giving me some extra time to turn in more extra credit so I can have a B. And Mr. Robel hasn't quite finished entering his grades in yet. =/ Next semester will hopefully be better. Comment! (0) | Recommend! Religion is a Conspiracy. Monday. 1.19.04 8:21 pm Disclaimer: This is not meant to offend any of my fellow Christian, Jewish or (put religion here) friends out there. This is just my opinion on the matter. I think religion is the biggest conspiracy. Ok, the Greek had their Gods, as well as the Romans, the Native Americans and the Egyptians. So don’t shoot me for saying this, but I think all of these “Gods” and legends started off as stories for bored children. As time went by, and little kids progressed smarter, the adults made everything more believable by making sacrifices to these fabricated Gods, to keep kids out of trouble. As these sacrifices became more real, the people used this as means to control other people. I think religion is just another form of brainwashing, but the point behind the whole initiative deteriorated as time went on. So nobody really knows why there is God, other than the fact that He is someone to pray and worship to in times of need or boredom. Now that I think about it, religion is really just a piece of crap. So I’m sitting here, browsing the forums, and I come across this religious thread. Now person 1 is talking about Christianity and slaves and how they jumble together or something. (It confuses me after going back and re-reading it) So person 2 replies, and starts to ramble about if there was no religion, we would all be doomed, as we know it, we are not God’s slaves- we just perform for Him, and that religion is what keeps us alive-- Religion is the balance of life and death supposedly. What an idiot, go read a history book. Besides the Black Plague, it was religious differences that killed tens of thousands of people back in the day. I.e.- St. Bartholomew’s Day Massacre, the cancellation of Edict of Nantes, and the Holocaust. For crying out loud, if there were no such idea as religion, so many more people would be alive. Not dead. Okay, so now we have several different stories, each teaching children to kill other children who believe a different story. Nice going, God… you rock. So if there really were a God, with predestination in mind, why do innocent people die? See? There is no reasonable explanation. There is no way to prove we had lives before our present that carried sin in our blood. Even if there were, wouldn’t we be starting over? Instead of dying of cancer or some other incurable sickness God hasn’t yet created a cure for? So how come God could talk to people such as Joan of Arc back in the medieval times? Why did He make way for Moses? Now days, if people claim to be connected with God, or witnessed an ocean of water to separate at their will, they are claimed crazy. Lets take this all to the next step and follow person 1’s idea, God is real, but He’s a freaking slave driver. He wants everyone to do as He says, or else they die. Even within the people who do as He says, if He doesn’t like them, they’ll get a deadly disease that can’t be cured, and they die anyway. “Oh no! Don’t piss God off, or He’ll kill your cousin’s best friend’s brother’s sister in law’s secretary’s nephew, just because he’s ugly.” Oh, I forgot, God doesn’t kill. He commands other people to kill. “God sent me to kill this man, I swear under the oath of Eden!” I don’t like God. He’s an ass. Here comes a Courtland-style question: Is He really an ass? Or is this just a figment of your imagination? Shut up Courtland, of course he’s an ass. So let’s get back to my idea, God’s dead again, there’s no such thing, and religion of all sorts is a conspiracy. On to the Holy Bible, I’ve read about how throughout time, popes and priests changed words of the Bible, just because they didn’t like the way God thought, or wrote, or whatever. So even if there were such a creation as God and religion, no one would ever know the true meaning, because some jackass in the past decided to change the words around to suit his fancy. So maybe at one time, all of this religious business could’ve actually meant something. So knowing that head of churches changed the words of “God”, they have proved me right. The jackass’s of the past turned a reality into a conspiracy, just by switching the words of God into his own. Bravo Father Julius, bravo. Comment! (0) | Recommend! We Wear the Mask Sunday. 1.18.04 7:35 pm We Wear The Mask By Paul Laurence Dunbar We wear the mask that grins and lies, It hides our cheeks and shades our eyes- The debt we pay to human guile; With torn and bleeding hearts we smile, And mouth with myriad subtleties. Why should the world be over-wise, In counting all our tears and sighs? Nay, let them only see us, while We wear the mask. We smile, but, O Great Christ, our cries, To thee from tortured souls arise. We sing, but oh the clay is vile Beneath our feet, and long the mile; But let the world dream otherwise, We wear the mask! That's my favoritest poem ever. =) Comment! (0) | Recommend! I love this weekend. =D Saturday. 1.17.04 4:20 pm Ummm. It's been a good, long, lazy day. =D I love this weekend. Being responsibility free is great. FREEEEEDOM! Your soul is bound to the Rose Petals: The Wronged. "I've come undone and all hopes of mending me are gone because the pain took my soul. Can't you see? The only one who can put me back together again is me." The Rose Petals are associated with sorrow, reflection, and wisdom. They are governed by the goddess Persephone and their sign is The Teardrop, or Broken Love. As a Rose Petal, you are always self-reflective and may be hard on yourself. You probably have been hurt in the past by other people and can sometimes distance yourself, as a result. You don't usually let other get too close to you, but you are very good at mending your spirits back together by yourself. What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To? hmm.... Comment! (0) | Recommend! Page: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25