and by here i mean here i dallas. and i'm alive...i think. as i told jimmy yesterday, it's more like i'm on auto-pilot. i just kinda go through the motions of life. i think i'm suffering from withdrawl. like family withdrawl, friend withdrawl, im withdrawl, internet withdrawl, carb withdrawl, sleep withdrawl. yeah, all of that. but i am working and that helps. it keeps my mind busy and takes up most of my day. then i'm too tired to think about anything when i get done. i usually work 8 to 5or6ish. it makes for a long day, but at least i feel like i am doing real work. accounting is killer hard. and i'm actually pretty decent at math. there is just so much involved. but hey, no screaming kids. yay! so, i'll i can do is count the days until i get to go home. the night i got here, i called my mom and just started crying like there was no tomorrow. it was pretty bad. so the nshe called kevin and started crying and then he called me to make sure i was ok. it was just trauma for everyone. so i'm am going to try to update here at work on a regular basis, but i have no im until who knows when. so comment and i will talk to you! love you guys!

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bye you guys. i you and i'll miss you. ash, i'll see you in a couple weeks. pete, take good care of her. that's your job now. everyone else, i'll talk to ya'll later. for those who actually don't have it, my cell is 281.682.8579. and ash, don't forget to give harris that address. you guys rock my socks.

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well, i have to get up in five hours and i'm leaving in seven.
i can't stop the tears from forming in my eyes no matter how hard i try.
but i will not cry. no. not yet.
everything is just about ready to go.
mostly all i have to do is load up the truck and my car.
i have $9, some burned cds, and a few sorry looking stuffed animals.
it shouldn't take too long. it's time for me to go.

I'll leave one more entry tomorrow morning,
sometime between 8 and 10, i suppose.
then i don't know when i will be able to come back.
my nutang and i will have to part for a while.

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teehee. i love being lazy. there are about i million things i should be doing right, but my dad has run away with my car so i can't do about half of it. and the other half is boring and overwhelming. so i sit here an nutang. cause afterall, i don't know how long it will tak me to get the comp set up after i leave. i mean, if nathan's line is still all plugged in, and grandpa is still paying for it, i am good. but if not, i don't really know what i will do. man, i still can't believe this is my last night here. tomorrow i will be in dallas sleeping on the most comfortable bed in the world in an alomst empty huge house. it's strange and sad. i have only been in that house like twice without it being filled with about twenty other people. but hey. it'll be lots of time to work and work out and hang out with kev, lindsey, ryan, nathan and jenny. man, i am trying so hard to be an optimist about all this and even my dad was making fun of me for it. tis a sad day for me.

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well, ash got me the coolest thing ever today. you see, i have always wanted a box of that magnetic poetry stuff, but it was always too expensive for me to just shell out the cash. i would rather waste my money on something less useful. well, tonight as we were in barnes and noble, we found the magnetic poetry. and lo and behold, there was a box of erotic magnetic poetry (ok, several boxes, what'sya point). so, she bought it for me. or rather gave me the money to buy it for myself cause ashley doesn't buy things for herself. she gives the money to someone else so that they can pay. although, the most recent claim is that she is only inept while i am around. but anyway, that was the happy story of the day. also, i took tiffany and jenn to see the chronicles of riddick. i personally liked it. it at least entertained me for a while. no amazing script or special effects matrix style or anything, just pure entertainment. and who doesn't love a funny, ironic ending? and then i took them to denny's where we enjoyed totally awesome oreo thingies. yumm. then i went out with pete and ash. we stopped to visit david cause the poor thing works the most awful hours. then we went on escapades to b&n and wally world. and at wally world we spent a really long time looking at hair junk while pete laughed at us. and then we ran into monica, of whom i haven't seen in a good couple of months. that was cool. maybe i'll call her lata. maybe. and now i am home all happy and aggravated at the same, but it's all good cause i say so. that's how i feel right now. yup, all at the same time. i can't wait until monday. or better yet, august. teehee, erotic magnets, me and clair. what a great combination! nonono, what i really can't wait for is vegas. just me and ash and hot sex for a week. now that is what i call vacation!

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You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.


Aphrodite/Eros


Your Heart is Red


-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


Faerie:
Faeries are sweet loving beings who love to help
people. They are not held back by reality and
love to dream and fly around. You probably are
very creative and although not the most popular
person in the world you are probably loved by
many for your sweet caring personality.


You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.



i have to say, these so quite amuse me. i mean. look at those awswers. haha. ashley you have amused me for the moment.

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