each of us have our own interest.. some stick to it till old age; some changes interest as the trend changes; some just can't seem to find one that will capture their attention for long...

as for me, i belong to the third category... i am interested in few areas such as movie, music, anime, sports and books... but it depends on my mood... when there's a good anime, i'll stick myself in front of the PC from the first episode till the last~~ that works as well with drama series.. :P

with ceramics class, i was quite keen at first... i would be able to make forms... but today, i was out of it... i could not make it right at all~~ so it got me thinking about what i really like and whether i give up too easily..

what's your interest and do you keep pursuing it??

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today is my mami's birthday... middle of the year, middle of the month... hehehe.. that's how she taught me to remember... i still remember her disappointed face when i asked her birthdate... i think i was 8 years old?

it does feel good to talk to my mami... my sulkiness for the past week was washed away with one phone call... my heart felt so much lighter now... the funny thing about our phone conversation is the farewell part... mami will always remind me to drink more milk, do jumping exercise in hope that i'll grow another 2 or 3 inches though i'm already 22 and it's kinda impossible for me to grow taller unless i wear high heels, drink more water, and ask whether i have enough money to spent...

my mami is so sweet... i find that as i mature (I REFUSE TO SAY GROW OLDER), conversations with her are getting easier and friendlier... though she has her bad temper and really loose connection with the world (in certain areas).. she's still my mami that i miss dearly...

happy happy birthday, mami dearest~~

p.s.: papi, don't be jealous... :P

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today is just like any other day...

MORNING: the annoying buzz of alarm clock.. the enormous effort to peel myself off the bed.. dressing up in half awake mode... walking to the art studio with an empty stomach..

NOON: praying that my "masterpieces" would not have cracks.. struggling to make pottery forms; be it bowl, plates, bottle or whatever.. feeling of being a loser crawls up my spine as i struggle..

EVENING: lone walk back home with sense of failure.. planning of the next day's routine.. and maybe wondering what dinner is waiting for me at home..

NIGHT: ponder on the question of to call or not to call you...

and it goes on...

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saturday.... was like a breeze... the time passed by like a whiz...

BUT!!

sunday... a picnic at itasca state park... walked across missisippi river... guess everyone will believe me... hehehe... nature is really amazing.. a small stream leads to an ocean.. a trail leads to the mountain peak.. rocks leads to route for rock climber.. wind leads to energy for human... i always feel small when i'm surrounded with nature.. and excited to explore the fun that nature has...

i just love the green and blue in summer.. like they say... don't fall in love in summer~~ the nature's beauty makes everything beautiful.. :P

wish you were here..

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in life, we hesitate often when asked to make decisions...

should i move to a new town?

should i accept this job?

should i say this to him/ her?

should i buy this product?

should i hold back or confront that person?

should i be friendly in a new class?

should i go out or stay home?

and the list goes on...

how do we make choices? do we only think of ourselves or others or both? so hard.. headache...

guess the best thing to do is decide choices that you want.. and be happy..

what am i blogging??

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yesterday.. i cycled half of lake bemidji with a gal friend of mine.. it was a beautiful day... but to reduce chance of skin cancer, i did splat on banana boat sunscreen~~
it was a nice ride as there were bike routes along the road.. so no worries of getting hit by cars~~ it would be a perfect ride.. if the bike seat is comfortable~~ now i have arse sore~~~

today.. i explored the trail beside the lake after working in the art studio... it was a peaceful moment.. sounds of waves against the bank.. my own singing of tunes.. enjoying the sun and cool breeze.. it was a walk to calm my mind and to motivate myself to take it easy with the ceramics class..

i wondered how it would be if it was with you instead.. cycling with you.. walking the trail with you.. lately, i noticed that i have not been laughing or feeling happy like i was when i'm with you.. the absence of you is strongly felt.. yet the thought of you makes me smile..

just want you to know that although our future is foggy, let us create memories and enjoy the present moments..

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