Since the holidays are pretty much over {and the falling snowflakes were getting on my nerves} I changed my background to something that suits me better.

My username is Blackfire, and since I don't think they actually have 'black' fire, regular fire will do. This is also the same background I have on my myspace page.


I've always been fascinated by fire. My dad was a firefighter for the greater part of his life, and I think that's what got me so into it. The tattoo design that I have drawn up to memorialize him is the fireman's cross {the cross with the things in it from the Fire Department he volunteered for in New York} with a sweet ass flame design behind it. Its going to cover most of my shoulder blade. I can't wait till I actually have it, but due to its size and detail, it'll cost quite a bit.

Anywho, I mentioned in another entry under another name that I got this candle from Jean and Steve. Well, this candle looks like just an ordinary, round candle. And it is, however, the scent is absolutely amazing. Its Jasmine and Pear, which is a unique combination. But it smells wonderful. I haven't lit the candle yet {so according to my mom its not really a candle yet}, but it still gives off this aroma. I keep picking it up and sniffing it.

I think this candle is the reason my book-related dreams are occuring. Whenever I was reading Twilight and New Moon, this candle's scent would drift over. Everytime I smell it now, apparently its triggering the memory from whatever part of the book I was reading at the time. I don't mind, but I do believe I found the reason behind the dreams. And if its not the reason then I have no clue; maybe I'm just that weird.

Alright, I think I'm done. I'm going to finish my wings left over from last night's Buffalo Wild Wings dinner, and probably watch some TV or play some games on the net. I'll write again whenever.

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I also realized that I haven't put anything under this name in even longer than the other.

I've gotten the tattoo, as you all have probably read about under LostSoul13. Its healing nicely. I still have to put lotion on it a few times a day, just to keep the skin from drying out, but other than that, its doing just fine.

I will be going in a month or so to get the heart touched up. I want it to be darker. The rest of the tattoo is fine.

I'm on vacation right now. In Las Vegas, though since I'm not 21 quite yet, I don't have the luxury of wandering the casinos as I please.

Christmas is tomorrow. I still haven't finished shopping. Oh well.

There's not really a whole lot to report that I haven't already stated in my other names. If you're curious, just go to either Bug or LostSoul13 {which is the one I use most of the time}.

Alright, I'm done on here for now. I'll write again whenever I feel up to it.

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I decided on the design with the outlines. That's the one I had originally gone with and that's the one that everyone pointed out as the better one. I am getting it done Saturday night at 8pm. I seriously can't wait. Especially now that the appointment has been made.

This week is going to be a busy and hectic week for me. I'm not looking forward to it.

On my other name {bug} I have decided to start putting shtuff in my reading room. I'm taking all the Myspace surveys that I feel like doing and putting them in there. This was I can do them all I want and my Myspace friends won't think I'm weird for doing all of their surveys.

That's it for the night. I'll write another post whenever I feel up to it.

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These are very simple, very shitty sketches I did of my next tattoo. They are the same thing only one with outlines and one without. I don't know which one I should get cuz I like both. So do I get the one with the outline or without the outline?



Its not the entire tattoo. I'm going to have some sort of nice script above and below reading "Life May End..." "But Love Is Forever"

I just need to figure out which design I should get.

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1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
'amaze: v. fill with surprise or wonder {haha its a dictionary that's closest to me, I dunno why}

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
uhm, the wall

3: What was the last thing you watched on TV?
Steven's Untitled Rock Show

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:
6 ish

5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?:
5:59pm {I sort of cheated, I looked at my phone like ten minutes ago}

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
uh, silence? I have music playing on the comp, that's it

7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?
Earlier today, I went to McDonald's to get the shake I've been craving

8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
my Myspace page

9: What are you wearing?
a Foamy the Squirrel t-shirt and Woodstock {from Charlie Brown} pajama shorts

10: Did you dream last night?
sure, but I don't remember what about

11: When did you last laugh?
a couple seconds ago; I made my IM icon make a funny noise and it made me laugh

12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?:
on one wall: my blacklight, a fuzzy poster {one that you color yourself} that says peace and my tassels; on another wall: another cool lookin fuzzy poster

13: Seen anything weird lately?:
no? unless you consider the Ink Blot themed music video for Crazy that Gnarles Barkley does weird.

14: What do you think of this quiz?:
I'm bored so its giving me something to do

15: What is the last film you saw?:
Happy Feet!

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?:
a car to get me the hell out of this God forsaken state

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
I like smilie faces

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?:
I'd excecute George Bush

19: Do you like to dance?:
sure, but I'm not very good at it

20: George Bush:
refer to number 18

21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?:
Desirae Nicole

21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?:
Dyre Scott

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?:
sure why the hell not, but I dunno how long I'd stay

23: Will you pass on this survey?:
I seem to be considering I'm filling it out, don't I?

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I felt that I should get a new background, so after many trials and errors, I decided on the falling snow. It goes well with the stuff I have, I like snow and it also goes along with the time of year. Its also similar to Bug's page {as we are one and the same} so it works. {However I changed Bug's background for the holidays. It'll most likely go back to the bubbles after the New Year.}

Today, being Saturday, is my day to do nothing but laundry. I have no other plans. I don't even think I'm going to text Lance and see what he's up to. If I see him today, then I see him. If I don't, then I don't. I'll see him again sooner or later; hopefully sooner than later. I also need to call Katie later on, but that doesn't involve any effort.

Its warming up again. Its getting up close to 70 if not over by a couple degrees. So its comfortable. Except the sun; it makes it feel warmer than it actually is. At night it still gets down into the 30s or 40s, but then it gets back up into the higher temps during the day. Its crazy how it can rise and fall 30 degrees within such a short period of time. But I guess that's how weather works.

Uhm, what's new? Oh, I'm all bruised up. I have a bruise on my wrist {my right one, go figure} from a couple weeks ago when I hit it hard up against the edge of a metal prep table. I have two bruises on my left elbow cuz Joey thought it didn't hurt if you hit someone on the elbow with the handle of an 8 inch screwdriver. Afterwards, he decided to hit himself and was all like 'ow, that really does hurt'. Dumbass! And then I have a giant bruise on my right knee cuz on Wednesday I slipped and fell coming out of the walk-in and all my weight landed on that one knee. My entire knee is bruised up. And it hurts. I keep forgetting about it and I keep kneeling on it and hitting it up against stuff. I'm sure it'll eventually stop hurting and go away. But who knows how long that'll take.

Anywho, I have the whole day to rest and I'm going to do so. I'm out of stuff to say for now so I'll write again whenever.

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