MC again tmr.
bah. just my luck to fall really sick before the exams
._.
so i didn't study today
and so tmr will be worse cos i gotta mug harder to make up for time loss
stupid SS
STUPID GEOG
STUPID MATH

urgHHhhhh

and i do realise the number of days of sch i am missing
but i can't help it!
(i also love it:D)

and murphy said sth really really lame tday
i was just saying i want MC on thursday to pon the papers

and he was like. 'ok, i go your house on thursday lor.'
i was like '?!!!!!!'

and then he was like. 'M(urphy) C(hua). you want mc what'

URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SO LAMEEEEEEEE

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okay i know it's still that bad habit alright alright i get it
(i'm just nagging myself :D)

anyway i just kinda wna lament how horrible mid years are ruining me!
after this, i think it's gonna be a marathon against time unless i plan to flunk my humanities & maths haha [:

hopefully i'll be able to pass sciences with ease.

okay anyway..
it's kinda disappointing how some people really don't understand me. -sighs
yes you! haha. no la. i'm just joking. just some people out there.
it's amazing because.. i thought you people knew me better than that!
guess i'm not that easy to understand after all [:

and it's kinda heartwarming to know how some people are always there (:
and kinda sad to know that some are really fair-weathered, after all.

i'm just being the emo-bitch i haven't really been for quite a while. ignore me please, my good friend is arriving soon in roughly six days. [:

i really, really can't wait for o levels to be over. be it for selfish reasons, or for merely pleasure, (not in a sick way, of course) but i really, really can't wait for it to be over. save me from this studying abyss, please. wow! that even ryhmes. :D

i realise i have many many smileys today! must be the food in my yummy tummy. 've been eating a lot lately. o_O goodness! must be the influence of food ambassadors. [:

i actually had sth to say.. but i realised i shouldn't say it afterall! [:
alright. off to bathe and perhaps meditate (HAHA) and should be starting on my work soon. i hope?

hope everyone's happy and fine! woOh goodbye! til saturday [: (i hope my willpower allows me to :D)

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my room is so messy i can't even stand it. i shall upload the photo tmr just to prove it to you. lol. and the problem is, i can't be bothered to make it neater!!!! -.-


and i have two letters to describe my midyears.

GG.

HAHAHAHAHA.
whatever la. i'm damn pekchek cos i don't know how to do simple sums. rawrrrrrr and i haven't started on my humanities? this is bad bad bad o_O and here i am using the com? zZzZzz

AND anyway just now we went to yaoan's house trying to studi
oops please underline TRY :D
errrr, we ate, and ate, and ate, and ate and ate and ate (and bridged, oops!)
thanks to the two food ambassadors haha
but the soup was goood
so were the sausages
and the chicken
and the fish
and the iceeeee cream :D
and the watermelon
and the crispy thing altho i didn't eat

HIS HOUSE IS LIKE A HAVEN
and now my stomach's feeling damn queasy

ANYWAY i ate sushi for dinner
I THINK IM AMAZING :O

and the worstest worstest thing of today
is that i haven't finished my chinese file and i think im going to die.
homework only? you might say
but it's 4 TENGQINGS
THINK AGAIN!

and yin yin wen wen! i hope it was alright:D

i'm so easily annoyed today o_O
i don't know why!
anD anD anD!

gOodbye my friends :D
so much for my want to KICK THIS ADDICTION ! :(

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HII i know i shouldn't be online but..
i can't help it laaa but i'm trying very hard to curb this addiction already okay! :D
anywayy..

i'm just here to announce some stuffs!
yaoan told me to spread that 313 people all stay behind on monday, at sac to discuss chalet stuff :D

and.. we haf studi grp tmr so all interested can meet us tmrr! :DD

good day to all!
shopping at popular tmr HAHAHA [: finally can buy some stationary!
and i can BuYyYy french curve yayy :D

and yin yin wen wen :(
SORRY i can't find anyone to goooo with me :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
BUT YOU'LL BE ABLE TO HEAR MY LAUGHTER FROM LAKESIDE

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by Lois McNay
We Are Not a Sub-species

The worst thing about being a teenager is the word 'teenager'. Being a teenager doesn't feel any different to being a normal person. I don't seem to be undergoing under any emotional traumas, or identity crises- I must be letting somebody down. The word teenager prevents some people from treating dolescents as young adults; in their eyes we become a kind of sub-species.

My sixth form used to be regualrly visited by various speakers. One week the local insurance man came. In an unfortunate effort to obtain group participation and yet remain in control of the talk, he treated 200 intelligent 18-year-olds like a load of morons. Smiling benignly, he said: 'Now what do we find under roads?' The answers he received- worms, moles and dead insurance men- were not what he was looking for. Actually it was pipelines. Ask a stupid question! The point is, that man would not have spoken to adults in the same way, so why to teenagers? If you treat people like idiots, they act like idiots.

There might not be that much difference between a 34-year-old and a 38-year-old, but there's a hell of a lot of difference between a 14-year-old and a 18-year-old. When I was 13, I thought being in the fifth year was the ultimate in maturity: I could wear a nacy jumper instead of the putrid regulation royal blue. Now at the wordly age of 18, 16 seems a mere nothing.

The word teenager is misleading because it leads to generalizations and it is so derogatory. For many adults there is no such thing as a teenager who doesn't like discos- if you happen not to, as many teenagers don't- they label you as an awkward, antisocial adolescent.

For a short time I was a waitress in a restaurant. The average age of the staff was 19, that of the clientele about 40. We, the stagg, used to watched amused and slightly disgusted as overweight middle-aged swingers, who in the light of the day would claim that discos were a load of teenage nonsense, jerked violently around to the latest hits- as they say. (They were either dancing or having heart attacks- I couldn't quite tell). If, in the eyes of adults, 'teenage culture' is such a contemptible thing, why, given the oppurtunity do they throw themselves into it with so much enthusiasm and a lot less style?

I may be cynical, but I think it is partly due to jealousy. Some adults patronize teenagers because they are envious of their youth and because the respect they don't get from their peers they demand from their juniors. Even on the lofty level of our local tennis club, this type of jealousy rears its head, or rather, swings its racket. If we were to put forward our strongest women's team, it would consist entirely of teengae girls. Of course, this never happens. The elder woman play by virtue of their age, not skill. After all, teenage girls don't count as women.

It always seem like sour grapes to me, when i say something predicatable like 'I won't get married', adults smile knowingly and say equally as predictably 'you'll soon change'. Whether they believe I'll change of not, doesn't matter, what they don't like is that I'm indirectly criticizing their way of life. Also I'm enjoying a freedom of opinion and expression which they never had. What their 'you'll soon change' actually means is: 'shut up you stupid girl, you don't know what you're talking about. We know best'. I don't think you would find such narrow mindedness in an adolescent.

If there is such a thing as a teengaer, it refers to a state of mind and not a particular age range. At 20, you don't automatically become an adult beacuse you've dropped the 'teen' in your age. Unfortunately 'teengaer' has come to connote things like selfishness, irresponsibility, and arrogance. This means there are a lot of adults around who are still teenage. Equally, if maturity is measure by attributes, such as compaasion and tolerance, and not merely the number of years you've totted up, then there are a lot of adult teenagers around.

I would like the word 'teenager' to be banned, but i suppose that will never happen, as a lot of people would stop making a lot of money.

(i personally think this article is quite interesting, and anyway it took me 10 mins to type so if there are any typos, sorry eh! hahas [: if you don't like it, too bad lorrrr. :D)

my goodness i should stop coming online:O)
OHHH WELLLLSSSSSSS :D:D:D:D

wooHooOOoOOOoOOOoo
i'm dying of illness
i tell you
the worst thing on earth is to fall sick
and not being able to eat your favourite chocolates
:(

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i'm getting sicker and sicker by day
VERY VERY SICK
and i know i'm breaking my resolution
but errr, benefits of the sick?
anyway i dont know whther i shld skip sch tmr..
so many impT lessons tmr!
yawn

wrote a bunch of bullshit today for all my lang papers
so going to die -.- esp english
i can't believe i talked so much crap

andi wanted to type out a nic article for everyonE to read
but im realli tired and i think im realli dying
what great luck, falling sick right before exams
dammit

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