I sometimes hate my mother

I hate how she restricts me from life
I hate how it seems like she is making up excuses using religion as the main focus
I hate the religion
I hate how it doesn't make sense
I hate how it's fuckin gay
I hate how I can't do shit because of it
I hate how I can't live my life to the fullest because of that
I hate how I can't really have a boyfriend or actually hang out with a guy
I hate how I have to lie to my mother so I can actually do that kinds of stuff
I hate how I can't sleep over at my best friends house because of stupid shit
I hate how my parents are over protective
I hate how mother is limiting my fuckin education just because she want's me near
I hate how she thinks I'm still a baby
I hate how she laughs at me when I tell her my dreams in life
I hate my father for being a little dick fuck
I hate my father for being fuckin emotional
I hate my father for being a fuckin douche
I hate my father for screwing a lot of things
I hate secrets that envolve my family
I hate not knowing this shit

I just hate.

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So um Spring break isn't what I expected.

I haven't gone anywhere. I've been working most of the time.

Ive meet a new guy :D he is fuckin great.

So my birthday is coming up soon. Im not going to tell anyone that is close to me when my birthday is. I want to see how many people actually remeber.
BAHAHAA


dicks.

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Two of my good friends died last night.
I will miss them.
Everybody will.

RIP Matt Miller and Preston Gillespie.

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I can't go to sleep.
Ive tried.
Its driving me insane.

I need to fix this sleeping habit because of school.

Eid is tomorrow.OH joy.
Father is being a douche about it.
He wants us with him so we wont be with mothers family.
Fuck him I'm going to hang out with them.

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watching: VH1
listening to: Placebo.
mood: Alright.

Today was my brothers birthday
I think it was a shite birthday and it wasnt even mine
We went all over town looking for DS lite but seriously? christmas is in 2 days what do we expect?
He is very upset he didnt get it. We told him after christmas we will get him one.
Father came to take us out to dinner.
Mother wasnt gonna come but last minute she did.
Tension thats all I would have to say.


My cousin is being a bitch. Im not gonna appologize. I dont give a fuck anymore.

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Father has left us.
Threating to kill my uncle.
Mother stoped making dinner, crying everyday now.
I cant comfort her. I just cant. Ive tried.
People are being bitches.
They wont understand the situation.
They think they do but the dont honestly.
I believe this is just gonna fuck up my familys life.
I dont know what to do.
Mother wants to run away. But thats just gonna make the situation worse.
So far only one person has comfort me. I thank God for him.
I just dont know what to do.

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