ugh .. wanna kno y.. cuz im sooooo tired!! n not jus sleepy tired.. but tired of everything else.. ryan! school!
freshman friday! that the seniorz jus dont seem to be ready for.. stupid bastardz!!

just go die!

on a much happier note.. i went to the beth. fair on friday wit brenna.. then she slept over.. she said her mom said she could but i think it waz cuz we jus didnt wanna bring her home.. lol... mii lil 6th grade friend laura slept over too.. shez awesome lol .. she jus got a guitar.. n her lil friend mike keptz askin me if i can skateboard yet..WHICH I CANT! but ill get billy and his hot friendz to teach me ;)

@ the fair steph called me while i waz on a ride.. lava waz wit me n she goes who the fuck is calling u now! but it waz a great night cuz i spent it wit mii girlz and go mii mind off ryan..
julie runz over to me n is like "shana come buy a smoothie wit me" soo we all got them.. the good shyt! lol..

todai, saturday.. i had mii cuzin joeyz bday party.. mi cuzin lauren n i watched a night @ the roxbury.. mii aunt lovez that move.. funni shyt..
AAMMEELIOOOO!!!
(lol for those who have seen it)

tomorrow.. mii great aunt from germany is coming over.. but she doesnt relle speak english n all mii italian relativez are coming over soo i think im jus gonna smile and nod

brenna informed me b4 the fair, after reading mii keychain that sayz "im not as innocent as i look", that i dont look innocent @ all.. that i can if i try but not while im wearing all black..hmm

dan is ryanz lil bro.. n me n him.. uh..? flirted? would u say that dan? .. cuz holding handz.. yeah..
N ITZ NOT CHEATING CUZ RYAN DOESNT CARE SOO HE ISNT GONNA KILL U!

jeez now waznt that fun.. kelly is a wonderful friend lol.. n katie, is she jealous that i talked to marc? that worried me.. i wont steal him.. hez too in love wit her ne wayz..

screw homework!! i hava world civ project and english shyt.. n stupid biology that i have no idea what the test will b on.. but w.e SCREW IT ALL...

i am soo sleep deprived.. i havent slept in nightz.. 6o'clock in the morning is too early to wake up.. n gettin home @ 3 .. thatz insane!! ugh! bedtime for me.. cuz otherwise i will b dead tomorrow.. dead on mii feet..

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last night waz the town carnival.. itz tonight too and im going again...

ryan being in mii study meanz i can talk to him, soo i did.. n he went away for labor day weekend soo he isnt home and didnt go last night..

brenz picked me up @ 6:30, me wearing mii wonderful Aerosmith shirt from florida n her rentz asked me to sing an aerosmith song hehe.. we meet steph and marissa @ the gate to the carnival..

marc, katiez uh.. guyfriend? hehe told me he might go n we ended up seeing him.. where i hadda babysit him for katie.. cuz otherwise he would get lost, and i ended up walkin around linking armz wit him...a lot of ppl asked if we were going owt..it got mii mind off ryan

i saw a bunch of mii old 6th grade friendz, 7th graderz now.. and dan, ryanz lil bro, there werent ne hot guyz relle.. this senior, john, i used to like.. waz lookin @ me n marc walkin together..

marc if u read this.. jus want to tell u.. ur relle sweet and katie is relle lucky that ur in love wit her lol..

a bunch of ppl were smoking... STUPID STUPID PPL.. it onli makez u die faster n it waz cool in the 80's... i dont think i've seen ne "ghetto" ppl smoke.. soo if ur trying to b ghetto.. DONT SMOKE.. dont smoke ne wayZ!! jeez!

tara is lisa frank.. i love pissing that posse off! they are hilarious to mess wit..n marc, trying to remember pplz namez...oh n steve waz there!! i hugged him like twice.. i miss that kid soo much hehe

soo wen we left mii anklez were a bloody mess.. and mii vanz have blood on the inside.. stupid short sockz! ugh! well i felt relle bad @ the end of the night, missing ryan and shyt...

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i started high school!! yesterday actually..

IT SUCKED MAJOR ASS!!

~onli good partz are mii geom. teacher is awesome and ryan is in mii lunch, study, and gym classes!! yay!!

todai being onli the second day i havent met a lotta ppl yet but it will sure be an interesting year.. i hadd buy 5 binderz! and staplez waz hell.. everyone from school waz there.. everywhere i turned i knew someone!! jeez it scared me

mii locker doesnt lock.. and band suckz... but w.e.. ill live.. n i cant orginize what i need to bring home n what i dont.. but w.e.. next week it will all get better.. world civ teacher kicks ass too..

i relle wanna go to the prom wit ryan.. but y should i be worried about that now.. itz not for a few more monthz!

ugh!

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Have you ever...
[ ] been drunk.
[ ] smoked pot.
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[ ] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[x] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[ ] been in a fist fight.
[ ] had sex. (well. define "sex".)
[ ] had a threesome - kissing or otherwise (um, it was spin the bottle, okay? kissing, NOT otherwise.)
[ ] snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ] been arrested.
[ ] made out with a stranger.
[ ] stole something from your job.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] went on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[x] been to europe.
[ ] skipped school.
[ ] thrown up from drinking.
[x] lost your sibling. (yup. too bad we found him afterwards. ;_;)
[x] played 'clue'.
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] went ice skating.
[ ] dropped x. (umm ... what?)
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf. (neverrrr.)
[x] been cheated on.
[ ] had a sweet sixteen.
[ ] had a quinceanera.
[ ] had a car.
[x] drove/driven

Do you...
[ ] have a bf OR gf.
[x] have a crush.
[x] feel loved. (XD)
[ ] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy.
[ ] hate yourself.
[ ] think youre attractive. (um. no.)
[ ] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[x] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to soul
[ ] listen to techno.
[ ] listen to reggae.
[x] paint your nails.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[x] get good grades.
[x] play an instrument.
[x] have slippers.
[ ] wear boxers. (boxer briefs. ;D)
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[x] like the color yellow.
[ ] cyber. Haha.. onli a few x’z
[ ] claim.
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[x] have long hair.
[ ] have short hair.
[ ] have a cell phone.
[x] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.

Are you...
[x] ugly.
[x] pretty.
[x] ok.
[x] bored.
[x] happy.
[ ] bilingual.
[x] white.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[ ] asian.
[ ] short.
[x] tall.
[ ] grounded.
[ ] sick.
[x] a virgin. (well, actually it depends.)
[x] lazy.
[x] single.
[ ] taken.
[ ] looking.
[x] not looking. Already found him I jus havta get him..
[x] talking to someone.
[x] IMing someone.
[ ] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[x] sleepy.
[ ] annoyed.
[x] hungry.
[ ] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[x] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[ ] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish. (haha. YES.)
[x] listening to music.
[ ] homophobic.
[ ] racist.


well orientation is tonight.!! finallly.. but idk how itz gonna go.. hmm.. makez me anxious
i love meeting new ppl.. hehe

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did u ever here that preppy radio comercial where the chick talkz about her new school clothez she wantz and the momz lik letz jus got to bobz.. soo annoying! i almost shot the damn radio...

Well, im back.. n it suckz.. i thought i would b happier cuz the vaca sucked ne wayz .. but blah school startz wednesday.. oh n im hungry..
WE HAVE NO FOOD IN MII HOUSE!!! ugh!!

brenz is like "Call me wen u get back" But she aint home!! hello!! well i calld soo gigabytt me...

we got back @ 3 in the morning and went right to bed.. well i did.. mii stupid 'rentz unloaded the car.. tell me the point plz.. i mean the shyt waznt going ne where u could have waited until morning

i finally saw all the lord of the ringz.. orlando bloom is a heartthrob wit blonde hair.. and viggo ... omq! *sighz dramatically* yummi..

down in disney i spent $375 and hit all the "scary" ridez.. rockin rollercoaster starring aerosmith kickd major ass!! n tower of terror.. onli 2 relle scary onez i guess.. i didnt scream tho.. fun shyt.. i got a cd!! yay for onli $5.99 and an xbox game for onli $9.99..

i relle should b doing biology work now.. but im hungry.. soo herez mii schedule for those who care and i am owt.. stephh!! i cant believe we have no classes together!! grr

English
Geometry
World Civics
Band
Study
Lunch
Biology
P.E. or Comp Ap.
Spanish2

hasta amigos...

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watching: queer eye for the straight guy!
listening to: time is running out - muse
mood: anxious tired and annoyed
did i ever mention how much i hate ppl.. i think im being stalked.. but i ddont wanna say by who cuz it might not be true

...watch me as i rhyme...

well i got a postcard from brennz!! katie slept ova on friday n we hadda saratoga party!! wit the nolanz, shannonz, and defrancesco'z
it waz lotz of funn.. even tho i waz a bitch and stormed owt of mii house.. n ended up crying.. but katie waz there for me n i love her
we had relle good browniez 2...^.^

the day after waz mii cuzin monicaz party but i didnt go cuz katie n i went to her momz company picnic.. i wanted to kill her lil sis but ne wayz
at the picnic we met these 4 guyz.. they werent relle cute but it waz fun hanging wit them..

sunday i went to mystic and i thiink i saw one of the guyz from the picninc there.. that waz cooll.. ohh n we walked around where brenna n i walked last yr..
i got a bunch of cool picz..

soo im leaving thursday.. im going to mii nonniez house.. and then on saturday im going to mii grandma'z house.. n we're gonna hit the mall and spend money i dont have

but on the 15th we're leaving for florida.. yeah itz insane and we're driving down there.. but it will b fun.. 8 dayz in disney.. and then 6 dayz seeing fallon.. n w.e else we plan on doing.. it'll kick major ass...

wen i get back from florida i have one day until school startz.. i want mii schedual so i can compare wit mii friendz n see what classes we have together.. alyssa n i have biology together.. that much is figured owt.. n bekkiz new neighbor, amy i think her name is.. is goiing to join our crew of insane bitches... yeah i guess thatz what u can call us...

i miss ryan sooo much n i wont see him til school startz..
but the other ryan that i lik.. grr.. we're @ the same school.. but he doesnt take the bus cuz he has a car and i'll never see him once school startz.. grrrr

bekki is coming over tomorrow.. this will prob be my last entree until i come back.. unless by sum weird spin of the planets, ryan comez over tomorrow and we end up making owt.. that'll never happn.. but a girl can dream right?

soo sweet dreamz all mii fellow insane ppl.. i love u mucho.. but i still love ryan more..

x_________x

ciao 4 now...

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