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So I love the rain. Just not as much as I did yesterday...

Roomie works two jobs. Job (1) is in a call center taking calls for bank of america (boo,hiss) Job (2) is construction there is something about when he comes home all dirty.

Yesterday he couldn't work his second job because it was storming. (yay) So instead he came home around 5:45 (hops up and down) and ended up helping me cook dinner. (have I mentioned I love this?) He makes only the best mashed potatoes in the entire world. So for dinner I made the pork chops & stuffing and he made the mashed potatoes and steamed broccoli with garlic & lemon. Tell me that wasn't a meal.

I have dishes to do today but thats ok because it was soooooooooo nice to make dinner together.

Then of course it was tuesday so that meant AMerica's got talent but since we were cooking we had to DVR it and watched it when it was over AFTER we watched Mindhunters. (ps if you haven't seen it SEE IT)

I was up until about 1:30 am when I finally went up to bed. Moreso because the 3000000 trips down the steps the ex made just got annoying. So I stole my kiss goodnight and went to bed. I had to leave y'all something to read this am.

Anything y'all want me to write about let me know. Any Questions I'll gladly answer them.


¢¼ Th4t G1rl

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Why is it Roomie trys so hard to catch me off gaurd? Little things yanno... Like this morning I was making breakfast for the babies before they left to go with my mom and he rolls over (asleep on the couch in the other room) and says, "Baby, are you making french toast"... I froze. Thoughts crossing my mind... Did he just call me baby?

So I yelled back I'm sorry what did you say... And he replies "Baby I asked what you were cooking it smells like french toast." Rolls over and goes back to sleep. Funny thing is I was considering making french toast but hadn't started yet.

So of course I made him french toast to eat before work.

He stayed up all night watching me using playing Devil May Cry as an excuse. Just like he thinks I don't know he checked on me religiously when I was asleep in the ER. He doesn't think I realize that he spent his last dollar on ginger ale to settle my tummy. Sometimes I wonder when he's gonna come out and just tell me.

I woke up at 6:15am (after basically sleeping from 2 pm yesterday @ the er where they gave me a pain shot) That was when he decided to go to bed. So I took it upon myself to wash his work clothes and make sure he had clean socks for work today. When I woke him up finally I told him I'd brought his tooth brush down from the other restroom. I added oh yeh you have clean socks upstairs.

Of course he smirked and said "When did you have time to do my laundry?" I smiled and told him I woke up and needed something to do. (approving smile followed by a frown cos I'm still not well)...

He ate his breakfast and kissed me on the forehead. Before he left I was behind him locking the door as he was getting ready to leave he leaned down and gave me a soft kiss on the lips. *faint*

I can't wait til he gets off work. lol.

On the other hand the EX didn't go to work today he called off claiming to be ill but seems his mouth is running fine and he is playing playstation... God how did I end up living with two polar opposites... Rommie slept 4 hrs and went to work tired!

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Forgive my absence but I've been ill in a female way.

Things are rough around the edges at the moment but thats ok.

I have loads to write and wil get to it after I get Roomie up and off to work. Perhaps steal a moment or two with him in the process.

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Yesterday was impossibly difficult. Moreso than it usually is. What can I say?

Lemme explain. Exes mommy lost her liscense so Roomie has been being the taxi driver for Ex, Exes Mommy, & Exes Sissy. Today Ex had a dr.'s appointment. So therefore he woke up earlier than usual (sometime I think he suspects whats going on) We were asleep on perspective couches me with Mijo and him alone. (Mija has adapted to sleeping in her bed)

Either way after the 3rd degree and suprise arrival of Mijo's preschool teacher we made it off to the Dr.'s appointment. After he lied to his Dr. and that was over with we did some running. We came home & Roomie made the kids and I breakfast. Cheesey Eggs for the kids & Dippie eggs for me. (spoiled I know)

After eating he had to take Ex to work. & do some running of his own since he had his own car for the next couple days (yay!)

Well it turned out to be a long trip. He stopped to see his favorite aunt & to change his moms oil. And I missed him every second wishing he'd hurry home! We have DVR shows to catch up on of course!!!

When he got back here we had a half an hour or so of time not much before we had to pick up Exes nephew for a sleepover.

First thing he said as he came in the door. "Aunt Bun knows..." (I smirked of course knowing what this meant) "I couldn't lie to her..."(again I smirked & then I kissed him hello)

Only two people matter in his life his dad and his aunt. He didn't see dad, but he came right out and told aunt that he was with me. ( I didn't know we were together or considering ourselves being together or considering a relationship)

As we talked before leaving to get nephew I told him about Exes Sister calling numerous times wondering when we were coming to get nephew... Asking after him where he was and what he was doing and I told him... "I told her finally what do you think I am his old lady?" (this time he smirked replying..."Well Yeh") *melt*

Not much cuddling or kissing though. He doesn't want to do that sort of thing in front of the kids (no giving bad impressions to the kids, he loves them and doesn't want them getting hurt or gaining the wrong idea)

Fast forward to 3 am just before bed watching the second episode of Futurama before Family Guy... He's going to bed and I pout because I hate not staying up with him. And he says to me... "Don't worry next Thursday will be better"...

Quick. I need a remote... Someone hit the fast forward button!!!!!!!!!! The suspense is going to kill me dead!!!

Although everyday with him is special so I can't say much.

I think I'm done for now!

¢¼ That Girl

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There are moments in a day where life feels like a dream. Typically they involve me the kids and the Roomie (not the ex). Cute random moments where he makes the breakfast or he catches me in a horrible mood and kisses me on the forehead. I'll catch myself staying up after everyones asleep for those extra moments with him. It's obvious I'm crushing on him.

I can't help it. It's the things he does that really get to me. He's been staying here about a week and I've known him since before then. But it's having someone in the house that cooks me dinner and wants to make me breakfast. Seeing ashtrays empty (huge pet-peeve when you don't smoke). The garbage getting taken out. Knowing that once or twice he's blown off what he had planned to do because we would be alone to watch movies and bullshit.

Watching him with the kids. Jungle Gym, Trampoline, Ultimate cuddle partner. The way they smile when he does things for them. He's wonderful.

My heart occasionally skips a beat when I catch him without his shirt. Or when he looks at me this certain way. He's just a special sort of man.

Then there was this one time... but thats for another time... Or perhaps for a password. :)


¢¼ That Girl

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