life sux again lik always
Tuesday. 2.22.05 5:46 pm
well in case u didnt no i went out wit joel since january 14th and jus the other day he broke up wit me after a month n a week( my longest relationship this yr) (and that was the only guy i didnt cheat on this yr). he rote me a note to break up wit me sayin dat he needed a gurl dat wasnt always grounded n dat he can take out wenever he wanted- who wasnt always on lock down but the thing dat made me mad n sad was at the end he put frm yah x boyfriend love joel. i was lik wtf so my life is in ruins agin but i think i can make it this time but i gtg
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Tuesday. 2.1.05 9:07 pm
Tuesday. 1.18.05 4:56 pm
well darius brok up wit me on thursday yay!!! n i realli like dis boi joel and he asked me out on friday n i said yea so i have ben talkin on the fone wit him eva since n sendin love text messages instead of love notes. i got to c him at skool today n i was so happy :) we had first period together then he walked to me 2nd period then we had luch 2gether and he walked me to third period n his class is rite by mins n i never new dat then he walked me to my locker n got stuff in and out of my locker so i wouldnt have to bend down in my skirt n get it then he went to class cuz the bell was going to ring soon. then i went to my locker at the end of the day n put my stuff in it then take out my cdplayer and saw him waiting for me at the end of the hallway awwww. then he walked me to my bus which was rite bhind his... yea dat was weird. but i got the dirtiest look frm his x but i dont care she can kiss my butt she jus jealous cuz i got her man now lol. but my boo said he aint cummin to skool 2marrow he thinks cuz he dont feel like cummin so he bettr text me during the day cuz imma miss him 2muc, cuz its ben like 3hrs since skool ended n i already miss him but i think this is 4real this tyme i realli realli realli like him n ill try to get a pic of him on to here asap but gtg cuz my boo jus called ttyl bub byes
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Wednesday. 1.12.05 8:21 pm
i hat life it sux so muc now. ever since i got me schedule changed i have 1st lunch everyday but my boo or soon to b x boo has second lunch.he is soon to b my x cuz he nevr calls me he ignores me wen im around n i feel he jus dont care no more. the first time we went out you could never get us apart but you never c us together. every1 keeps askin me y did u go bac out wit him cuz the last time he told the whole skool he was going to break up wit me be4 he broke up wit me. n i donno y i went bac out wit him. but every1 is like u need to break up wit him cuz he treats u like sh@* n i agree he does so im gonna break up wit him but i donno wen but its either going to b 2marrow, firday or on monday.
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Monday. 1.10.05 3:46 pm
well i 4got bout nick cuz he hasnt called me yet but i dont care no more. well i dumped alex for darius n ive realized im really ovaprotective of the guys i date. cuz my bf was giving our his tampa # to one of his friends dat happens to b a gurl rite infront of me so i got mad at him for giving his # to her but the nxt day i find out shes going to tampa so it wont b longdistance to call him. omg he called me last nite asking for sum 1 else but i cant remembr the name so i kinda thin dat he was thinkin bout me if he called my # by accident rite? but i havent ben happy in a long time, to b specific since joey i havent ben happy n im actually happy wit him:)
ive herd this rumor bout jesus. i hate it so muc. the rumor says dat he m/o wit kelsie one of my friends dat goes to his skool. if its tru im going to b so mad at her cuz she nos how muc i loved him last yr n how muc my feelings for him r cumming bac everytime i c him. i cant stand friends dat backstab u. o plus she has a bf n im not bout to let her hurt jesus he doesnt need to b hurt nemore this yr. the only reason i care bout him so muc is cuz were like family hes like my older brother and im like his lil sister well i gtg ttyl bub byes
ps but im not sure that the rumors tru yet ill update wen i no if it is or not
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sup every1? well i went to the movies on firday nite n met this realli cute boi.his name is nickolas but every1 calls him nick, hes elaine's bf's friend. n he likes me n his other friend was pose to give him my number n he was pose to call me but havent ogtten a call yet but maybe he'll wait a cuple of day to call like noraml guys do.
last nite i stayed at lo-an's house. its so muc fun cuz she has her own apatrtment rite beside her parents house cuz she lives in celebration. well i stayed up till 3 n fell asleep watching lo-an and elaine play the dance revolution game. they stayed up till 7 talkin. then my dad called me at 11am and woke me up. i stayed at lo-an's hose till bout 8pm n its 930 now so im realli tired.
a lil bit ago i asked my dad if i can have sum ppl spend the nite 2marrow cuz its new yrs eve n i didnt get invited to ne parties. but one of the ppl dat i want to spaned the nite might b in tampa wit cuzins but the other one doesnt no yet she has to ask her dad 2marrow.
but imma go cuz im realli tired ttyl bub byes
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