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putnamsgurl
Age. 37
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. American
Location , PA
School. Other
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Once In Awhile Quote
The only paradise is paradise lost.
-Marcel Proust (1871 - 1922
Once In Awhile Joke
Dyslexic Lightbulb
How does it change many dyslexics to take a lightbulb?
Once in Awhile Lyrics
"I Hope You Dance"
I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat
But always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed
I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give fate a fighting chance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances
But they're worth taking
Lovin' might be a mistake
But it's worth making
Don't let some hell bent heart
Leave you bitter
When you come close to selling out
Reconsider
Give the heavens above
More than just a passing glance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a wheel in constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their years and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)

I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
Dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a wheel in constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
(Wants to look back on their years and wonder)
I hope you dance
(Where those years have gone)

(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their years and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)
Stress!
Tuesday. 11.29.05 9:58 am
So, this morning, I had to get up early to go to school. Apparently, I didn't wake up to the alarm (or Scott telling me to get up) because I woke up 10 min. later. I freaked out and ran to the bathroom to get ready, assuming that I would be late. However, while I was peeing, I looked at the bathroom clock to see that the clock in our bedroom is about 15 min. ahead of our other clocks. Therefore, I wasn't really late after all. I came back to bed and had Scott grab me breakfast in bed so that I wouldn't get hungry while I was showering and end up sick to my stomach. I ate my blueberry muffins and milk and headed for the shower. While I was in the shower, Carol (Scott's stepmom) called to say that she could not take me to college (That meant that Scott would have to). This would have been fine if Scott wouldn't have put off his senior project until this morning when he was supposed to present it at 9:45AM today. So, while I tried to get around, Scott tried to get bits and pieces of his project put together. I ended up getting to the college at about 8:30AM this morning because Scott had to rush home and finish getting things around. I just hope that he did well on the project; I don't want to see Scott fail his senior year because of it... Also, we are out of milk; our money's low; rent is due tomorrow; Scott's not able to work many hours for basketball; there's still wedding expenses to pay for; I need my hair cut; and finals are coming up so I'm just a bit stressed out right now...

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A Lot of Catching Up to Do...
Monday. 11.28.05 10:54 am
Since everyone has got to be in need of some major updates (mostly because no one really sees me), here they are:
-Scott and I are having a baby boy! The due date is March 12 right now (I'm not sure if it will get moved up), but he hasn't turned around yet so I might have to get a C-section... We're going to name him Jesse Scott Castle, and he's a really big boy by the looks of the ultrasounds I've gotten so far...
-Scott and I are getting married on Dec. 10! The wedding will be at 5:00PM at the Alba Christian Church, and the reception will follow at the Fireman's Social Building in Canton.
-I totaled my car because I decided to swerve for a bunny that was in the road before Jack Strozyk's house. Basically, I now have a scar below my left eye from my glasses, and I cut my placenta so the doctors are watching that pretty closely now...
-Scott and I are currently living in a yellow and white trailer behind Bob Smith's garage in Canton. However, we plan to be moved to another trailer (that's owned by Albert and Ethel Krise) in LeRoy by Dec. 31.
-I have a turtle; his name is Jovi.
-I'm taking the second semester off school to take care of Jesse and myself for awhile so I'll be done with school the week of our wedding (I'm going back May 22). Well, I think that about sums things up for now; I'd love to hear comments from anyone...

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The Usual Mess
Thursday. 8.18.05 11:09 am
Last night, I got in this huge AIM battle with Matt over his lies. He wrote this nasty comment under "Wanna Laugh?" so I deleted it. Earlier in the day yesterday, I told Vicky off because she has been spreading lies about me supposedly wanting to get Matt back. I told her that if she isn't going to listen/believer her goddamned daughter, then I don't want to talk to her. However, I was forced to call her today regarding financial aid stuff for college...

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Wanna Laugh?
Wednesday. 8.17.05 5:10 pm
As I was exploring My Space, I came upon Matt's page. I just thought that I should publicly announce to everyone how disgustingly pitiful this kid really is:
-Male
17 years old
CANTON, Rhode Island
United States
...WHO KNEW MATT WAS FROM RI?
- I'm very athletic
...YEAH, HE SITS AND BITCHES EVERYTIME HE HAS TO WEIGHTLIFT!
-i play football,bsketball, and compete in track
...THIS IS MATT'S FIRST YEAR TO START BASKETBALL; HE HASN'T EVEN BEEN TO MOST OF THE OPEN GYMS OR PRACTICES!
-I drink alot of beer. Miller Light and Bud Light!
...WOO! THAT'S COOL; THE KID DOESN'T EVEN LIKE BEER!
-I play in a band with my bro. We dont have a name we jsut kinda mess around right now.
...JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE PLAYS AROUND WITH AN INSTRUMENT WITH THEIR BROTHER DOESN'T MEAN THEY'RE IN A BAND! -I'd like to meet someone who wants to have fun and not be up tight all the time. someone who can drink with me and have a good time.
...IN OTHER WORDS, HE WANTS SOMEONE TO SCREW AND GET DRUNK WITH! -General: My interest are Music, Sports, girls, and of course sex with the girls!hahaha
...WELL, YOU'RE LYING TO SOMEONE HERE MATT BECAUSE YOU TOLD ME YOU HAVEN'T HAD SEX WITH ANYONE OTHER THAN TAMARA AND ME! PLUS, MATT ISN'T EXACTLY ATTRACTIVE, EITHER! -Here for: Dating
...THAT'S A LOT DIFFERENT FROM THE MATT THAT TOLD ME HE COULDN'T GET OVER ME! -Body type: 5' 11"
...DID WE FORGET CHUNKY?
*After reading his page, I decided to go to his friend, Erika's, page. Here's the lies I found from him there:
-Questions:Have you ever cheated on a girlfriend?:nope
...OMG, HOW MANY TIMES DID I CATCH HIM? AND,MAY I MENTION SABRINA (the one Matt admitted to)?
-What does a first date mean to you?:It means alot...it determines the overall chemistry between urself and ur date
...OKAY, SO WHY DID MATT AND I GO ON MAYBE 3 DATES EVER IN OVER 3 YEARS?!
-Do you lie to get your way?:nope
...DAILY, MATT TRIES TO LIE TO LOOK LIKE HE'S PERFECT! IN REALITY, HE'S FAR FROM IT!
-Do you feel the need to have all eyes on you at all times?:nope......i could care less
...AND THIS IS WHY YOU FEEL THE NEED TO BRAG ABOUT HOW MUCH YOU DRINK AND HOW YOU ARE SUPPOSEDLY IN A BAND AND SO ATHLETIC?
-Do you drink alot?:whats alot?....no not alot
...HE'S SO TWO-SIDED! MATT ONLY IS A DRUNK WHEN IT'S FOR HIS SOCIAL STATUS! OTHERWISE, HE'LL DENY EVERY MINUTE! -Reason for ending last relationship:she cheated on me!
...REALLY BECAUSE I REMEMBER ME ENDING THE RELATIONSHIP BECAUSE I CHOSE TAMARA OVER YOU WHEN YOU TOLD ME TO CHOOSE!
*Can anyone explain to me why I bought all the crap that Matt used to tell me?

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I Survived the Mall!
Sunday. 8.14.05 9:46 am
Well, the mall trip yesterday wasn't as bad as I had anticipated. I was all ready to fight with Matt the entire time until I got in the car and realized that he was going to be civil. Therefore, I decided to be civil back. When we first got to the mall, we decided to go straight to the hair cuttery in JCPenny's so that I could get an appointment. It was 10:00AM, and I got an appointment for 10:30AM so I decided that I would get my bra shopping done right there in Penny's (where I usually buy them). When I took the bras to the register however and tried to pay with Vicky's credit card (which had a note that she wrote to authorize my usage of it with it) the woman told me that she had to keep the note. I asked her how I was supposed to do the rest of my shopping because the note was for all day (Plus, it was for 2 credit cards). The woman said that she had to attach the note to the receipt. I asked her if she could copy it, and she said no. At this point in time, Matt was off finding a bathroom because he had to take a crap. I was left with no money to get my hair cut with because I was supposed to use the charge card to pay for it. Luckily, my Grandma Schrader just happened to be in Penny's, and she gave me $20 for my haircut. When I was finished, Matt was waiting in the waiting area for my hair to get done. After I explained to him what had happened with the note, we decided to grab some lunch at the food court so that we could settle down before we had to deal with the issue. I got a Veggimax from Blimpie's with a root beer to drink, and Matt got a slice of cheese pizza with soda. We then proceeded to Charlotte Russe to see if they would accept the card without a note. They said they wouldn't, and we explained the mishap with Penny's. Matt decided that he was going to try to get the note back so we returned to Penny's. He asked the woman that waited on me if we could have the note back, and she said she would call the manager. The manager then proceeded to call someone else to see what to do. After that, she began to open the safe and both the manager and the woman that waited on us apologized because they found out that they weren't supposed to take the note after all. We shopped all over, and our next problem occurred at Deb. There, I bought over one hundred dollars worth of clothes. When I brought them to the counter and handed the woman Vicky's credit card and note, she explained that she could not accept the credit card from the person that it didn't belong to. What kind of bullshit is that? The note that Vicky wrote had her signature, had her card numbers, had my name, and said that I was her daughter and would show my driver's license as proof! Still, the workers at Deb would not comply. Matt and I had to chip in money to put the items on layaway. We'll probably pick them up next Sunday. After our shopping trip at the mall was over, we exited the mall to find that it was raining uncontrollably outside. Matt pulled the car up to the entrance so I wouldn't have to walk in the downpour, and we began to head toward Rue 21. On the way there, I was rather worried that we were going to end up in a car accident because Matt couldn't see anything while he was driving and the roads were covered in at least an inch of water. When we got to Rue 21, however, the skies were clearing. Matt and I bought some things at Rue 21 and went to Wendy's for supper. After that, Matt had to crap (again) so we went to K-Mart. All in all, the shopping experience was more tiring than torturous...

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Nothing Has Changed...or Has It?
Friday. 8.12.05 6:20 pm
Basically, Matt broke the deal about staying away from drinking, Alissa, and his scummy friends (Well, I let him go on the scummy friends thing a little bit). I asked him today if he talked to Alissa, and he said that she called him. As usual, Matt made this sound like it was not his fault at all. I didn't buy it. I told him that he didn't have to talk to her; he could have said, "Bye". I also mentioned that he has experience with hanging up on people from what he used to do with me when we were together. He was like, "I enjoyed talking to her." Basically, I told him that I was done talking to him after tomorrow (He's taking me to the mall because it's the only way that Vicky would give up her charge card). He acted stupid again and kept asking why I was doing this, and I told him that if he enjoyed talking to her so much he can do it without having me in any aspect of his life. He's such a retard sometimes. He thinks that I don't know him by now. Well, Matt, I know you all too well; you're "I'm innocent" bit isn't shit on me anymore, buddy... On a stranger note, Dad wants to talk to me and Scott. He said that he has accepted the fact that he's not going to see me unless I bring Scott. What the crap?!

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