as the other ones but oh well. you guys can suffer.

8 months until my birthday
i kno thats kinda far but oh well.

I talked to stacey finally las night.
we worked our problems out.
and she still tells me everything, kinda.
now thats what ya call cool eh
u dont talk to the person for 2 months,
then u i.m em when they get on
and bam u guys sort shit through[w.o yellin]
and u guys r back to bein friends.
i love friends like that. to bad i dont have enough. haha
i'm supposed to chill with her next month, when i come down

Me and jenn got in a huge ass argument. ahhh
that was crazy. But we got through it, jus like everything else.
True deffinition of best friends yoo. love you poof!
[even though ur right down the hall] haha

i went and played basketball yesterday.
It was liek 91 degreez out, and no wind.
ya i was sweatin to death.
but it was fun. i was out for like 3 hrs
and didnt get a single burn/tan
all i can do is try again today!

I want jenn to stay the night tomorrow..it would be kick-ass

I found out my brother is movin to florida with a friend june 11th
yaaa thats very depressing. I know i moved away from him, but knowin he is like 7587627676567589734 miles away, its gon be really upsetting. I will never see him again i bawled my eyes out las ngith when he told me. i couldent even talk. i cried myself to sleep. He is commin up monday-tuesday. Not alot of time but atleast i get to see him. im gon cry soo much when he lvs to go back to elmira tues. Him leavin is all i can think of. He believed in me. argh im gon cry.
Jay-i know i havent been their and i havent shown it, but i love ya bro n im gon miss ya terribly. and thanks for supportin me and holdin me down. And also gettin in trouble for me. Keep in touch, u know the number.

Anyways....
Last night i kinda uhh...beokw a thing at the bowlin alley...missy bought me a basketball thing, and i threw it up in the air, and it hit the wall..er so i wanted it too, until it hit the "Game room" sign..and thats glass..so you know how that went. I broke the O and it came smashin down on me. i almost shit my pants. Nobody heard it break, suprisingly..it was loud enough. So i freaked ut the rest of the time their..i hid in the back of the truck. omg i thought i was gon get in trouble. but i didnt..yay for old people not bein able to hear good!

there was this hot black god that had to come in..mm mm..i woulda ate him up like a hershey bar. Not really but yaa..

tim is mad at me i think, cause i wont jus give it up to him...it takes time. i regret doin it the 1st time me and the boy hang out. Makes me feel like a slut. but oh well.

I have soo much homework, kinda. This 3 day week is feelin weird. but i like it.
Still cant believe i slept in till 1:00 thurs after goin to sleep at 11:30 monday night.
hahaha.

Oh ya and on the way home from elmira monday..i seen a car parked in the middle of a cornfeild, major road kill, a random bike with a bag on the handles on the side of the road[standin up] and their was no houses around. i seen all the hotties in auburn cause they were goin to the parade. mm mm black boys, cant get enough of em. haha. and the white boys too! We also went up a hill and as we were goin over their was a dead cat in the middle of our side of the road, so my dad was swirvin like crazy[he had 2 be goin bout 80mph] It was a road of hills[the hills u get butterflies on] and there were no other cars. Their was another dead cat too, so ya someone likes to kill cats.

Today, has been okay. I was kinda madd at jenn for her stupidity mod 2..but i got over it after like 2 seconds. haha. i could never stay madd at her. shes jus 2 damn awesome. But i think cheez-its are alot better than oreos..haha poof

okay jenn=poof if you guys dont know that yet. I mean, i only talk bout her every entry. but thats okay. She deserves the credit for everything she has done.

oh ya, and their was an awesome lifetime movie on last night. woot woot!


But im gon get goin, i have to go check out someone's nutang and then chill.
ill write alot more tomorrow, jus to piss someone off

hey look..only 6 more months till christmas! :D

I you.
never lettin go.

*NO MATTER THE SITUATION*
right poof:) still strong after all the bullshit.

dumbass-u know what..u can go blow urself. and ur "hubby". haha
stop yo bitchin. haha i got ur back no matter what. i know im a
bitch at times but hey, im still their and thats all that matters.

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welll...

i got home monday ..madd early. ahh i got no sleep that night. no comment on what i did but it was fun. ;) I was really tired. But yaaa it was nice to be back up here.
haha poof-u dont godda worry bout me movin back now cause im stayin up here, obviousli. i could never jus up n leave the bestest person in the whole world. haha
When i got home i woke my cousin up, she hated me for it, but she got over it. Then we watched television and ate for like half hr then Ann calls and is like..dude come to the legend, and im like alright. So i scarf my food down while walkin their and meet up with her. We hang out, talk for a lil, then i come home. I love that girl, she is too funny. But when we come home, i call my girl Poof and we talk for a lil. She was kinda gay. then i watched some tv. then i had 2 go to work. It was mad nice out. It was fun. The water thing broke so their was no water and i had soap on my hands cause i went potty. So i had 2 use ice. yuck. But ya we got to chill outside in a parkin lot and laugh at all the people that came to eat[they closed early] and we caused trouble for like an hr cause the boys couldent mop until we got water and ya..we didnt need water to vacuum hahaha.
We put creamer thingys under each tire of the truck, and when joey drove over em he got scared and stoped. We jus sat their n laughed our asses off. he got mad at us. but oh well. When we get home, everybody is their[liek relatives] and so we chyll outside. It felt nice to have someone to hang outside with. haha
It was really hott out again and ya. We golfed, played softball[with rocks] and jus effed around with the kids. I hit myself in the head with a rock, but thats okaay.
We came in, i hopped on the comp to talk to jenn..then PJ comes up and asks us to play flashlight tag[yes him and damiel spent the night] So we went out and played. At 10:30 we all started arguin so i said eff this and i went inside. Missys mom came out and started bitchin anyways, cause we all got too loud. So at bout 10:30 we went in the television room, and i called amanda and we watched problem child 2. I passed out at bout 11:30 cause the whole 'not sleepin alot for the whole time i was in elmira' caught up with me. But good thing we recorded problem child 2. You'll never guess how long i slept till..i slept till 1:00 and my lovely lil cousin comes in and wakes me up, i was in a deep sleep too yo. I coulda slept till 5:00pm.
So ya monday i woke up, called poof..talked to her for a while then she let me go for 20 min, so i went in and took a shower. Then i get done and i call her back and talk to her for a few. Then at bout 3:30 i get online to talk to her more, then i have to go at 5:00, which is okay cause u know, she had 2 go mow. hahaha
Could NEVER picture her mowin. But i guess its possible. then at 5:30 we go smoke a cig, and walk through the woods. Then we play with the rocks, bat, golf clubs and golf balls. Then at 6:00 we eat some french fries and grilled hotdogs. We ate outside cause it was soo hot in the house. Then after dinner i went in my room, and cleaned it up a lil. Then i decided to write that long ass note to poof. haha 9 pages, and i skipped every other line. the last page was the bullshit page. haha. she called me weird cause i jumped out my window to chase a groundhog but oh well, then i jumped out my window again because i didnt wanna walk down the long ass hallway to get to the kitchen. haha.
I got back online at like 7:30 and i talked to poof..more. haha then at 8:00 i called her. and we talked more. haha u'd think talkin to the same person would get boring after awhile. But not her. haha. I love you pooooff! haha
Then we went to work and was bein gay, then i came home, finished my note to poof then went to sleep.
Today has been okay. i got to see poof after a week...woot woot. We stay bein dumb. haha i lvoe that girl to death, Best friends for rizzle dizzle. And i know ur goin through a tough time and i hope u know im tryin to help u get through it and stay strong, ur my girl and i got ur back and ima hold you down *No Matter The Situation*

Last night on the way home we were all talkin, then i kinda zoned out, then i come back into the convo and i thought i heard them say somethin bout smellin like somethin and so i go "IT SMELLS LIKE MY WHAT?" and nobody was talkin, so they all jus look at eachother and i jus sit their lost, then they laugh and i start feelin stupid. haha. oh well, they thought it was funny.

Hopefully Poof can hang out today, but she godda be a bitch and fight with her mom, haha oh well.

This weekend Tim wants to hang out, but idk. i really dont wanna be a hoe. hahaand cheat on my love.

But ya, the bells gon ring and i got someone to meet at her locker(Poof) so ya.

Peace the fuck out.

i love you, i think.

oh ya, and i cant sit for the regents for earth science, so thats one more day for me to sleep it

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well im at my dads. Not much to say since ive been here.ive dont a whole 4 things since ive been here. Went to EFA, hung out with kym[it was nice seein her],went to mcdonalds and hung out and got my letter of reccomendation, so i can get a job[i know heather will love that] and partied sat. I spent the rest of my time on here, bein gay. I barely slept. i know it'll all catch up to me tuesday. Oh wait i hung out with russell, furney, and chico thurs night..from like 1:00am-3:30am. had to be back b4 my dad got up, yano. haha.

But im gon talk bout the party las night. My brother ate a fish from my grammas dirty ass fishtank, and the fish was still alive. My bro got into a fist fight with his bestfriend. Katie was funny as hell. "Can we watch the shark movie" repeatidly, "wanna Jack sandwich"..and the thing was a paper hamburger that said jack on it. "Scooter store" and the thing was "sea scooter" Half the party chasin this kid round the cementary and down the street, when he was pretty much naked. People pukin. All the alcohol and weed. mmm. haha u jus had 2 be their. And the food. It was awesome.

But im gon get goin. I have homework to do and other things to do on here.

you can lv some love though

Poof-i miss you, gettin closer to wed. i love you, best friend

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idk what to say but im hangin out with jenn so hahaha

okay bye

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haha good times, good times.

anyways....

I will be changin the colors of my nutang lay-out tonight/tomorrow.
it depends. i wanted to do it this weekend but as u can see from below, my weekend was pretty busy.

haha Jenny from the block! ;)

Elmira in 2 days :D
cant wait!!!

Dont worry poopy-i will call u:)
and tell u how its goin down in good ol' Elmira!
and ur still commin down with me this summer!! :D

We'z gon ...drop it like its hoottt
We'll show them elmira hoes a lil suttin suttin.

oh ya and about elmira,
ill be commin alone i think.
Sam and heather cant miss anymore school.
But maybe russell will come up and get em thursday :)
Since he has been dyin to see heather for a mad long time!

Well im outtie

Peace 1

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was okay kinda.

I have been sick since thursday. I was up all night sat night coughin, then all night sunday night blowin my nose. how excitin!

Friday i talked to jenn for most the night. Since i wouldent have been able to talk to her all weekend. We were home alone for liekt eh whole night which was awesome, so we cleaned the house up a lil. listened to some music and chillled. We went to red rooster pub. Hopin they sold milkshakes since i couldent eat ANYTHING because of my throat. :( but they didnt, so i got a ginger ale. lol. Chelsey was supposed to come up at bout 10:00 that night but she is gay and didnt. haha she prolly went to her dirty boyfriends house :-x
which is okay, we caused trouble round the block anyways. i went to bed at bout midnight.

I got up at 8:00 to talk to jenn before she went campin with her pops. But i couldent cause the computer was passworded so i couldent:( So i jus went back in my room and chilled. then i was home alone from like 9-12:30 so i jus went and watched some television, listened to music and talked ont he phone. I took a shower at bout noon. by the time i got out of the shower, my other cousins wer here. It was fun i guess. since we couldent go to the park we played in the driveway with some basketballs. lol. Then we decided to make our own bball hoop. Which was kinda gay. LOL. but i think sat was the funnest time ive had with all my cousins. Usually we all fight but not saturday. We were outside most the day. Then they went home bout 10:00. Dillion[my cousin] stayed the night. which was fun. hes a cool kid i guess. lol. We got to get online. Jenn didnt go campin, she was really sick. Which kinda sucked. lol. Well atleast i got to talk to her like all day sunday. lol. I didnt sleep at all, not till bout 5:00. :-/

I woke up at 10:00 to shower and crap. I was home alone pretty much all mornin cause they went to church[i didnt go cause i didnt have a voice]. I got online and jenn was on. yay. It was really cool. She was sick, still. blah. I guess she is feelin better now. i hated yesterday so much. i made a really big, stupid mistake. And i almost lost what i been waitin for, for awhile. but i got it back. I'm glad their soo smart. lol. I love you babe :) and thanks for not givin up on me.
But sunday i jus chilled outside pretty much all afternoon, for bout 3 hrs, playin with fire. i chased my 10 year old cousin around cause he stole the porn mag. lol. hes to young for that. but i let him see it anyways. Then we through a whole can of wd40 into the burnin barrell and omg, talk bout scared. It blew up right in my face, litterally. and it made a poppin noise, my ears rung for the rest of the day/night. It hurt so bad. lol. I almost caught on fire, cause i was throwin baseball cards in at the time and my face was over it and flames were so close to my face. i ran into the tree that was behind me. but then we threw rocks into this junkyard, and broke windows, and dillion thought he heard the guy, so we jetted up outta there, i tripped over a branch. grr.. lol..

now i woke up with a cough, hearin loss in my left ear, and a stuffy nose, and i sound gay cause i barely have a voice. lol.

Today has been awesome :)
If you only knew:)

But i godda get goin, bells gon ring.

Peace!

iloveyou:)

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