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im taking Erika's idea...i skip this week, hell i skip this life....

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Im so bored...people kinda pissed me off today. I hate people...at least people around here. Blah. Nothing around here is normal...can anyone else remember when things were normal?? Cuz i cant...things used to be easier, but never normal i dont think. Whatever i guess...nothing i can do about that. I really need to actually call people. I'll call Melinda soon and see if she'll come to the mall with me, i need to wait until after my bday though so i actually have money without raiding my bank account. I only have like $90 in there now...that's bad, but i have a lot in bonds so im not broke. I wish i could get a job...then i would have more money...cuz when i can smoke again i'll need it. OMG, my mom said that she wont buy them for me and that i cant smoke in the house anymore when i start again...wtf, my dad smokes in here all the time...that pisses me off. im not gonna write anymore today...not in the mood....

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yeah...i dont know what to write. I got an ingrown toenail removed yesterday...it sucks, my toe is really sore. I have to go back to the podiatrist in a week for a check up and then three or four weeks after that i have to go back again and he's gonna cut all the way down to the bone and put some chemical in so it wont get ingrown again. The last part kinda scares me...its gonna hurt so bad after the numbing stuff wears off. Maybe he'll give me pain killers...hmm, that would be nice. Skyler actually came over and taught me a little guitar...more tried and ended up giving me some tabs to learn actually, but whatever its all good. My fingers are sore though...not as bad as when i first got the guitar though. Hmm...nothing else really going on. OMG, i just killed a giant ant...it was on my computer, gross. Anywho. Finally wrote to Erika, i meant to do that sooner but i had to stay in bed yesterday and yeah...i hope she feels better soon. Feel kinda weird lately...realized that i liked someone but...i dunno its hard to explain i guess. Like i kinda want to tell him and see what happens but im not sure if its worth it or not. I actually realized a while ago but never really though about it much until recently...hmm. Oh well anywho...im not gonna go into it and i have other stuff to do so im just gonna go

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yeah..look im on this thing again. wow right. Anywho...today sucked, it was too hot outside. I wish that i could get my money and go shopping, shopping is fun. I've been looking for a job, that sucks too. I need one though so i can actually get a car and drive. Or i could be like bill and just steal my moms car and do whatever. lol...my cat is washing itself, it looks so stupid. We had to give him a bath the other day. I let him outside and didnt know it for like an hour so then i had to go find him. Washing cats sucks...they really dont like water (i know, duh). really dont want to write in here right now. I want to write a e-mail to a certain someone but im kinda avoiding telling them something, maybe i just should tell them but that would be too easy huh. blah...im just gonna go and get on myspace and see whats going on there...

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havent been on in awhile. That should change now that its summer though. Kick ass stuff happened today! But thats all in my private entry. I miss the seniors...i saw some of them today and yesterday. Blah...im really glad that its summer but i kinda dont want school to be out...if you read my private entry you'd know why. Im not sure if im gonna come for the last day...all we do is get our report cards and they would mail them anyway. I think that i'll get my report card then go to gym to say bye to Jenna and Deanna then i'll find the guys and skip the rest of the time. They normally dont care if you skip the hour and teachers dont pay attention anyway. I dont know...i just got on here quick to check everyone elses journals...so im gonna go.

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