everything in my life is going okay now
except getting ready to send college application, im wanting to go to art school. thats what I want right now.
Updates.
Tabitha is sucha fucking sweetheart. Yesterday I came home upset, wanting to sleep right after, she IMs me and tells me to look in my email. I checked it and she wrote a letter explaining everything and telling me she loves me. It made me feel a little better but I had such a huge headache from the situation before that day, I went to sleep. I woke up later, and end up talking to her all day up to 3 a.m in the morning. My parents got pissed but it was worth it. Oh and Sesa wrote to me too, telling me about her feelings for me. yeah, it was sweet, shes really a nice girl and I hope her fiancee treats her nice, if not, I will beat her ass. Sabina and I are good friends, shes so fucking sweet to me. she tells me everyday how pretty I am, and Im such a good person. I love how she just begs for me to sing for her, and i love how she tells me Im such a good singer that she can listen to me forever. Gosh <3 Im so glad I met her when i was 14. Im so glad she was my first girlfriend. Those 6-month was beautiful, and following with our friendship, it just got stronger. Shes great to me, she never left by my side. SHES THE ONLY ONE AFTER 4 YEARS WHO STIL HAVE STUCK WITH ME. Now, all my other ex's dont even bother too, but she did. She special and obviously I am to her. <3 Me and the Megan situation, well we are friends, I can never look at her more than that. Ha, I gave her a hickey yesterday, my lord, its not going to away for awhile. *ahem* It was funny how she opened her mouth and nothing came out and..yeah, god she gets turned on by biting and sucking, it so funny. Just like me though, so nothings wrong with that. As in for a conclusion, Im a single happy person and I am doing fine. Yes, Im doing fine and I love Tabitha for being her, and just making me smile all the time. and all the rest too, they are wonderful.
well.. theres my happy ending for now. Im just happy right now, and how life is going so far.

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oh my god please kill me
tabitha hurts me
sabina is hurting cause she cant move on without me, and its hurting me to watch her hurting me

it hurts it hurts it hurts

does anyone care..
please someone hold me
i want to die right now

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my gosh.. talked to tabitha up to 3 a.m
*COUGH* i wasnt expecting 'that' to happen right after we said
"i love you"
"i love you too"
"good night"
"goodnight bye.."
"bye.."
*me about to hang up and halfway to put down the phone*
"BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"

WTF AHH! *picks up the phone*
0_0 yeah.. >_> that was wierd..and we didnt end up hanging up and .. not falling asleep. heh. heh.
heh.
okay ne waizeeeeeeeeee
sabina cut her hair.. haha she looks good, like a freaking dyke. yeah.

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tabitha has been really .. angry and .. wierd.
yeah she says, she giving me back the way i treated her.
okay, whatever.
anyways sesa ..i like her .. *ahem* we talk like everyday and she always make me laugh..and she laughs and she always ask me to sing for her and like fall asleep with me on the phone..how adorable <33333

yeah.........
yeah.

im blah

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Omfg i talked to 3 people from SCN on the phone today
hickory_smoked , Clayton
chi_town_shy_boy, Bernard
click_here_for_a_good_time,Sesa

OH MY GOD, the are all adorable! especially bernard, cause of his laugh..he picked up and goes "OH IRIS" and starts giggling like alittle girl, it was so cute. he just kept laughing and i started to laugh! IT SO HAPPENS THAT HE IS MOVING DOWN HERE TO HOUSTON ON NOVEMBER 2nd! how sweet is that! Im so happy! I was like squealing on the phone and he was giggling. WHAT A CUTE GAY BOY! he thinks my voice is hot. HAHA..ewww no it isnt
oh and vanessa called . *ahem yeah she likes me.. bwhaha. She called me and was like 'WOAh! you have a girly voice! like really girl voice! i never expected that!" and i was like laughing hardcore, and she started to laugh. and im like STOP LAUGHING and she goes I CANT YOURE LAUGHING and then im like BUT IM LAUGHING CAUSE YOURE LAUGHING.. and yeah..you can imagine from there. we couldnt stop laughing for 10 minutes. I sang to her on the phone the song, GET UP KIDS- Ill catch you..she was like "aww, iris if i was down there iin texas.. man... i would totally rape you and im not kidding." lol yeah, shes fucking awesome. :-D she makes me feel special with all these things she say to me, shizzle! but yeah. i said Hi to her mom.. and Sesa was like "thats my bf Iris..shes a transexual!" i was like "WHATTTTTTTT NO IM NOT!!!!!!!!!" lmao it was hailirious.
man.. im really happy today
really happy

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how adorable. aint she such a cutie?

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