Went to work at 6am and got back around noon. I attempted to study, and was sort of successful. I'm really really glad that my Calc final is open book! :D I marked off like every single page I need...haha...there are little post-its everywhere. Next is Biology -- 60 multiple choice question. *Blah... My cold is getting worse. My throat feels like it's on fire and I keep coughing and hacking. Ack...real nasty. Any yit...it's raining...I miss the rain...and I do not miss the snow. So, I tried to reason with myself as to why it's all right for a guy to whore around, and not for a girl. Hmm...my conclusion is that because of the male dominated and phallus oriented society we live in, certain acts are gendered devianted. Blah...I don't feel like explaining that...but yea, I was re-reading my Women's Studies books again. :D I just realized today...that I'm getting cold feet...about the wedding. I love him and all...but I just don't know if getting married is what I really want. :( *Sighs...oh well...I'll think about for a few more months before going off on a tangent.

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Yaynes...I handed in my Art History paper and wrapped up with my presentation already. 3 more papers to finish up, and lots of studying to do. Besides that, these are the things on my mind as of lately:

1. Summer break
2. Wedding crap...who knew that planning a wedding could be such a pain in the arse?? :X *Blah...it feels like a waste of my time to lug myself all over the place. Yea, I've heard the whole story about how a wedding should be perfect since it's only once in a life time, but this is seeming to be ridiculous. If it were up to me, I'd say that we should both just go the Vegas, tie the knot, gamble (well, only he can), and then do "stuff."
3. Trouble. I have a feeling that I'm going to get lots and lots of it. :(
4. Premarital sex. What hell is the big deal with having sex before marriage? With Hmong people, it's the ultimate shame...but they're all damn hypocrites since that's what they (elders) did too! I mean I've even heard the stories about how they used to get it on in the bushes and woods. :P
5. Quit my job. I really want to do that, yes I do! But I need money...and I can't quit because I'm in dire need for a second job already...that and the fact that I hate staying home with nothing to do.
6. Immaturity. So my fiancee thinks that I need to grow up. I don't wanna!!!!!!!!!! :P This whole stupid thing about impressing the elders. Damn them all...they should just like me for who I am. Hmm...I feel that it's all an excuse though. Because I'm really outspoken and argumentive with him which always makes him feel uncomfortable. Loser.
7. Send in stuff to get financial aid processed. Good grief, I still haven't done that.
8. Bedroom furniture and house decorations. We move into our new house in two weeks. Hooray! :D This feels weird though, because I'll only be there a year...and then I'm gone. *Tear*
9. Thai Curry. Yummy...can't wait for lunch.
10. Nasty Cold. I'm sick again, and it's contagious. :( I had the flu last week, and a minor case of strep. Stupid doctor thought I had mono so I was all drugged up for a week. I missed so much class.

**Woops..forgot to close the tag...hehe...

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Ok, so I just had dinner...with rice of course! It was way yummy...just typical asian food...stir fried vegies, stewed beef in pho sauce, and cold boiled vegies. Yummy, yummy, yum. :D

Anyway, I doubt that I'll be going to Thailand anymore. :( That totally sucks, because it was the highlight of my summer. I feel like I'm in such a horrid situation. I'm engaged, and my fiancee is a jealous freak. Seriously, he is. :P I'm sure he'll get his hands on this journal some time soon or whenever, but I don't care. He is a real freak though, because he installed spyware on my PC, and he hacked into my email accounts. :X Yea...obvious weirdo. I still love him despite that though. However, I don't see why I can't go to Thailand. I'm not going to go whore around like he obviously would. Guys are such bums. Just because they do "bad" things does not mean that girls do the same. We've got self control. :P

Ok, now it's dishes time.

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Ok, one more day of lectures and recitation and then I'm officially done for the semester. I'm almost finished with my papers; I just need to wrap things up and do the grammar corrections and whatever. I'm happy already thinking about being free of mind boggling doodles for a 3 months; however, that means that I get to work full time from 8am to 5pm all week now. Oh yayness...like that's going to be so so fun. Yea...what a crock of shitties. Did I mention that I hate office jobs? *Bleh...I love the people, but the job sucks butt. I need something different, but there's no way my mom is letting me go to Switzerland for the internship. :( It's no fair! I really hate being a girl sometimes.

Ok, enough about school. Never mind about any of that, I'll be back in a while to waste more time. :) It is time for me to go make dinner now. Ta ta.

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My mind is like mush now. That is all.

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2 entries in one day! I know, you're all thinking that I have absolutely no life; however, that is not the case. You see, I'm working on my final paper for my Art History class, and instead of diligently re-editing my paper as I should, I am here procrastinating. Why would I do such a horrid thing as procrastinate? Because it's entertaining, damn it! My brain is so sore from all this end of semester work, and I'm dying for classes to come to an end. Seriously, I am! 20 credits is a killer.
Any yit...I'm bored now, so I suppose I should go back to work. I really don't wanna! *Wah!!!

Dude, I'm a dork! I forgot about the html tags and stuff like that. *Gah...I've been such a lazy butt these days though, I haven't even touched my websites anymore. I think I'm going to close them down because my days will consist of this:

1. Work
2. Work
3. Eat
4. Sleep
5. Potty
6. See #1

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