man i just really realized i'm isolated from the whole world practically. online buddies are like refusing to talk to me or just give me 2 word answers. i'm trying to still be friends with them but meh too late now i guess. ._. oh wells :( should have seen it coming.


*hits edit button* i'm not done yet. kt calls me in the morning and i was expecting the call to be like last weeks ... it wasn't :( disturbed with what happened. i don't hate you kt *nods* its just sickening to think of it. and from what had happened before to me....i'm a bit more sensitive. but meh can't do anything about it since it already happened so... *tries to block it out* i have a good feeling that she won't even remember what she said either. o_o; ah well this week can't get any worse ._. and if it does i'll consider it proof that i'm alive...my positive way on things. i'm just a sad case.

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so kt was gone at night at some b-day get together which is "like clubbing but not really like clubbing" at a hotel. so she got wasted/fucked/etc and went home because she's pussy whipped and had to call me. she calls and i'm like =_= waking up and says "i'm dmkn" "ha?" "m dmm" "i can't make out what yer saying" "i am drunk!" "ohhhh" ahaha funny so at first she was all sooky noises because she's gonna vomit and "i am going to vomit but i can't because then my parents would be all grrr.....i can't move if i move i'm going to vomit and i can't because that would wake up my parents" etc etc lol. i'm trying my hardest not to laugh because idk maybe she'll be all >:( dun make fun of me! we talked for about 100 mins or so, got to see how long we spoke for on the phone. it was hilarious. >< so cute i love her. ;_; i'd say about 70 mins of those 100 mins was her saying she loves me XD "kannnnn i love you.....i love you kan.....hey i love you kan...i love my baby" its great. i somehow talked her into taking off her pants @_@; i seriously didn't mean it to be like that but you know, don't want her to lay in bed with jeans still on. she never told me she took them off on the phone though, only after so i had no idea lol. she also took off some other piece of clothing *wink wink nudge nudge* nah it wasn't her sock ._. something else ;D no....not her other sock either >:O! yeah that one ;D what else. oh i said "i love you katie" and she's like i hope i word this correctly starting to forget x_x "oooo thats my name, i like when kan calls me katie/or my name" also i said something like "oh fuck them" and she's like "oh say fuck" "fuck...." "again again" "let's fuck" "fuckkkkkk i'm gonna do you good" extreme turn on ._. okies no more XD


so yeah before i didn't like her drunk because when we were online i couldn't tell what she was saying and then she just talks shit and i get all >:| because i dunno what the hell she's saying ... but nowwwww ahahahaha its a different story. babe if you are drunk ;D call me.


also ... cleartype font does not look good with my font thing going on .... turn it off x_x

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modest mouse's lyrics...i do not get. parents bought a house today. don't they know they owe me money? my rabbit ... i don't know where she is >_>; *missing fat white rabbit* kt's not gonna be on tonight =( sob. will be lonely tonight. last day of rags yay! craving chocolate right now.

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kt's mp3 woe is hitting me too. need new music too =( slowly getting champloo's soundtrack right now and looking for more japanese indie music x_x very hard since most english site have that jrock glam visual stuff that is just so...recycled? http://bootleg.yousei-ziploc.com/ <--- prime example. anyhoo i'll continue my quest to find the rare music that my gf would do /wah to me lol.


*shakes fist* on my rags right now and usually the first day is hell and the second day is like so so...its the second day and sheesh PAIN! my mom isn't really understanding of it. so far i can't really get her to understand me lately -_-;


my old work sent me a letter of unclaimed funds o_o; i didn't cash a check for $144 that was issued on my b-day...i had quit before my b-day so i'm like o_oa wha??? i'll claim it though XD i looked in my past check stubs and i didn't have it so i know i never got it. well i'll claim it $144 isn't pretty nice but its good stuff for free. maybe i earned it =\ maybe i didn't but if they are willing to give free money x3 i'll take it.

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getting waked up my mom is like something i hate. i get grumpy for the rest of the day and every little thing tends to get on my nerves. after my mom's prank calling ~_~; i finally got to bed and get a few hours sleep but woke up and my body was like *ATTENTION!! NEED FOOD!* got some food and was like yay okies feel better so i go on the net and kt's on so its like even more yay. we play a bit on this private server and then i get someone logging on my account. wtf? and other people were having that problem as well so i talked to the gm and then *poof* server died. tried to get back on and couldn't X_x. kt could get on but couldn't so banned? she talks to the gm and she's like o_o? nuuu no bans. blame it on my shitty dial up. finally get on and then i get some dickhead 12 yr old bitching aobut how i stole his emblem. wtf? its so ugly why would i lower myself to such trash for a emblem o_o? i'm calm because i dunno what is going on lol and then he calls me moron and *snap* kan is mad but thankful the server died again and its RIP. it was a great server <3 trade duping.

now....to get trade duping working in iRO....

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>< haven't been blogging. oops =X been kinda doing stupid stuff and too lazy to type. mostly playing on private RO servers and reading. o_o; bad excuse i know, but it passes the time. more later or whenever i decide to blog again.

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