I feel lost in millions of people, even those of my own.

We see the same people everyday.. Do we really know them? Do they really know us?Do we want to show them who we are?

If friends are suppose to last FOREVER, why is the word "end" in the word "friend"?

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Okay.. Now I will start making sense.
School is the usual.. (see above.)
2 more days left until a 4 day weekend!!!!! Sadly, or more so hopefully, I will be studying Biology this weekend.
Speaking of Bio.. I have homework..

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It's midnight. I want to sleep. If I sleep now then I will have more homework later on in the week, but I'm too tired to think.
ANYWAY....
There are more final projects, and finals coming up.. yippee....
too much stress and lack of sleep..
I sleep at @ 2 am EACH MORNING!!!!!
Can I die from that? I mean it is my freshman year in HIGH SCHOOL!! I wonder if I'll ever sleep in college..

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Hello,
I'm finally back.
Welcome to the 9th grade blog.
I'm suppose to be doing my quote reflections on the book Night By Elie Wiesel, BUT it's taking forever. So I'm here instead.

Life of saba.fate.:
* My parents are divorced.
* It's all my dad can talk about: how he and my mom were not COMPATIBLE.
* I have a lot homework.
* I'm stressed. Barely Sleep.
* I have to go back to school on Monday.
* wish me luck...

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Ok well I'm only blogging beacause my mom kept yelling at me to clean my room... (wow, I'm a freshman in high school and still get treated like this.)

Let's recap some of the higher points of my summer!! (Since school starts on Thursday.)
Cross Country Camp WAS KILLER!!! VERY HARD. We ran 3 races. They were 3 miles.. and from what I can remember I think my times were: 27:48, 27:28, and 27:38 (or 27:31??) I can't remember the last one.

Volunteering at the library was alright, I guess. Met some people. :) They were very kind.

And basically that was my summer...

I should go clean.. I'm not really good at defying my mom..

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Ok... Well for the 4th of July I went to this party with some people from my mom's work. And my mom's friend's kid is one of my close friends. And after the party she asked me to go to her aunt's house for legal fireworks (haha they live in Santa Ana)
So I said sure.... clearly I had no idea what I was getting myself into..
AND unexpectedly both our mothers said that I could go with them.

So I thought that her father's vietnamese family would be very welcoming.
I was wrong. Some of them were and some weren't... My friend wanted me to come beacause one her cousins is annoying, but it turned out that the cousin left once we got there. So me, my friend, and her nice cousin (all the same age) stuck together. And ate dinner and the nice cousin's mom was rude and said something in veitnamese that had my name in it. And they laughed.... My friend said that she was saying something about the way I ate the food. And then late my friend said that she didnt speak vietnamese, and she was guessing.

Then later we went to her cousins room and ACTUALLY had some fun. Until it was time to go out for fireworks...... the same cousin's mom gave me a look during one of the pictures..........!!!!! (AND I DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO BE IN THE PICTURE!!! my friend's mom and my friend told me too) but maybe it was beacause there was something in my teeth....??? But later for some odd reason the same mom took a picture of the three of us. (haha I got up to leave so I wouldn't be in it, but then she told me to be in it.....)

maybe they would have liked me better if I spoke vietnamese.. Oh well.....

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AH! I'm mad because I typed this really long blog, but then I closed the window before publishing it.. But I will try to rewrite it!

Ok well today I spent the majority of my day with my grandfather because my aunt invited him to go out to lunch with them (my aunt and uncle), and my grandmother had to go somewhere so my grandfather invited me to come along. At first I was reluctant, but I decided to go anyway. So my grandfather picked me up at we went to their house in Newport. My uncle was still getting ready when we got there so my grandfather and I watched "1,000 Places To Visit Before You Die" (or something like that) the episode was Delhi! So after everyone was ready we left and drove for about 10 - 15 mins to the coast and my uncle went down to the restaurant to ask how long the wait was since they don't take reservtions. The wait was... brace yourself.. 4 and 1/2 HOURS!!!! SOO we decided to go elsewhere. We went to this quaint shopping center to eat at the Pacific Whey Cafe. The food was pretty good! But my grandfather order me a "fat free" berry mix muffin that gave me a head ache... But the tacos con pollo I order was really good!! After we finished up there we went on a short drive to see some of the new house they were building. The conversation was pretty interesting too.. They talked about loans, immigrants, and houses.. (Did I mention my aunt and uncle are in the finance/loan buisness?) When we got back to their house my aunt made tea (even though I told her I didn't want any, but apparently she didn't hear me) and served us ice cream/gelato while we watched the beginning of Blood diamond. That movie really made me think.. it is scary and depressing to think that those things are actually happening.. Then my grandfather opened his gifts which was money for a new camcorder and a Pirates of the Caribbean chess set. Since my grandfather doesn't know how to play my uncle spent 20 mins. explaining it to him and he said that he would go to their house to teach/play with him. After that we left at round 3:10ish.. It was a pretty interesting father's day.. different from all the other ones..

mmh I'm not sure if this was as good as the ORIGINAL one I wrote without saving, but that's as good as it gets for now..

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